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Palms multi-coloured
From the melting pills
Wrists scared
By the stolen blade
Throat sore
From the nylon rope
It wasn't supposed to be this way
I never thought it'd come to this
Glass half empty
That's how I see it
Never frown, for you never know
When someone is falling in love with your smile
Who cares if it's forced?
It wasn't supposed to be this way
I never thought it'd come to this
Call me Emo
Call me Goth
Call me a poser
I don't give a fuck
Call me a dyke
Call me a whore
Call me a prude
I don't care anymore
It wasn't supposed to be this way
I never thought it'd come to this
Cheeks streaked
Eyes red
Heart pounding
Lip bloody
All alone
Grab the keys
Lock the door
Stare into the mirror
...
It wasn't supposed to be this way
I never thought it'd come to this
A mouth full of water
Hand to lips
Pills slipping in
Tablets gone
Swallow
Mirror
Ruined eyeliner
Smeared
A smirk
Blaring
A hated band
A loved tune
A changed view
A painful head
Blackened vision
Slowed breathing
...
No breathing
It wasn't supposed to be this way
I never thought it'd come to this
Yelling
A name called
An hour passed
A bang
A scream
A cry
A never forgotten memory
A church
Family
Friends
Roses
Prayer
Eulogy
It wasn't supposed to be this way
I never thought it'd come to this
Pictures
A young girl
Smiling
Teeth showing
Blonde hair braided
Blue eyes shining
Mirth
Never again
The girl now buried
Family staring at the stone
Questions
No answers
It wasn't supposed to be this way
I never thought it'd come to this