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I live this moment as my last.
Gerard and Lissa can't stop thiking of eachother. Now, they're trying to move on. what will happen?
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His Chemical Romance. -part quince.
Two months had passed since the last encounter between Lissa and Gerard. Lissa was worried. Not about Gerard, but herself. She was now three months pregnant, and oh, she was starting to show. Angie had talked her into actually having the baby. She thought it'd be terrible for her to murder a fetus. When she put it that way, Lissa felt bad. It was ten to minutes to eight at night, and Lissa was in her bedroom, listening to soothing music as she wrote a letter. It was a letter to her baby. She was apologizing for smoking and drinking during her pregnancy. She drew a little heart and a little bumblebee on the end of the paper. She'd really love to have a babygirl. She'd dress her up in cute dresses and she'd be, not her favourite, but she'd have loved her longer. but when it came down to it, she just wanted a healthy baby. She also realized something. One of those days, that baby would want to know who it's father was. She added in the letter, that she herself didn't even know who the father was. She apologized for that, aswell.
She took the letter and gently placed it in an envelope, sealing it and dating it to be opened sixteen years from the current date. She sighed as she stuck it in her music box. Oh yeah, she was okay now. The hospital had stopped calling in to check on her, which was perfectly fine. Herself and Angie were on a rather tight budget, Lissa couldn't work, and Angie was working, so it was okay. Lissa had graduated from high school a month ago, luckily that robe was lose and she didn't stay for the party. She saw Gerard giving her thses looks, these pleading looks, with those eyes she seemed to love, so much. but no, she didn't budge and she just left. What would happen if he found out she was pregnant? He'd freak and ask who's it was. Nope, she'd rather not have that. She picked up the phone, pressed two, and 'talk', holding the phone to her ear as she stared at her diploma. That highschool diploma wouldn't come in handy anytime soon.
Gerard had been sober for two months, that trip to the hospital scared the living shit out of him. He layed in bed as he stared at his diploma on the wall. He was so proud of himself, until he saw Lissa get called up to receive her diploma. He looked at her pleadingly, but she just walked out of his life. He hated it. He knew Mikey still called her every now and then, but he didn't tell him what she'd say. He said it was 'confidential'. my fucking ass. He then jumped a bit as he heard Mikey's cell ring. He ran to it and picked up. "Hello?" then he heard her. The voice of an angel, a beautiful one. "Hey Mikey, it's Lissa." she said. She sounded so happy, and as gorgeous as ever. "Hi Lissa, it's...it's Gerard." he said, choked up a bit. There was silence on the other line. "Lissa?" click. the line went dead. Gerard closed the phone as he layed in bed again, he felt like he had gotten slapped in the face. He didn't understand why she didn't talk to him. What had he done?
Lissa put her phone in her lap as she felt the river of hot tears rolling down her rosy cheeks, her black hair in a mess. She felt so horrible, hanging up on him, but she couldn't talk to him. No way, she'd be questioned, and she'd rather not. She sat up slowly, she hated thinking that, if this small belly was a bother, what would a nine month one be like? She shivered as she walked over to the closet, looking at the clothes. There were atleast five new outfits, and a post it notre on them, and familiar purple ink.
"Hey babies. I decided, you need these new clothes babes. I made sure they were cute. love ya, Angie." She put it on the bed and looked at the clothes. They were all maternity clothes. Great, now everyone will know. she thought. but, she had to admit, they were pretty, and hell they fit her great, no more suffocating her swollen belly. She walked aronud, looking at herself in her new clothes. She looked a bit happier, even though she still had dark, hollow circles around her eyes, thanks to lack of sleep.
She layed in bed, the soothing music still playing, and fell asleep, dreaming of adorable babies smelling of powder, and all the cute things you can imagine. God must love her, she must have loed that dream, cause I swear she was smiling.
Gerard hadn't felt this bad in a while. He hadn't felt so mcuh for a girl, and now their relationship was done with. He really wished it didn't ahve to be this way. Not a day went by that he didn't think of her.
.../Five months later./ [I know, long time jump, but to hell with it]
Lissa awoke with a startle. She yawned as she stretched. She slowly got out of bed. She put on her pink fluffly slippers and went to the mirror, slowly brushing her hair. She turned to the side and admired her swollen belly. She could see the tip of her now outie bellybutton and she rubbed it gently. "I can't belive it, you're growing up so fast." she said, as she smiled sweetly. She couldn't believe she wanted to abort. Being pregnant was the sweetest, best feelnig ever. She loved feeling her baby kick. The doctor had seen what it was gonig to be, but she wanted it to be a surprise, and Angie couldn't be happier.
Over time, Lissa had befiended Jake, or Jakey, as he liked to be called. He was only a year older than her, and he was now her bestfriend. He helped her through her pregnancy, and he and Angie were going to be there for the birth of her baby. They loved eachother, Jakey and Lissa. They could never be though, he didn't swing that way. and Lissa still thought about Gerard, not a day went by she didn't. and now with one month left of pregnancy, All Lissa had to do; was wait.
Gerard hadn't layed eyes on any girl. All he thought about was Lissa. and somewhere in his heart, he hoped she thought of him, too. He had started to work at the tattoo and pierce shop Frank did, and Mikey, well he worked at a clothing store. He layed in bed as he smoked a cigarette. His mind wandering off into thoughts about Lissa, his long lost lover.
