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We were astounded. Finally, we made it! Our album, Shout At The Devil, was in the charts. Girls would scream and beg for us to come over and of course we did. We had a few bucks and always got laid, but that wasn't the best part.

The best part happened to be, we were gonna tour with the Metal God himself, Rob Halford and Judas Priest. Besides Lucifer, Rob Halford was the only guy Nikki worshiped and looked up to. Don't get me wrong, I liked Judas Priest, especially the Point Of Entry album, but I wasn't obsessed.

We were all so happy. This was our first huge tour and it was with one of the biggest bands ever.

I actually met Rob and the other band members earlier in the day. They were very down to earth guys and very cool. They offered us free booze and cigarettes and of course we accepted.

We were all sitting in Glenn's hotel room, and the place was big. It looked like an apartment, and there was a spa in the middle of the room, which was cool. I wanted to climb in that spa with Glenn and show him what I could do. I found him highly attractive, but I knew I shouldn't stare at his ass, so I looked away. I took a puff of my cigarette as I glanced at Nikki who gazed on Rob. The funny part was, Rob caught Nikki's stare and gazed back at him.


"Well, mate, I really should be going now, but we should get together tonight and discuss the plans for the show," Rob said as he stood.

"How about I come over and you and me talk about it right now?" Nikki suggested.

"Sounds good," Rob replied.

"You chaps have fun," Ian called, casting Rob a sly grin, as Rob walked out the door and Nikki followed.

"He likes him," I smirked.

"We've noticed." Scott smiled.


I stood to grab my drink, but the moment I did, I felt a hand appear on my butt. My eyes widened and I spun around, nearly falling. Glenn cast me an amused grin, acting as if nothing happened. None of the other guys noticed what just occurred; they were all paying too much attention to their porn magazines and booze.


"Well," Ian announced with a yawn while standing, "I should be going. I'm a bit hungry and I need some sleep."

"Yeah, me too," Scott agreed.

"Okay, mates, take it easy," Glenn said.

"We will," Scott replied.

"Laters," I mumbled as Scott and Ian took off.


We talked for a few hours, and eventually Mick left with Tommy, and KK also departed. So it was just Glenn and me. I snuffed out my cigarette and took a drink of my gin, staring at Glenn.


"How old are you?" I asked.

"Old enough," he cheekily replied.

"Ummm, okay," I said. "Are you single?"

"Why would you care?"

"Oh, no reason. Just curious," I informed him. "So are you?"

"Yes, but not for long," he knowingly said.

"HUH?" I asked, confused.


Glenn grabbed me, and pulled me into his arms as my eyes widen and I gasped. His hands moved down to my butt and I fell on the couch as he climbed on top of me. I was in complete shock. I never imagined that a guy would be doing this to me, not like this, anyway.


"Wh-What are you doing?" I asked, alarmed.

"Getting what I want," he replied, pulling my shirt off.

"What do you want?" I asked.

He stopped what he was doing for a minute and then looked at me. "You," he simply stated.

"NO! NO! WAIT!" I said, struggling.


So he pulled my clothes off and then pulled his off as I watched him and eyed his crotch and eventually stopped struggling. He caught my stare and pressed his lips against mine. Suddenly, I let loose and wrapped my arms around Glenn's neck. He growled in satisfaction and picked me up and walked to the spa. He climbed in and pulled me on his lap as he placed his lips on my neck and sucked hungrily. I gasped as his lips moved down my body and his hands moved to my butt again.


"Are you a virgin?" he asked.

"Wh-What?" I stuttered.

"Have you ever had sex with a guy?"

"Well..." I blushed. "Yes, but only two times,"

"Really?" He raised an eyebrow. "With who?"

"Nikki," I replied, still blushing.

"Ah! So you're used to being a bottom."

"How do you know I'm a bottom?"

"Because I can't see Nikki bottoming for anyone but Rob." He grinned.


I was about to reply, but he crushed his lips against mine and lifted my ass as a soft moan escaped me. He pulled me down on him and my eyes widened and I cried out when I realized he was sliding in me. Glenn wrapped his hands around my waist and thrust as he wrapped his lips around my nipple.


"It's been awhile?" he mumbled. "I'll be easy on you, but you gotta help me out here. Bounce, baby."


I moaned as he flicked his tongue over my nipple and bit gently as I slowly began to move up and down. He tilted his head back and groaned as I placed my lips on his neck. He grabbed my cock and stroked it as I bounced faster and harder.


"Yes," Glenn growled.


I moaned as he flipped our position and pushed me against the edge of the spa. He rocked his hips back and forth as I wrapped my legs around his waist and pre-cum dripped from my cock. I cried out and suddenly lost it and came all over his chest as he sank into the spa. He groaned in excitement and shot his cum into me as I let out a moan. He pulled out and climbed out of the spa as I sat there, panting and whimpering. I looked down and saw red and sighed because I knew I was bleeding. Glenn took my hand and helped me out of the spa as I leaned on him, letting out small whimpers.


"You okay?" he asked.

"Yeah," I replied. "Just a bit sore. I haven't done this in awhile."

