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Chapter 2


*****Gerard's P.O.V. *****

Making my way to the table I watch as the curtain rises and reveals Shannon. She doesn't know that I'm a fan of her band. I had seen a few of their non-paying gigs at charity events such as the Salvation Army rally in New Jersey. That was the first time I had ever seen her...and her band. I smile as they play the first song, which is a personal favorite, "Happy Girl"

I am a happy girl
I live in a happy world
Don't steal my high
Don't take my life

I live in a dream of lies
I still see you
You are here with me
Can't believe my own mind

This trip is worth more
The ones before were plain
They say I am crazy
They say I need professional help

The dream world I live in is falling down
It is destroying my reality
Don't tell me you are gone
The pain would be the end of me

Leave me in this broken haze
Don't give me reality
Don't shove the truth in my face
You have left me

But you are still here with me
I don't want to wake up
This crash has taken me to you
This pain is finally real
The lights are to damn bright
The noises are getting louder
The people are coming to see me
You are falling away from me

It's cold
The world is washed in red
You are dead
I am alone

I cannot feel your strength
The morphine is wearing off
I am alone
I will see you soon

The world is washed in red
The life we had is fading
I take my last breath
You are holding my hand

Take me home
I want to go home
I missed you
We have eternity

I can't help but think 'Beautiful words Beautiful voice' my thoughts were interrupted by Mikey who leaned over and said, "Who wrote that song"
Looking at him I said, "Janna...The one behind the drums"
"OH...I can't wait to meet her"
Laughing I looked back at the stage to see the girls in conversation. Shannon turns around and looks at me as and says "Okay, as a tribute to our fave band, who is in the audience, we wanna do a song by the called, "You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison", except it will be for girls."
Janna stands up and yells, "Girls in prison have bitches too. See this chic," She points at Shannon, "Is my bitch" Coming from behind the drums she grabs Shannon and yells, "Come on Bitch!"
"Janna! We gotta play the song."
"OOOOOHH Okay." She goes back behind the drums and they start to play.

In the middle of a gun fight...
In the center of a restaurant...
They say, "Come with your arms raised high!"
Well, they're never gonna get me,
And like a bullet through a flock of doves...
To wage this war against your faith in me,
Your life...will never be the same.
On your mother's eyes, say a prayer...say a prayer!

[Chorus]
Now, but I can't
And I don't know
How we're just two girls as God had made us,
Well, I can't...well, I can't!
Too much, too late, or just not enough of this
Paying more for your dying wish,
I kiss your lips again.

They all cheat at cards and the checkers are lost,
My cellmate's a killer, they made me do push-ups in drag
But nobody cares if you're losing yourself...am I losing myself?!
Well, I miss my mom,
Will they give me the chair,
A lethal injection, a swing from a rope if you dare;
Ah, nobody knows...all the trouble I've seen!

[Chorus]

To your room...
What they ask of you
will make you want to say, "How long..."
Well, I don't remember,
why remember...YOU?!

(Janna Does this part)
Do you have the keys to the hotel?!
Cause I'm about to string this motherf*er on fire! (FIRE!!)

Life is but a dream for the dead,
And well I, I won't go down on myself,
but I'll go down with my friends.
Now now now now...now now now...now now now!!

When they finish, the audience stands up and give them a standing ovation. Shannon Smiles and waves and says, "okay we're gonna take a break now....While we're gone, please welcome my friends brit and nickey of Devil's Cry."

I watch as they walk off stage, Janna heads to get another beer while Shannon and the rest head over to us. I notice Mikey get up and go over to Janna. I was about to ask what he was doing when Shannon sat down right next to me. She smiles and then takes a sip of my coke and at my surprise expression she laughs. "God you have A beautiful smile and musical laugh." I didn't realize I said that out loud until she asks, "What??"
"UMMM....I...UMM"

Thankfully Cowgirl Saved the moment by saying, "where's Janna" the same time Frank Says "where's Mikey" We all realize where they are at the same time and burst out laughing.

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Okay I hope you enjoy.......UMMMM...the song Happy girl is a real poem by Janna so no copy.....Well review otay