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Tick tock,
Spinning clock,
Tearstained cheeks,
Felt dead for weeks,
Cheer up, chin up,
Shame you're too fucked up,
Clock spins on,
My mind is gone,
Images of corpses hanged,
Thoughts that no one else understands,
I see nooses, pills and blades,
A sacrificial seranade,
I lie in the middle,
Mind sending out a riddle,
I see blood, I see death,
I see whatever I have left,
I see nothing, everything,
I would give up anything,
To feel sane again,
To take the blame away,
Return from the dark lullaby,
Close your eyes and say goodbye,
Dry your tears and fake a smile,
Looks like I'll keep this lie up for a while.