"So you and Nikki haven't had sex in awhile?" he asked.

"No. He's been obsessed with Rob and Satan, stuff like that, but it's okay. We still gave each other blowjobs, though, which are fun because he's gentle and you really wouldn't expect him to be."

"You're right. I wouldn't expect him to be," Glenn said as he wrapped a towel around me.


He helped me dry off and then assisted me with getting dressed as I kept glancing at him. I felt like a four year old with his mommy helping him dress. I could do this myself but it was nice that Glenn was being gentle and not treating me like some whore.

After we both got dressed, he took my hand and led me into his bedroom as I happily followed.


"I need to get some sleep but I would like you to stay over for tonight, if it's okay," he said.

"Sounds cool."

"Perfect." He smiled. "I knew I could please you."


I blushed as he climbed in the bed and looked up at me, smiling as I smiled back. He held out his arms and I cuddled against his chest as he chuckled.


"So you like to cuddle?"

"Yeah." I blushed. "You don't think that's childish, do you?"

"No. I think it's cute," he said, kissing my head. "Go to sleep."

Okay." I yawned.


He watched me for a little bit while stroking my hair and pretty soon I fell asleep in his arms.



***


After Nikki and Rob arrived at Rob's room, Nikki ended up taking most of his clothes off and they puffed on cigarettes.


"So, have you ever had sex with a man?" Rob asked. "A real man, that is."

"Well, I did about three or two time before," Nikki replied. "With Vince, but he's kind of like a girl, ya know? He's all whining and everything. He even squeals like a girl."

"Yes, he reminds me of a girl, as well. Even looks like one."


Nikki gazed up at Rob with lust-filled eyes and kissed him. Rob was amused but he returned the kiss. He pushed Nikki down and pinned his shoulders to the bed while trailing his lips down his chest. Nikki moaned and thrust his hips, but Rob moved his hands and pinned them back down.


"Rob..."

"Would you like me in you?" Rob asked.

"Yes, oh yeah," Nikki replied.

"Have you ever had anyone fuck you?"

"No," He said, blushing slightly.

"Bloody hell," Rob murmured. "I'll be easy on you,"


Nikki nodded slightly as he spread his legs unceremoniously and gazed at Rob. Rob pulled Nikki's legs around his waist and pushed against him. Nikki winced, wondering if he should back out, but quickly decided not to. Suddenly, Rob slid in rather roughly as Nikki let out a small, quiet scream.


"Take a deep breath," Rob said.


Nikki took a long deep breath as Rob began rocking his hips in and out. Nikki let out a whimper as Rob crushed his lips against Nikki's and let his tongue explore the brunette's mouth. He pulled his lips away and flicked his tongue across Nikki's nipple ring. Instead of Nikki clutching his teeth to keep from whimpering, he began to moan and want more. He thrusted his hips and met with Rob's fast thrusts.


"More, oh yeah," Nikki groaned.


Rob grinned. If Nikki wanted more, he'd give him more. He planned on pleasuring this beauty all night.

Rob rocked faster and harder as Nikki thrusted his hips and pushed Rob on the bed so he could be on top of him. Nikki worked his hips up and down and Rob groaned and flicked his tongue across his lips. Nikki stared at Rob and suddenly exploded and came all over him. Rob let out a low hot growl and came.

They both panted as he rolled Nikki on his back and slid out of him.


"Are you hurt?" he asked.

"No," Nikki said. "Just a bit sore but I'm fine."

"Did you enjoy your time?" he asked, grinning.

"Yes, I did." Nikki grinned back, "But I know one thing that would make it better."

"What might that be?"

"Blowing you," Nikki simply said.

"Okay. On your knees."


Nikki quickly stood and got on his knees, as Rob watched.

This would be fun.


"Hands behind your back and no touching until I say," Rob ordered.

"Okay."


Nikki pulled his hands behind his back as Rob stood in front of him. Nikki opened his mouth and Rob easily slid his cock between his lips and thrust his hips. Rob groaned while Nikki sucked hungrily and bobbed his head faster and faster. Nikki swirled his tongue as Rob started pulling and tugging on his hair. He pulled hard but Nikki didn't care, he liked it, he wanted it, he wanted Rob.


"You may touch," Rob moaned.


Nikki pulled his hands out from behind his back and teased Rob's cock as he bobbed his head. Rob groaned as pre-cum dripped and his breath grew heavier each time he felt Nikki's firm hands on his butt or between his legs. Nikki's hands went everywhere before he finally rested them on Rob's butt and gripped one of his ass cheeks firmly. Rob growled and came into Nikki's mouth as Nikki sucked it up.


"Swallow," Rob panted.


So Nikki did.

Rob stepped back as Nikki stood with this small, dazed smile on his face. Nikki then walked into Rob's embrace and kissed him as his tongue roamed Rob's mouth. He wanted Rob so bad - he could taste it, he could feel it and he could tell Rob knew about his feelings for him.


"You're mine, love."

"I want to be yours." Nikki grinned.

"Perfect. But I must warn you: I will not tolerate you fooling around on me. I won't allow myself to be played a fool," Rob said.

