FicWad

Butterfly kisses and false smiles,
Mask of positivity and a bottle of burning sorrow,
Morose medication that'll lead to asphyxiation,
A rope tied, hanging in both dreams and nightmares alike,
Words that collide with thoughts of an escape,
Little money left and nowhere to go,
Faith flutters away, falling with feathers and fading,
The voices are telling me to end it all,
To hang amongst the hallucinations,
Morbid medication, mesmerizing medication,
A bullet in my brain and a blade drawing blood on my skin,
Fluttering eyelids dance with pixie dust promises,
A green fairy on my cheek, wiping away my teardrops,
Rolling in the crimson, vermilion despair,
Choking me,
All suffocation and hyperventilation,
I'm hopelessly hopeful and clinging on,
As the storm rages on in my mind.