Two months had passed since the last encounter between Lissa and Gerard. Lissa was worried. Not about Gerard, but herself. She was now three months pregnant, and oh, she was starting to show. Angie had talked her into actually having the baby. She thought it'd be terrible for her to murder a fetus. When she put it that way, Lissa felt bad. It was ten to minutes to eight at night, and Lissa was in her bedroom, listening to soothing music as she wrote a letter. It was a letter to her baby. She was apologizing for smoking and drinking during her pregnancy. She drew a little heart and a little bumblebee on the end of the paper. She'd really love to have a babygirl. She'd dress her up in cute dresses and she'd be, not her favourite, but she'd have loved her longer. but when it came down to it, she just wanted a healthy baby. She also realized something. One of those days, that baby would want to know who it's father was. She added in the letter, that she herself didn't even know who the father was. She apologized for that, aswell.
She took the letter and gently placed it in an envelope, sealing it and dating it to be opened sixteen years from the current date. She sighed as she stuck it in her music box. Oh yeah, she was okay now. The hospital had stopped calling in to check on her, which was perfectly fine. Herself and Angie were on a rather tight budget, Lissa couldn't work, and Angie was working, so it was okay. Lissa had graduated from high school a month ago, luckily that robe was lose and she didn't stay for the party. She saw Gerard giving her thses looks, these pleading looks, with those eyes she seemed to love, so much. but no, she didn't budge and she just left. What would happen if he found out she was pregnant? He'd freak and ask who's it was. Nope, she'd rather not have that. She picked up the phone, pressed two, and 'talk', holding the phone to her ear as she stared at her diploma. That highschool diploma wouldn't come in handy anytime soon.
Gerard had been sober for two months, that trip to the hospital scared the living shit out of him. He layed in bed as he stared at his diploma on the wall. He was so proud of himself, until he saw Lissa get called up to receive her diploma. He looked at her pleadingly, but she just walked out of his life. He hated it. He knew Mikey still called her every now and then, but he didn't tell him what she'd say. He said it was 'confidential'. my fucking ass. He then jumped a bit as he heard Mikey's cell ring. He ran to it and picked up. "Hello?" then he heard her. The voice of an angel, a beautiful one. "Hey Mikey, it's Lissa." she said. She sounded so happy, and as gorgeous as ever. "Hi Lissa, it's...it's Gerard." he said, choked up a bit. There was silence on the other line. "Lissa?" click. the line went dead. Gerard closed the phone as he layed in bed again, he felt like he had gotten slapped in the face. He didn't understand why she didn't talk to him. What had he done?
Lissa put her phone in her lap as she felt the river of hot tears rolling down her rosy cheeks, her black hair in a mess. She felt so horrible, hanging up on him, but she couldn't talk to him. No way, she'd be questioned, and she'd rather not. She sat up slowly, she hated thinking that, if this small belly was a bother, what would a nine month one be like? She shivered as she walked over to the closet, looking at the clothes. There were atleast five new outfits, and a post it notre on them, and familiar purple ink.
"Hey babies. I decided, you need these new clothes babes. I made sure they were cute. love ya, Angie." She put it on the bed and looked at the clothes. They were all maternity clothes. Great, now everyone will know. she thought. but, she had to admit, they were pretty, and hell they fit her great, no more suffocating her swollen belly. She walked aronud, looking at herself in her new clothes. She looked a bit happier, even though she still had dark, hollow circles around her eyes, thanks to lack of sleep.
She layed in bed, the soothing music still playing, and fell asleep, dreaming of adorable babies smelling of powder, and all the cute things you can imagine. God must love her, she must have loed that dream, cause I swear she was smiling.
Gerard hadn't felt this bad in a while. He hadn't felt so mcuh for a girl, and now their relationship was done with. He really wished it didn't ahve to be this way. Not a day went by that he didn't think of her.
.../Five months later./ [I know, long time jump, but to hell with it]
Lissa awoke with a startle. She yawned as she stretched. She slowly got out of bed. She put on her pink fluffly slippers and went to the mirror, slowly brushing her hair. She turned to the side and admired her swollen belly. She could see the tip of her now outie bellybutton and she rubbed it gently. "I can't belive it, you're growing up so fast." she said, as she smiled sweetly. She couldn't believe she wanted to abort. Being pregnant was the sweetest, best feelnig ever. She loved feeling her baby kick. The doctor had seen what it was gonig to be, but she wanted it to be a surprise, and Angie couldn't be happier.
Over time, Lissa had befiended Jake, or Jakey, as he liked to be called. He was only a year older than her, and he was now her bestfriend. He helped her through her pregnancy, and he and Angie were going to be there for the birth of her baby. They loved eachother, Jakey and Lissa. They could never be though, he didn't swing that way. and Lissa still thought about Gerard, not a day went by she didn't. and now with one month left of pregnancy, All Lissa had to do; was wait.
Gerard hadn't layed eyes on any girl. All he thought about was Lissa. and somewhere in his heart, he hoped she thought of him, too. He had started to work at the tattoo and pierce shop Frank did, and Mikey, well he worked at a clothing store. He layed in bed as he smoked a cigarette. His mind wandering off into thoughts about Lissa, his long lost lover.
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