"I don't plan on fooling around on you, nor would I ever consider it," Nikki replied.

"Perfect. Let's get some sleep," Rob suggested.


Nikki pulled some of the sheets off the bed and threw them in the dirty clothes and when he turned around, Rob was already in bed. So he climbed in beside him as Rob pulled the blankets over Nikki's body. Rob kissed Nikki's lips and slowly after that, Nikki dozed off to sleep and soon after, Rob did too.




***



The next day, I woke semi-early and noticed Glenn wasn't there. So I got up and gave a sigh when looking around the room and didn't see Glenn anywhere. Maybe he just up and left me at the hotel, but I hoped that wasn't the case because I wanted him. I wanted to be with him. I'd never felt so much pleasure like that before. I mean, Nikki gave me pleasure, but he was so out of it, and he wasn't looking for the same thing I was. But Glenn was and he made me feel so special, like I was wanted by someone. He was kind and gentle. He wasn't afraid to go after what he wanted and I liked that.


"Glenn?" I called out, hoping he'd walk in.


He didn't, though, so I just sighed in disappointment and settled back into the bed, pulling the blankets up. I didn't want to cry like a baby over something so stupid. I didn't, but I must admit I was extremely disappointed that Glenn wasn't looking for a relationship. Just then the bathroom door opened and Glenn walked out with a towel around his waist and I couldn't help but to smile. He smiled back, staring into my eyes like he was trying to read me, or something.


"I wasn't going to leave you," Glenn softly said.

"I didn't say anything."

"True. But I know what you're thinking," Glenn informed me, pulling on his jeans.

"Sorry."

"Don't be. It's quite alright." He smiled. "Get up. We got to go meet the other guys for rehearsal."


I climbed out of bed and bundled up some clothes as I stole glances at Glenn every now and then. I rushed into the bathroom, took a shower and got dressed. After I did my hair and makeup, I walked out to find Glenn sitting on the bed, waiting.


"Are you ready?" Glenn asked.

"Yes. Sorry, but I have to look good."

"You already do. Now let's go before we're late."


Glenn stood and we walked out of the hotel, heading for the car. I pulled his shades on as I climbed into the car and turned up the music. Glenn glanced at me and drove off, laughing as I sang along to the song.


***


Nikki woke up, yawning. He tried to sit up, but he found that his head ached so bad he couldn't even move, so he choose to stay lying down. The bedroom door opened and Rob entered, grabbing his keys off the dresser. But once he took a look at Nikki, he stopped what he was doing and walked up to the side of the bed.


"Are you okay, love?" he asked as he knelt down.

"I think so. I just got a headache. Too much alcohol last night, I guess," Nikki replied.

"Do you think you'll be able to get up?"

"Of course," Nikki replied as he sat up and flinched a little, but he seemed to ignore the pain.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Rob asked as he stood.

"Yes, of course, I'll be fine," Nikki reassured him with a grin.


Rob brushed his lips against Nikki's and then walked out of the room. So Nikki jumped in the shower and then changed his clothes. After he finished styling his hair and applying his makeup, he left the bathroom just as Rob turned and looked at him, carefully eyeing him up and down.


"You look good," Rob softly said.

"Thank you. So do you," Nikki replied.


They left the room, heading for the lobby as they vacated the hotel and made a beeline to the car. As they stepped into the vehicle, Nikki pulled his shades on. Rob smiled and put his own glasses on and started the car.

Nikki turned on the metal station that happened to be playing Judas Priest. Rob arched his brow in amusement and drove off.



***


We got to sound check around eight-twenty and rehearsed for a few hours. After rehearsal, we went to grab something to eat and I couldn't help but to notice that Glenn didn't trust me very much, and I really couldn't do anything without him watching me. Okay, okay. I flirted with the waitress but it was only flirting. I wasn't going to do anything with her but that didn't sit well with Glenn. Shoot, I'm only human.

Anyway, after we ate, we went to the stadium and got ready for the concert. We were ready about thirty minutes before the show, so we had time to just fool around. Once the concert began, the crowd was on their feet, which meant they loved it.

About two weeks later, we were at the stadium getting ready for another concert. Nikki and Rob had went to the bathroom and walked out a few minutes later.

I frowned and Nikki snickered. I admit, I was fucking jealous but I couldn't help it. I wanted Nikki so damn bad. I mean, don't get me wrong. Glenn was a good guy and he always made me smile. But nobody could make me smile the way Nikki could.

Anyway, Glenn was sitting on the edge of the couch and I was on his lap, sucking on his neck. I noticed Nikki glaring at us, which made me happy since I knew I wasn't the only jealous one. Glenn wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up and sat me down on the couch and kissed my lips. Then he walked off, using the excuse that he had to talk to Ian as I sighed and pouted.

Nikki gave a quick glare to Glenn and looked at me while I continued to pout. I glanced up and noticed Glenn flirting with a young, blonde guy. So I got up and stormed into the bathroom as Nikki cast Glenn a dirty look.


"I'll be right back." Nikki sighed and walked to the bathroom door.

