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Simone awoke the next morning by the sound of her annoying and obnoxious alarm clock. She groaned, turned it on snooze, and fell back asleep. She didn't want to go to school today, nor did she want to have to face William again. Her alarm rang again, and she decided to get up. She went to the bathroom, took a shower, and then got dressed. She got into her uniform and went to meet her friends, Kristy and Amy, in the breakfast hall. She got herself a bagel and a coffee and then sat down with her friends. Later, Gerard and the sleepy Mikey joined them.
"Simoney, you don't look so hot," said Kristy.
"Yea, is everything alright?" asked Amy.
"Me? Uhh yea, I-I'm fine," Simone, stammered.
Sure, everything was fine.... NOT!!
Suddenly, she saw William walk into the room. She froze and tried to hide behind her hood. Kristy and Amy tried to call William over, but Simone begged them not to. She told them that they were not on the best of terms.
That didn't matter; William came over to their table anyway. He sat down next to Simone and acted as if nothing had happened. Simone was still hurt by him. She couldn't bare to look at him; he had deprived her of her dignity and not to mention her innocence. She wanted to throw up, by the sight of William. He was so intimidating and so invigorating that made her feel less of a person than him.
Simone looked up at the clock, it was 7:30 and she decided to get to class early.
"I-I gotta go, umm, have a g-good day everyone," Simone stammered as she picked up her books and headed out of the breakfast hall.
Little did she know who following behind her; it was William.
"Simone, you dropped this," he called out to her.
She stopped and turned around to see who it was. When she saw that it was in fact William, she started to walk faster away.
"Stop Simone, please listen to me," said William.
Simone stopped and gave William a glare. He took a hold of her and told her that if she mentioned the rape to anyone that he'd do something to hurt her with out warning. Simone ignored his threat and kept on walking. William tried to catch-up, and when he did, Simone slapped him across the mouth. She wasn't about to take orders from someone that hurt her, physically and mentally. (Good for her.)
**
Simone went to school and everything seemed to be normal, but it was hard for her to concentrate, because she could only think about William and what he had done. She tried to keep herself occupied, but that didn't seem to be working. She ate lunch with her brothers, Frank, and Ray; they made her feel safe.
Simone went to her dorm room after school and her brothers joined her. They were all doing their homework and listening to music.
"So, are you and William still together?" asked Gerard.
Simone shrugged her shoulders and replied, " I have no idea anymore. I don't think so."
"He's a dick anyway," said Mikey.
That made Simone smile and Mikey returned the expression.
"I don't get these stupid Linear Systems," announced Gerard.
"Ohh, I get them, here I'll help you," said Simone.
She and her brother started to work-out the problems and then Mikey started to whine that he was hungry. They put their studies aside and went down to the lounge to get some snacks. When they reached the lounge, Mikey, Gerard, and Simone started laughing about really random things and they were buying a lot of candy and energy drinks; Simone got herself a water and a soft preztel. Once they paid for their snacks they sat down on the couches and ate.
Kristy and Amy came walking into the lounge for a quick coffee break, before returning to their studies. They noticed Simone and her brothers, and joined them.
"Having coffee are we?" asked Simone sweetly.
Kristy nodded cheerfully. If Simone knew her bestfriend, Kristy, she knew her for her addiction to caffiene. If Kristy wasn't drinking a coffee she was drinking a Monster or a Red Bull. Amy on the other hand was on the healthier side when it came to energy fixes. She always got a Green Tea or a Vitamin Water to keep her stable. The five were socializing and then they finished their snacks and headed back to their dorms. Kristy and Simone shared a dorm and Amy was only a few doors down, but Kristy and Amy were inseparable so, they usually studied together.
"Simoney, you don't look so hot," said Kristy.
"Yea, is everything alright?" asked Amy.
"Me? Uhh yea, I-I'm fine," Simone, stammered.
Sure, everything was fine.... NOT!!
Suddenly, she saw William walk into the room. She froze and tried to hide behind her hood. Kristy and Amy tried to call William over, but Simone begged them not to. She told them that they were not on the best of terms.
That didn't matter; William came over to their table anyway. He sat down next to Simone and acted as if nothing had happened. Simone was still hurt by him. She couldn't bare to look at him; he had deprived her of her dignity and not to mention her innocence. She wanted to throw up, by the sight of William. He was so intimidating and so invigorating that made her feel less of a person than him.
Simone looked up at the clock, it was 7:30 and she decided to get to class early.
"I-I gotta go, umm, have a g-good day everyone," Simone stammered as she picked up her books and headed out of the breakfast hall.
Little did she know who following behind her; it was William.
"Simone, you dropped this," he called out to her.
She stopped and turned around to see who it was. When she saw that it was in fact William, she started to walk faster away.
"Stop Simone, please listen to me," said William.
Simone stopped and gave William a glare. He took a hold of her and told her that if she mentioned the rape to anyone that he'd do something to hurt her with out warning. Simone ignored his threat and kept on walking. William tried to catch-up, and when he did, Simone slapped him across the mouth. She wasn't about to take orders from someone that hurt her, physically and mentally. (Good for her.)
**
Simone went to school and everything seemed to be normal, but it was hard for her to concentrate, because she could only think about William and what he had done. She tried to keep herself occupied, but that didn't seem to be working. She ate lunch with her brothers, Frank, and Ray; they made her feel safe.
Simone went to her dorm room after school and her brothers joined her. They were all doing their homework and listening to music.
"So, are you and William still together?" asked Gerard.
Simone shrugged her shoulders and replied, " I have no idea anymore. I don't think so."
"He's a dick anyway," said Mikey.
That made Simone smile and Mikey returned the expression.
"I don't get these stupid Linear Systems," announced Gerard.
"Ohh, I get them, here I'll help you," said Simone.
She and her brother started to work-out the problems and then Mikey started to whine that he was hungry. They put their studies aside and went down to the lounge to get some snacks. When they reached the lounge, Mikey, Gerard, and Simone started laughing about really random things and they were buying a lot of candy and energy drinks; Simone got herself a water and a soft preztel. Once they paid for their snacks they sat down on the couches and ate.
Kristy and Amy came walking into the lounge for a quick coffee break, before returning to their studies. They noticed Simone and her brothers, and joined them.
"Having coffee are we?" asked Simone sweetly.
Kristy nodded cheerfully. If Simone knew her bestfriend, Kristy, she knew her for her addiction to caffiene. If Kristy wasn't drinking a coffee she was drinking a Monster or a Red Bull. Amy on the other hand was on the healthier side when it came to energy fixes. She always got a Green Tea or a Vitamin Water to keep her stable. The five were socializing and then they finished their snacks and headed back to their dorms. Kristy and Simone shared a dorm and Amy was only a few doors down, but Kristy and Amy were inseparable so, they usually studied together.
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