Categories > Original > Drama > Diary Of Emilia Miller [English]
Dear [deleted name],
my love, I am so very very sorry for once again trying to do this. I wish I could talk to you, but I am too afraid of doing so. My love, I hope you know just how much I love you. I love you with all my heart, and yet it breaks my heart to have to do this to you. I am so sorry, but unfortunately it is the easiest and only way to escape this hell named life. My love, if you only knew how much I love and appreciate you. Perhaps, in another life, we could live happily together. Then everything would be perfectly fine. At least, I hope so. Oh, my love. So much has been going on lately. And I can not go on living with all the heavy feelings in my chest. It feels like all these feelings are going to crush me if I do not stop them from doing so. And the only way to stop it is my ending my own life. My love, oh how I wish you could here with me right now. Maybe, just maybe, the ending would be a lot easier then. Even though my end is meant to take away that heavy feeling from me, I can not help but feel an even heavier feeling now that I am going to try to leave you once again. But something tells me that this will not be my end just yet. And that lifts that feeling slightly off of my chest. But, if I am wrong, then you should know that I love you. My love, my beloved, my sunshine. You mean the world to me. I wish that we could have found our ending together. Maybe, if this one does not work again, then maybe we could try it again. This time, together. Just you and me, my love. Oh, how much I love you. It is late at night, I am all alone. I am all by myself. Oh, how much I wish you were here with me right now. My love. I love you with all my heart. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you so much. No matter how many times I tell you this, I will never be enough. I love you with all my heart. And I hope that, perhaps, you could forgive for doing this terrible thing to you. I love you so much. Forever.
Love, Emilia
- [deleted date]
my love, I am so very very sorry for once again trying to do this. I wish I could talk to you, but I am too afraid of doing so. My love, I hope you know just how much I love you. I love you with all my heart, and yet it breaks my heart to have to do this to you. I am so sorry, but unfortunately it is the easiest and only way to escape this hell named life. My love, if you only knew how much I love and appreciate you. Perhaps, in another life, we could live happily together. Then everything would be perfectly fine. At least, I hope so. Oh, my love. So much has been going on lately. And I can not go on living with all the heavy feelings in my chest. It feels like all these feelings are going to crush me if I do not stop them from doing so. And the only way to stop it is my ending my own life. My love, oh how I wish you could here with me right now. Maybe, just maybe, the ending would be a lot easier then. Even though my end is meant to take away that heavy feeling from me, I can not help but feel an even heavier feeling now that I am going to try to leave you once again. But something tells me that this will not be my end just yet. And that lifts that feeling slightly off of my chest. But, if I am wrong, then you should know that I love you. My love, my beloved, my sunshine. You mean the world to me. I wish that we could have found our ending together. Maybe, if this one does not work again, then maybe we could try it again. This time, together. Just you and me, my love. Oh, how much I love you. It is late at night, I am all alone. I am all by myself. Oh, how much I wish you were here with me right now. My love. I love you with all my heart. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you so much. No matter how many times I tell you this, I will never be enough. I love you with all my heart. And I hope that, perhaps, you could forgive for doing this terrible thing to you. I love you so much. Forever.
Love, Emilia
- [deleted date]
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