He knocked almost silently, but I heard it and he called my name many times.

"Vinnie, open up."

NO ANSWER!

"Vince, open the door. Now."

STILL NO ANSWER!

"Vince, open the goddamn door before I kick it in."

Finally, I unlocked the door and let him in as I stood against the wall, frowning.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine," I snapped.

Nikki shut the door and locked it as I frowned once again, wondering what he was doing. I was about to question him when he suddenly spun me around and crushed his lips against mine, pinning me to the wall. I struggled, but not very hard because I knew how much I wanted him and he knew it too.

I moaned as he lowered my zipper down and squeezed my dick. I was rock hard. But I pulled away from him.

He frowned at me and I sighed.

"I can't cheat on Glenn. I'm sorry," I said with regret.

"C'mon, you know it's me you want," he slyly teased.

"I don't care. I'm not cheating on Glenny and you can't make me," I replied.

"Glenny?" He laughed. "You call him Glenny?"

I glared at him. "Yeah. So what?"

Before I could react, he grabbed my arms and pushed me against the wall. I kicked and thrashed but I was no match for his strength. I knew he wasn't going to hurt me, but still, he had no right doing this to me. I wiggled out from under him and he grabbed my shirt and ripped it slightly. Then he unbuttoned my jeans as I struggled against him and a little scream escaped me.

Just then the door burst open and Glenn stood there, wide-eyed.

I knew what it looked like and I knew what he was thinking: Nikki was trying to rape me, but that wasn't the case. After all, Nikki was smirking the whole time. If he was trying to rape me, he wouldn't be slyly grinning. Trust me, I know because he's tried to rape me before. This time he was only teasing since he knew I'd eventually give in, which I probably would have if Glenn didn't interrupt us.

Glenn punched Nikki in the face and Nikki punched him right back as they fell to the floor.

I gasped and stepped back as I fixed my shirt and watched them brawl on the floor. Then Rob rushed in and pulled Nikki away from Glenn as Ian held Glenn back.

"No! Stop!" I cried out. "It wasn't what it looked like. He didn't hurt me, nor try to."

"Don't stick up for him," Glenn snapped and he turned on his heel, storming from the bathroom.

"Glenn, wait! It was a game. He didn't try to hurt me," I said as I followed him.

"What kind of game is that?" he asked, turning to look at me.

"Just a game we used to play. It's a bit rough but it's just a game. Please believe me," I begged.

"Okay." He sighed, placing his hands on my hips. "I'll apologize to him in a little bit after he calms down."

I nodded my head. Then I pressed my lips against his as we both moaned. He pushed me against the wall and held me for a second.


He smiled. "I'll see you in a bit."

"Sure," I replied.

With that, he walked down the hall as I watched him. I sighed and turned to see Nikki talking to Rob. Then I noticed someone else was with them. My eyes widened when I realized it was Rob's ex-lover, Robin Zander. And Nikki didn't look impressed.

Suddenly, Nikki jumped Robin and swung at him but before the hit could connect, Rob pulled him off. Rob said something to him, and Nikki usually doesn't let his feelings show, but I could tell he was hurt and pissed. He grabbed his jacket and stormed out of the stadium as I ran to find Glenn.

I started hearing moans when I got further down the hall and there was Glenn fucking some girl who was pinned to the wall. The bitch had her legs around his waist. I was so hurt. And once he sensed my presence, he knew it as well. He closed his eyes, so I assumed he came.

I ran out of the building and started racing down the street as Nikki followed.

Sure, I loved being a slut from time to time, but I really wanted a relationship with someone. I wanted someone who would be faithful to me so I could also be faithful. I wanted someone who wouldn't hurt me or cheat on me, and when I found that someone, I promised myself I'd never hurt them or cheat on them. I thought I had found him, I thought Glenn was going to be the one, but I was wrong.

"Vince!" Nikki called out.

I didn't reply.

"Vince!" he called again.

I still didn't reply.

"Damn it. Get your blonde ass over here and answer me," Nikki growled.

"What?" I finally said and stopped running.

Nikki ran right into me as I yelped and we both fell to the ground, panting because we both were tired from running. We laid there for what seemed like forever, but finally Nikki got up and pulled me to my feet.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"Nothing. I'm fine. We got a show in five minutes," I reminded him.

"Tell me what's wrong," he softly said.

I let out a long sigh as we began walking back and Nikki drew his arm around my shoulder.


"Glenn," I muttered. "I mean, I know we haven't even been together very long, but I still expected him to be loyal to me."

"He cheated?"

"Yes, with some girl." I sighed. "I mean, I kissed you, but there's a difference between a kiss and sex."

"You're right. There is," Nikki agreed.

"So... what's up with Rob and you?"

"It's already over."

"Why?"

"He wants his ex back, and I'm just not good enough for him. You know I can't compare to his ex. His ex finished school and I didn't. His ex went to college, and I didn't. And his ex has light hair, and between dumb blondes and brunettes, who do you think people will choose?" he explained.

"Hey..." I pouted.

"You're not dumb, but some blondes are. Anyway, people will choose dumb blondes over brunettes," he told me.

