FicWad

I am once again oh so very very very bored. Why, you may ask? It is late at night and I am tired. Why am I not sleeping, you may wonder? It is because I can not do that. There are currently way too many factors that are preventing me from having the so much desired sleep that I desire and need. I am fucking tired, in case you did not notice yet, so please excuse this bullshit that I am writing at this very moment. I have been trying to read a little, but unfortunately such things are just keeping me awake even more. I can not understand how my mother is capable of falling asleep while watching a video or reading something on her phone. Just how does she do that? It is just unexplainable to me. Meanwhile, I am here, struggling to fall asleep in the first place after having tried probably every existing method. Well, I did not try to hit my head until I pass out. Unfortunately, I can not take such a risk. But I am very very very tired. I just want at least a little bit of sleep. Please please please. Just a little. blink blink Please? Aw, okay, then not. Geez, this SUCKS. Ugh, it is almost 1 am and I AM STILL FUCKING AWAKE. Hell, nothing works. Nothing can help me fall asleep. Or maybe that is exactly what my body wants. Perhaps my body wants me to stay awake, so I can rest and sleep better the next night. If that theory is true, well then... FUCK YOU, BODY. I AM NOT IN THE FUCKING MOOD FOR STAYING UP A WHOLE FUCKING NIGHT, DAMN IT! Ahem, excuse my outburst please. When I am tired or annoyed or frustrated, I tend to get, well... uncontrollable. Of course, no one is aware of that. Only I know, only I shall be the one with such a powerful and dangerous knowledge, haHA! Okay, what the actual fuck am I doing at this point. Even I do not have any idea anymore of what the hell is going on here lol. My best guess is that I am just way too freaking tired, damn. Now that I think about it, I am swearing more than usual. Oopsie, I guess. Well, nothing that I can do about it, right? Well, I could sleep. That would help for sure. Only helps though if I sleep. And the condition for that is to fall asleep. See the problem there? No? Me neither. Sounds like a problem that can be very easily fixed. Hmm, let us see. How can we fix this easy and definitely not complex problem? I wonder how. Hmm. Let us see... Oh, fuck it. I am not a professional that has to know how to solve problems, damn it. I am a student and maths has enough problems that are asking me to solve them. Hell, I can not even help them with their problems, then how am I supposed to solve mine?