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febuary.16th

I don't know whats happening I hate my life sence my mom died my dad has been getting drunk all the time and when he ges drunk he gets angry and when he gets angry he is very vilont me and my littel sister Jinny stil have bruses from the last time i can not hardley fell my arm any more.I have brussies every wear somtimes all I can do is lie on my bed it hurts so nuch if you can relly call it a bed it is just a couple sleeping bags.

febuary.19th

I am writing this wile hiding under my bed my dad is relly angry
I have started to cut my self I think it is the only way i can let out my pain I can't tell anybody my dad says if I say anything he will kill my sister jenny.I am relly scard he just throght my lamp there is glass all over the floor and the shards of all the other things he has broken.

febuary.22nd

on top on of all this my grades are slipping i keep having to tell tyson and them that I go in to fihgts and with the cuts I gave my self I told them my cat did it I hate my self the way I look the way I act I hate every thing about my self.I can't take my life any more.