I smiled at him and we walked into the stadium and noticed Glenn standing there.

"We need to talk," Glenn informed me.

Nikki glanced at me and I nodded my head and walked off with Glenn as Nikki watched us.

Glenn led me to the locker room and shut the door as I placed myself in a chair. He turned and looked at me and I just stared at him, blankly.


"I'm sorry, okay?" Glenn said. "But I don't think we belong together."

"Why?" I asked.

"You belong with Nikki," he replied, "I see how you guys look at each other, and care about each other. You two belong together."

Instead of yelling, cursing and getting upset, I let out a small smile as he smiled back at me. He knew he was right. He hugged me and walked out of the room and I followed, but when I entered the hall, I saw Nikki trying to rip Robin's hair out, but Rob wouldn't allow it.

I sighed and ran up the same time Glenn did. Ian held Nikki back. It took almost all the guys, plus some road crew to keep Nikki down, but finally he calmed down.

"Let me up," Nikki growled.

"You need to calm down," Ian said.

"I am fucking calm, dammit. Now let me up," Nikki snapped.

So everybody regretfully let Nikki up and he stood, glaring at Robin. Rob took Robin's hand and tried to say something, but Nikki stormed off before he could reply. Rob sighed and led Robin into the locker room as I gave them a little glare and went looking for Nikki.

Soon, everyone was looking for Nikki, but nobody could find him. So we postponed the concert for tomorrow. We had to find Nikki, especially me. I had to tell him how I felt and let him know Glenn and I were kaput.

But where the hell was he?
***

Three and a half months earlier....


I came home around three in the morning to find the house pitch black. We had just gotten off tour a few days ago and lately I'd been partying.

I walked into and my bedroom and saw one candle lit so I assumed Nikki was asleep. I sat on the bed and pulled my shoes off, followed by my shirt, not knowing that Nikki was watching me from the corner of the room.

"Where were you?" he quietly asked.

"Geez," I said, jumping to my feet." You scared me,"

"Answer the question."

"I was at the bar," I replied.

"I told you to be home by midnight." He stood, glaring at me.

"You're not my mother. Besides, I do what I want, and nobody's telling me what to do. So hush," I snapped.

He didn't seem to like my answer and he stormed up to me as I backed up a little. He slapped me across the face and I fell on the bed, whimpering as I curled up, rubbing my cheek. I hated when he got abusive because he always hit me and hurt me. I knew he didn't mean it, but still.

He walked away, heading for the door and the smart thing would have been to keep my mouth shut, but I didn't.

"You good for nothing drugged out junkie. I hope you rot in hell with your damn drugs!" I hollered.


He spun around and walked back to me, pulling my hair as I struggled. He ripped my pants off my legs and pushed me on the bed. I tried to kick him, but he grabbed my foot and twisted it as I howled in pain. He unzipped his jeans and smirked as I whimpered and stared into his crazed eyes. He slid his denim off and pinned me down while forcing himself between my legs. I cried out as he slapped my ass hard a few times, which was making it red.

"Stop it!" I cried out.

"Shut up," he growled as he pushed against me.

"Nikki..."

A sob escaped my throat as he looked at me in shock, astounded since I never cry.

He sighed and turned away, storming out of the room while pulling his pants back on.

I wiped at me tears and yanked my pants up, leaving the bedroom to look for Nikki. I entered the hall and gazed down the stairs, gasping in horror when i saw him lying against the wall at the bottom with a needle on the floor.

I rushed down the stairs and knelt beside him, shaking him softly while calling his name. He moaned and opened his eyes wide and looked at me and too my surprise, he hugged me tightly, like he was afraid something was after me.

"I'm sorry," I whispered as he pulled me down next to him.

"You don't need to be," he replied.

He picked up the needle and threw it in the trash can that was sitting next to us. I lay in his arms for awhile until the phone rang. It rang a long time before Nikki finally answered it and by listening to the conversation, I could tell he was talking to Tommy and it sounded like good news.

So when Nikki hung up the phone, I looked up at him and he smiled widely.

"We got a big tour in three months," he said.

"Really?" I smiled.

"Yes, with Judas Priest and I'll finally get to meet Rob Halford." He grinned.

"That's great," I said.

Really, I liked Judas Priest but I wasn't happy that Nikki was finally going to meet Rob because he'd have sex with him. I didn't want that. I wanted Nikki to be mine but I knew he wasn't and wouldn't be since we were going to tour with Judas Priest.

After awhile, Nikki picked me up and laid me down in bed and then walked into his own room.

Yes, we had separate rooms. Don't freak out. We weren't lovers, just fucked every now and then.

I wanted Nikki so bad I could taste it, but he wanted Rob Halford, or at least he thought he did. I sighed and let my thoughts rest and fell asleep, dreaming about Nikki.


***


It was about four hours later. Everyone had gone back to the hotel except me, Tommy, Mick, Rob and Glenn. I was starting to get worried because usually when Nikki was gone this long, it meant he was passed out somewhere or at Tommy's house. But I knew he wasn't with Tommy cause T-bone was here.

