Categories > Celebrities > Fall Out Boy > Lexi the Llama

January 28th, 2007

by prettypoizon 0 reviews

Just a blog-type thingy for when I can't bring myself to write anything else. Updates, spoilers and random thoughts. Short and sweet.

Category: Fall Out Boy - Rating: PG - Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Humor, Romance - Warnings: [!!!] - Published: 2007-01-28 - Updated: 2007-01-28 - 479 words - Complete

This is tough.

But my stories aren't as popular as they used to be. HSASC was a hit, and I'm glad. But WFTC isn't doing too good. I don't think many people particularly like it; I have hardly any readers, and those who do read it don't review it.

I love writing. But I write fanfiction for you guys. It's something to do; it's a hobby, it's a family, it's fun. I could be just as easily focusing all my creative energy on original stories with original characters, but lately, fanfiction has been first for me. But I am very busy; I just finished my final exams, so I'll have a bit more time to write until this new semester picks up.

I think what really killed prettypoizon was when I left HSASC hanging for about a month and a half because I was so busy with school and other personal things.

Even with my new years resolution, there are still good days and bad days because that's just life. I hate bad habits. I'm trying hard not to fall into old habits while resisting new ones. Top that off with school and writing, and I have hardly any time to breathe.

I've done some stupid stuff in the last 24 hours that really made me think. Maybe I should be focusing more on myself and becoming a happier person. Isn't that what everyone wants? To be happy? Sometimes I get dirty looks and sarcastic comments for being happy. Because apparently in this day and age, everyone has to be emo. I don't want that anymore. I like how I dress, call me emo, whatever. I like my music. What I don't like it...myself, basically. Being depressed all the time. I know I can't help that sometimes, but I don't want things to end up like they were. I want to enjoy life. I know there are moments to be sad; but I shouldn't be sad all the time.

So I am probably going to go on hiatus. Writing takes up so much energy and time and causes as much stress as it does happiness. You know what the happiness part it? Feedback. Not simply reviews, but knowing that other people enjoy my stories. Knowing that I made other people happy. And lately there has been a lot more stress than happiness.

This is not for sure. I'm not blackmailing you guys to review my stuff just so I won't go on hiatus. If I do, I will still read, rate and review. But writing will not be on my list of priorities.

Discovering FicWad is probably one of the best things that has ever happened to me. Some of these stories have helped me in more ways than anyone will ever know. Some of these people have helped me in more ways than you'll ever know.

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