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1)

In one breath your gone
Gone again
Smile into the darkness
Whisper in the silence

The end of us
Was inevitable
I thought
Oh, so long
We were meant to be
Oh, more the fool me

My never-ending story
Is full of hurt, unhappiness and woe
So close this book

Never open
Never to be opened again


2)

I write what is close to me
Every inch of my emotions
Fill up every sentence
Dripping off every word

Not many people
See the real
Real meaning
Of everything I write

Its not for the attention
Its to stop me
Me from who I will become

3)

When I was just a girl
My life was so
So promising
Full of hope and happiness

Now I'm 16
I'm afraid that little girl has been lost
Locked away in a room
Screaming at the top off her lungs
Just wanting to be let out

The days when we could be who we wanted to be
No labels, stereotypes or groups
We were one
One against the world.


4)

Love once lost
Never to be
Be found

Suffocating in your love
Absorbing your happiness
This is my life ?
This is what I'm suppose to be ?



5)

Smiles of suicide
The happiness of death
The suffocation of living

Kill me
Kill me now

I just want to be who I want to be
Ever changing
Ever hating
This
This was not how I was suppose to leave

6)

Running
Running from my fate
The end is close
The end is near

Help me
Help me before its to late
I don't want to lose

Lose this game
I've been playing
Playing all my life

7)

One day
One day I promise
These words of hate
Will just be a memory

I find it
Find it so hard
To write lies
Of happiness and love

When I see nothing but hate
Is there someone to change my mind
Turn my thoughts upside down

End this tale happy ?!