I decided to go to Nikki's hotel with Tommy while Rob and Glenn checked the bars and Mick checked the tour bus and parking lot.

So Tommy and I quickly rushed to the hotel room and knocked but nobody answered so I knocked again but still no answer. Finally, Tommy pulled out a key and slid it in the door and unlocked it.

"Where'd you get that?" I asked.

"Nikki and I always give each other a copy of our hotel room keys. He has one of my keys and I have one of his," he replied.

"Oh," I said.

I looked around the room and spied a leg on the floor and gasped in horror when I walked to the other side of the bed. Nikki was passed out. I fell to my knees and pulled Nikki's head on my lap as Tommy rushed over and dropped to his knees too. He felt for a pulse and I stared at him for the longest time but finally he looked at me.

"He's got one but I can barely feel it," Tommy said.

"Oh my," I whimpered.

Tommy smacked Nikki's face gently and he moaned almost silently but I heard him. I wrapped my arms around him and held him tightly as he slowly opened his eyes. Tommy sprinkled water on his face and helped him to the bed as I stayed right by his side. He started mumbling about things but I couldn't understand what he was saying.

"Nikki?" I whispered. "Answer me. Come on, baby. Answer me."

"My head is spinning," he mumbled.

"Hang in there," Tommy softly said.

Nikki started to close his eyes but I shook him as Tommy picked up the phone and called the ambulance.

"Stay with me," I said.

"I'm way past my time, man. I don't need to live anymore," he muttered. "You won't even notice I'm gone. Nobody wants me anyway."

"I want you," I announced.

"What?" He stared at me in shock.

"I want you. No, I need you. So you better not die on me. Don't you dare die on me," I begged.

"Vin..."

"No. Stay with me. Don't pass out, Nikki!"

His eyes slowly closed and I whimpered and screamed at Tommy to hurry. He shook Nikki and his eyes opened again but slowly started shutting.

Suddenly, cops and paramedics ran in and pushed me back and went straight to work on Nikki. I whimpered and watched while biting my nails as Tommy talked to one of the medics.

"How much did he shoot up?" one EMT asked me.

"I don't know," I replied.

"Well, it had to be more than 10 cc," another EMT said.

"Oh God, he isn't going to die, is he?" I asked.

"Well, we don't know," another EMT said.

So they hooked a machine up to Nikki and I saw curvy lines but suddenly the line went straight and they started CPR. I knew what that meant, he was dying and he was dying because he thought nobody loved him.

That's Nikki for you. Nobody ever treated him good. He was even treated like trash by his own family. The only thing I heard about them is that his dad is a good for nothing son-of-a-bitch and his mom is a dirty whore. That's all he ever said. Nobody has ever showed him any kind of love. Everybody he trusted has broken his heart or turned on him, so he stopped trusting people so easily.

When I saw the look on his face when Rob chose Robin over him, I could tell he was broken hearted. I am not blaming Rob because it wasn't his fault. Nikki needed to quit using, but still. I don't blame Rob. I blame Robin. Stupid bitch caused this whole mess.

While I was gathered in my thoughts, I heard the EMTs sigh and stop what they were doing and look at their watches. So I looked at them and noticed Tommy was staring wide eyed in shock.

"Time of death, two-fifty," one EMT said.

"NO!" I screamed and fell to my knees.

I began sobbing into my hands and Tommy rushed over and tightly hugged me. I usually don't let myself break down and cry like that, but I couldn't help it. Nikki was dead. I could tell Tommy was crying too. Nikki and him were like brothers so I knew it was hard for him.

The paramedics pulled a sheet over Nikki's lifeless body and took him out on a stretcher. Tommy grabbed the phone and called everyone to let them know and I just sat there on the floor where Nikki's body was and sobbed.

After the medics left, Tommy helped me out of the room and took me to my own. All I could think about was goodbye Motley Crue, goodbye fans, and most importantly, goodbye Nikki.


***

An Hour later...


Tommy had stayed with me most of the night, comforting and helping me. At times I could hear him crying in the corner but he always tried to be strong. He tried to be like Nikki.

The tears in my eyes had dried up but the pain in my heart was still throbbing deeply. I didn't want to cry again but the pain was so strong. It was like someone ripped out my heart and tore it in half or something.

"I think I'm going to take a shower," I said, barely above a whisper.

"Vince, don't try anything stupid," Tommy replied.

"I won't," I said.

I walked into the bathroom and stripped my clothes off and climbed into the shower. I poured some shampoo in my hand and rubbed it into my hair. It felt so good - every time I washed my hair, it felt good because I'd think of the time Nikki did it for me. I closed my eyes and imagined Nikki's hands in my hair as the water ran through my locks.

After I washed the shampoo out, I grabbed the soap and began lathering up my body as a tear rolled down my face, but I wiped it away.

After about an hour, I climbed out of the shower and dried myself and then I got dressed. The pain of Nikki's death was still strong as ever but I managed to hold the tears back.

