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I've been meaning to post this for a while. No idea what came over me, I just typed the words as they came.



And I hated you

And I hated you
From the very beginning
You always got under my skin
And I tried to block the change
And I choked
Dying from the inside
Hungering for an answer
Yet hearing nothing but pain

I cannot dream without hurt
I cannot breathe for drowning
I cannot leave this prison
I cannot change in belief

I forgot the way you lived
I forgot the way you smiled
I forgot the way you laughed
I forgot the way you cared

I abandoned that place
And you were there to bring me back
I tore it to pieces
And you gathered them again
I managed to lock the thoughts away
But nothing could make you forget our past
And the things we used to be

But if you start to forget
I promise I will be there
To hold you above the sinking feeling
To which I ultimately surrendered


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