FicWad

I'm so damn lonely, I just want to die
God, you fucker, just tell me why
Why create the world when it's just a lie?
I'm so full of pain and I want to cry
But I've spent all my tears so my eyes are dry.
I'm all alone and inside I'm Empty
It's so unfair, and I just can't see
Why no one wants to be with me
If only someone would hear my plea
Pull the trigger and set me free.
I know only anger, I feel only pain
Because everyone looks at me with such disdain
The rage inside is driving me insane
Let my drops of blood fall like the rain
And spiral downward into the drain.
My life gets worse with each passing day
I try to escape in the games I play
Pretending that everything is ok
But I hear the things that people say
I swear to god, I'll make them all pay.
I'm told to act like a man yet get treated like a boy
Given responsibility but feeling no joy
Used by others like I'm a fucking toy
They say they're trying to help but they just annoy
Filling me with the desire to destroy.
Even when I win, what have I won?
No matter what I do, it's just not fun
Nothing feels warm, not even the sun
Because at the end of the day when it's all said and done
I know I'll always be alone, because I have no one.