I walked out of the bathroom and into my bedroom where Tommy was sitting. He was in the corner with a book in his hand and his head leaned back. I think he was sleeping. So I climbed in bed and curled under the covers and whimpered Nikki's name before finally dozing off.



***

Two hours Later....



The phone rang like crazy. I mumbled and groaned because I didn't want to talk to anyone but I pulled myself up and answered it.

"Vince Neil here," I muttered.

"Vince? My God. I'm so glad I got a hold of you," Doc said.

"Doc?" I grumbled, scratching my head. "What's going on?"

"I called to ask about Nikki. Have you seen him?" he asked

"Doc, he... Um... Well, he died earlier." I sighed, closing my eyes because the pain was still tearing me apart.

"No. I heard about the overdose, but I called the hospital and they said they brought him back," he informed me.

"WHAT?" I nearly yelled, jumping up and scaring poor Tommy.

"Yeah, they said they brought him back and he told them to bury their faces in shit and breathe. Then they said he pulled on some leather pants and a vest and told them to fuck off because they were saying he should stay, but he left." Doc explained.


My eyes widened in disbelief. Nikki was alive. Oh God, that made me feel so much better. I sighed in relief as all the built-up pain slowly faded away. Tommy sat next to me and asked what was going on so I told him and his eyes widened and he sighed in relief too.


"Oh wow! That's great," I said.

"Yeah, it is, but now we have to find him," Doc reminded me.

I pulled on my boots. "Okay. Tommy and I will start looking."

"Sure. Good luck, guys," Doc said.

"Yeah, thanks," I replied, hanging up the phone.


I jumped up and pulled my jacket on as Tommy did the same and we ran out of the room.

"He's alive. Can you believe it?" I cheered.

"Actually, no, but Nikki's a tough fucker, thank god," Tommy replied as we ran out the door and ran to Tommy's rental car.


We drove to the stadium, but didn't find him. So we drove to the bar and Rob's house but he wasn't there. Tommy called everyone and let them know he was alive and I told Rob.

Then we drove everywhere else we thought he could be, but didn't find him. So we went back to my hotel. I sighed as Tommy parked the car and we walked in the hotel and into the room. I sat on the bed and pulled my jacket off and stared at the floor, sighing again.


"We'll find him, Vinnie," Tommy said.

"I hope so," I replied.

He hugged me as I hugged him back and lay on the bed as Tommy walked to the chair and sat.

Suddenly, there was a knock at the door and Tommy walked over to answer and I heard him gasp. I sat up as I heard Tommy say he missed him and hug someone. I realized who it was. I looked up to find Nikki standing there, staring at me. I squealed, jumping up and ran into his arms, hugging him. I think he was in shock because it took him a minute before he wrapped his arms around me.

"Thank god you're alive," I said.

"Is it true what you said?" he quickly asked.

"What did I say?" I curiously gazed at him.

"You know what you said," he replied. "About you wanting and needing me."

"Yeah." I smiled slowly. "You were so into yourself and Rob, I never said anything, but I've had feelings for you for awhile."

He smiled and scooped me into his arms as I wrapped my legs around his waist. I kissed his lips as he returned the kiss while carrying me to the bed. He had a smile on his face, a smile I hadn't seen for a very long time. I never really seen this smile except once, it was a sign of happiness.

He gently laid me on the bed and ordered me to take my clothes off so I did as I looked up at him. He began stripping and by the time he was done, my hands were roaming all over my body. Nikki always made me want to touch myself.

So he climbed on the bed as I stroked my dick a few times and he swatted my hand away and smirked. I panted as he spread my legs, making me wince a little and climbed between them. Then he bent down and flicked his tongue across my nipple as I closed my eyes and moaned. He sucked and flicked his tongue over it as I groaned and ran my hands down his ass. He bit gently and let my nipple fall out of his mouth as I panted and watched him. He grinned and flicked his tongue across the tip of my dick and balls. He was going to tease me before he actually fucked me and he wasn't going to let me cum until he wanted me too, and that was making me whimper, thinking about it all.

He slid a finger into me and pumped while flicking his tongue across my dick. I groaned and raised my hips but he pushed them down and slid another finger into me. I groaned again and pushed against his fingers as he thrust them slowly. I was beginning to lose it. I wanted him to fuck me and I wanted him to do it now.


"Damn it. Fuck me," I moaned.

"I'm calling the shots here and I'll fuck your cute, tight ass when I want to babe." He grinned while wrapping his free hand around my dick and gave it a stroke.

"I'm going to cum," I panted.

"No. Not until I say." He grinned, squeezing my dick.

"You're going to kill me," I whimpered.

"I know." He smirked.


Finally, he pulled his fingers out and drew my legs over his shoulders. After all the waiting, he slid into me smoothly and began to thrust as I groaned and rocked my hips. I wanted to cum so bad but Nikki was still holding my dick and he wouldn't let me. My legs ended up around his waist and we were now face to face. I crushed my lips against his as the pre-cum dripped from my cock. He almost slammed into me but my whimper made him slow down a bit. Suddenly, he let go off my dick as he shot his burning seed into me and I came all over him. He pulled out of me and grabbed a towel, wiping my cum off him. I just gazed at him, wondering if he'd pound his fist in my face because I came without his permission.


