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Torn between My life here
And the two lives I could lead there
My heart is in a billion places
Here with my childhood friends
There with new friends I love so very much
But then there is two of you and only one of me
I don't know where my life is
I am falling apart at the seams
Endless Migraines
Never ending dazes
I love you but I don't know if I could stand the distance
How do I know you really are willing to commit
You could be playing me just like the rest
I am breaking even more now
Before it was a little enough to stick a band aid on it and get over
I can feel my self breaking into three Pieces
All that I wish I could hold dear to me
You both are so sweet and both are my friends
I just don't know
I'm tearing apart
While you're standing on just watching
Not attempting to ease the split just watching
The migraines are so bad I can't even think
When I have finally split will it be worth my time
Or will this be a countless number on a list of broken hearts of today and the future?