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I'm sorry that sometimes I stutter
and struggle to find the right words.
And I'm sorry that I'm too nervous to hold your hand
or grab your face and kiss you.
I'm sorry that I make lame jokes
and ruin the punchlines half the time.
I'm sorry that I can never make decisions
or give you a straight answer when you ask if I want to hang out.
I'm sorry that I steal your seat on the couch
and then laugh about it,
or when I tease you for stupid things.
I'm sorry that I'm so sarcastic
but then again so are you.
I'm sorry that the only time I'm confident
is over text.
I'm sorry that I can't control myself around cats
especially yours,
or any animals in particular for that matter.
I'm sorry I don't text back right away
and often forget to at all.
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect girlfriend,
but I'm trying my best.
It's been a while for me
but I think I'm getting the hang of things.
You're my first girlfriend
and the first person I've really liked.
And maybe I even possibly love you?
Who knows,
but I love where we're going.