FicWad

It's the tension
Racing thoughts
Unable to stand still
Struggling to breathe
Fidgeting
It's like you're dying
Slowly, tortured
Unable to escape your own mind
Embarrassed and ashamed
There's nothing to be afraid of
No reason to panic
But it happens anyways
Hopeless and lost
Like your mind has gone
Places it can't be trusted
Thoughts betray you
Wired, high on your failures
Lost in your past
The pain you've caused on repeat
Years past and years to come
Shadows of your own fears
Voices of the ones you hate
And the remnants of your sanity.