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The Honest Truth

(The lyrics are underlined)

This fic is in Rikku's POV

Sometimes I'm not sure what's going to happen...I love her a lot and she said she loved me but yet I'm not all that sure if she does...I know I love her and that will never change...I know I can be sidetracked really easily but not about this...Maybe I'll just leave, I'm not sure...I'm laying here on my bed in the Cabin just thinking these thoughts about her.

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build em up again

Maybe something will change or maybe not...

So here your last change for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end

I'm here hoping something's gonna happen I was thinking to much yesterday and started crying over this shit not knowing why

And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

When really...

I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And ill be the first to go

Just let me go from your grip so I can get a hold of myself

I Don't want to be the last to know
I Don't want to be the one to chase you

Screw with someone else once in awhile

But at the same time your the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole

Maybe I should just go so my tears and pain will end...

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

But why can't I just let you go?

I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And ill be the first to go

But if I would let you go this regret would come back to haunt me

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I'll probably get through this I mean your with me Paine...right?

I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And ill be the first to go

Sorry If it's a little screwy its my first song-fic

Anyway please review