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Falling so far, for someone lost to me.
I wish he would hug me for a girlfriend of romance.
Turning to a man far away.
Not knowing I'm here, crying for him.
Trying to resist the teptress point.
To break my skin and flow my liqued soul.
To save myself for the man that will never know.
To save myself and be 'invisible girl'.
But burning to see the facts, and fall from invisability.
Friends betray and take loves.
Loves for so long after a shattered heart.
To bring reality of not being 'THE girl.'
The girl that could be pretty and meet.
Meet the man so far away.
Curing the ache and dull the pain.
Turn from teptress point, keep the skin from breaking.
Saving myself from plastering painful smiles to the noh face.
Saving from being fake.
Freak.
Noh face can take many forms, all frozen.
'Invisible girl' is now 'ice queen'.
Brat wishing for love, and punishing herself for losing.
Not as pretty as the other girls?
Break the mirror, save a virtical line for a fist full of blood.
Bring self together.
Plaster the ice noh face.
Ice freezes.
Ice can melt.
Face thaws.
I'm seen and they know.
Nothing can hide me now.