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A/N: This is my first fanfic so please don't be mean. I know this isn't the best so bear with me. I'm learning.
Disclaimer: I don't own DA and "Hurt" by Christina Aguilera
Background: After the Berrisford Agenda, Alec left. Max never went up to Rachel's room and heard Alec talking. Max found out from Mr. Berrisford that Alec was in love with Rachel.
Hurt
Max sat atop the space needle thinking about him again. Ever since he left, Max couldn't get him out of her mind. If only she hadn't been so cruel, if only she actually listened to him instead of giving him the cold shoulder, if only he were still here. Max could play the 'if' game forever; it still wouldn't bring him back.
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
The memories of that night flooded her mind.
"Max, I told you to stay away from me." Alec said as he leaves the room. Max stays behind wondering what just happened. A few moments later Max decides to leave, knowing Alec would want to be alone.
The next morning, Logan calls Max asking her to come over to the penthouse. "Berrisford is a friend of mine; he told me what happened. Alec, or Simon as Berrisford calls him, was Rachel's piano teacher; they fell in love. Rachel died last night. He stopped, noticing Max's expression.
Max thought about that night every day.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Someday I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Max walked into Jam Pony. She looked around for Alec but he was nowhere to be seen. During her lunch brake Max headed over to his apartment. When she got there she banged on his door. A few seconds later she kicked the door open, only to find it empty with no traces of Alec ever living there.
He was gone; he just left.
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I want to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Tears streamed down her face. How could he be so selfish? Did he know that there were people that needed him?
Joshua misses him so much and Normal cries every time he hears the name Alec. Sketchy and Original Cindy are even mourning the loss of him. It's not like he died or anything.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
She was hurt the most. For days she locked herself in her room. She didn't eat, drink, or talk to anyone. When she came out, it was like nothing happened. She pretended like Alec never existed. But every night Max would sit in her spot on the space needle and cry for the life of her.
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
A/N: So there you go. Please review and don't be too harsh.
Disclaimer: I don't own DA and "Hurt" by Christina Aguilera
Background: After the Berrisford Agenda, Alec left. Max never went up to Rachel's room and heard Alec talking. Max found out from Mr. Berrisford that Alec was in love with Rachel.
Hurt
Max sat atop the space needle thinking about him again. Ever since he left, Max couldn't get him out of her mind. If only she hadn't been so cruel, if only she actually listened to him instead of giving him the cold shoulder, if only he were still here. Max could play the 'if' game forever; it still wouldn't bring him back.
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
The memories of that night flooded her mind.
"Max, I told you to stay away from me." Alec said as he leaves the room. Max stays behind wondering what just happened. A few moments later Max decides to leave, knowing Alec would want to be alone.
The next morning, Logan calls Max asking her to come over to the penthouse. "Berrisford is a friend of mine; he told me what happened. Alec, or Simon as Berrisford calls him, was Rachel's piano teacher; they fell in love. Rachel died last night. He stopped, noticing Max's expression.
Max thought about that night every day.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Someday I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Max walked into Jam Pony. She looked around for Alec but he was nowhere to be seen. During her lunch brake Max headed over to his apartment. When she got there she banged on his door. A few seconds later she kicked the door open, only to find it empty with no traces of Alec ever living there.
He was gone; he just left.
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I want to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Tears streamed down her face. How could he be so selfish? Did he know that there were people that needed him?
Joshua misses him so much and Normal cries every time he hears the name Alec. Sketchy and Original Cindy are even mourning the loss of him. It's not like he died or anything.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
She was hurt the most. For days she locked herself in her room. She didn't eat, drink, or talk to anyone. When she came out, it was like nothing happened. She pretended like Alec never existed. But every night Max would sit in her spot on the space needle and cry for the life of her.
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
A/N: So there you go. Please review and don't be too harsh.
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