"You're not going to hurt me, are you?" I asked.

"Why not?" He grinned.

"Nikki, I'm sorry," I whimpered.

"Oh hush, blondie. I'm kidding." He laughed.

"Oh." I slightly blushed.

I sat up and he pulled me into his arms as I cuddled against him.

I finally got him. He's not Rob's anymore. He's mine and never was I so happy.


***

Months Later...



The tour had been going great for the last few months. Nikki and I had been doing great. We did break up twice, but we're together now. Rob and Robin seemed to argue a lot, but they always made up and had sex in the locker room. Glenn fucked everyone he could get his hands like a true slut and people say I'm bad. Ian and Scott were their usual selves, nosy, and the same went for KK.

We just finished a show and it went pretty good. We performed Merry-Go-Round, Looks that kill, Too Young to Fall in Love, Shout at the Devil, Too Fast for Love and Live Wire. For our encore we performed Stick To Your Guns and Bastard.

Then Judas priest went out and performed Breaking the Law, Troubleshooter, Desert Plains, Sinner, Heading Out to the Highway, Let Us Prey, You Got Another Thing Coming and Freewheel Burning. For their final round, it was Victim of Changes and Hell Bent for Leather.

Then we did a joint performance at the end of the show and it was awesome.

Afterwards, we took our showers and went out to eat. Nikki and I were close and so were Rob and Robin. KK seemed surprisingly close to Glenn, and Ian and Scott spoke with Tommy. Mick just sat there, as usual, listening to everyone.

"So do you think we preformed a good show?" I asked.

"Of course," Nikki replied.

He laughed and so did Rob.

"The people loved it. Did you hear them?" Tommy cheerfully announced.

"Yeah, they were going wild," KK agreed.

Robin smiled. "You guys even caused a riot."

"Of course we did." Nikki proudly grinned.

I laughed as we all talked for a little bit, but after a while, I got up and walked to the bathroom and Nikki followed me. Once we got in the bathroom, Nikki locked the door kissing me, while pushing me against the sink. He lifted me up and onto the sink and then forced my pants open and slid them down and off my legs. I grinned and pulled him between my legs and unbuttoned his jeans while he smirked and ran his hands all over my body. I unzipped his jeans as he pulled my shirt off, and his to. I stroked his dick as he rubbed his thumb over mine, making me moan in pleasure. He smacked my hand away and took his dick as I wrapped my arms around his neck and he lifted me a little. He guided himself slowly into me as I tilted my head and shut my eyes and moaned. He began to thrust rather fast as I flicked my tongue across his ear, making him growl. I forced him to look at my face and started sucking on his bottom lip as his thrusts began to speed up. I knew I was going to bleed by the time we were done but I didn't care, all I wanted was Nikki in me.

After a few good thrusts, Nikki came, burning into me as my cum shot out onto his chest.

"Lick it up," he taunted.

"Nikki..." I whined.

"Lick it off my chest now," he ordered.

I whined and flicked my tongue across his chest and licked up all my cum.

"Happy now?" I muttered.

"Yes, very," he replied.

I sighed and climbed off the sink and started pulling my clothes back on as he did the same. Suddenly, we both heard a knock at the door, so after we were dressed, Nikki opened the door and the manager was standing there.

"What is heaven's name are you doing?" the manager asked.

"Wanna find out?" Nikki asked, grinning.

"No, Nikki," I said, grabbing his arm. "Let's just go."

He looked at me and then glanced back at the manager, smirking and then we both ran off.

Rob and the others saw us running out of the place and followed us.

"You guys, what's going on?" Tommy asked.

"Well..." I blushed.

"The manager found out we were fucking in the bathroom," Nikki causally replied.

"Oohhh," Rob winked.

"Figures," KK laughed.

So after awhile we all went back to our hotels.

When Nikki and I headed to our room, we saw Glenn sneak into KK's room and slam the door.

So I put my jacket down and turned on the news as Nikki walked into the bedroom and came back out.

"Today, mega band, Judas Priest, along with Motley Crue, performed to a sold out crowd and fans seemed to enjoy it. Fans say the show was nothing less than excellent but it seems the concert caused a riot. Twelve people were hurt but they still were happy and two guards were injured. Catch Judas Priest and Motley Crue on their wild tour," the news said.

"Oh my." I laughed." They loved us."

"Of course they did. We're Motley fucking Crue." He smirked, sitting beside me and wrapped his arm around me.

"Motley Crue is gonna be big," I said, cuddling up to him." Judas Priest got more people to notice us. Now it's our job to make sure people stay focused on us."

"Stop trying to act smart, blondie." Nikki snickered. "I got it under control."

"Hush," I pouted.

Nikki smiled and kissed my pouting lips as I kissed back and pulled a blanket on us.

"I love you. Always have and always will, no matter what happens," I said, softly.

"Love ya too, Vinnie. Only you, Vin..." he softly replied.

As Nikki lay there humming, I dozed off in his arms, thinking 'this is the life'.

THE END