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Third Point of View
'I can't believe Gerard Way just heard me getting yelled at, God; I'm hopeless Kyle is gonna be pissed.'
I couldn't get back to sleep, so i decided to go to the living room and watch foxtel, there was crap all on, I finally chose a channel FUTURAMA, and I must have fallen asleep because I was back in my room in my bed.
"Claire, you okay?" It was Alan, who placed me in my bed,
"Alan, how did you know I was in the lounge room?"
"I heard Kyle yelling at you, and saying you cant go meet, My Chemical Romance"
"Oh"
"and I know you were talking to Gerard, because when Kyle was yelling I went into your room, and see if you got the mail"
"you went into my room?"
"Yes, but please don't be mad"
"I'm not, just hell tired"
"well, when i went to lounge it was 3 in the morning"
"Oh"
"are you gonna call him again?"
"Who?"
"Gerard?"
"Yes, Oh my god; I hope he didn't get to worried"
"why?"
"Because he heard everything that Kyle was saying, and how I was getting abused"
"well, Kim and I will do out best to keep Mum and Kyle out today?"
"Why, where are you guys going?"
"Hmm, don't know how to tell you this, but we are getting our clothes for the wedding"
"Great, Is Kim getting mine for me?"
"Your what?"
"My dress?"
"Yes, hang-on the phone is ringing, I will be back"
"okay" Alan had run out of my room to get the phone, I looked at the clock it was 8:30am. Alan walked in 10 minutes later, he looked as if he was going to be sick.
"Alan what's wrong?"
"Kyle's mum is coming over while we are out shopping and looking after you"
"NO!" my face just dropped, how the hell am I going to call Gerard now.
"Claire, maybe you can call him now, I have the phone now, and i will just tell mum and Kyle about Nanna coming"
"wont they get up then?"
"I don't think so, they never hear the pho-"
"KYLE HAD HEARD IT LAST NIGHT!"
"Claire don't yell"
"sorry" Alan walked out to see if mum and Kyle were awake, I followed him out of my room to Mum's room.
"eh, Mum?" He knocked quietly, we waited for about 2 minutes and no-one answered,
"Claire, go to your room and call him, I will stay by there door and tell you if they are awake"
"Alan that made no sense"
"Just call him" I walked to Alan's room and dialed the numbers that was on the letter.
'uh, Hello'
'hey Gee, it's Claire'
'OH MY GOD! CLAIRE ARE YOU OKAY, I'M SORRY FOR CALLING LAST NIGHT'
'Gerard calm down, I'm okay'
'OH THANK GOD! DID HE HURT YOU?'
'Gerard stop yelling, and eh-'
'sorry for yelling, but did he hurt you?'
'Maybe' i couldn't tell him, it would be way to hard'
'did he?' I didn't answer,
'Claire talk to me, and did he hurt you? You can tell me'
'Gerard yes he did, if was horrible' I could feel my eyes start to get glassy and i couldn't see that well, i blinked and tears were just falling onto my pjs.
'Claire, I know this is hard, but you have to tell me what he did to you?'
'Why do you want to know?'
'because once you tell someone, you'll feel better and i wonna know what he did to you?'
'okay, he pushed me into the bench, that's when i was on the phone to you, slapped me and when i got off the phone from you, he snatched the phone out of my hand, flung me across the kitchen, told me that I'm not aloud to mention anything about my chemical romance, slapped me few more times and told me to got to my room' there was a very long pause,
'Gerard, you still with me?'
'oh yes, right do you feel better?'
'uhm, yes i really do'
'see, i told you so'
'yes, you probably think I'm a complete idiot, don't you?'
'no, Claire what he did to you was fucking wrong'
'I know'
'Has he always done this to you?'
'yes, oh sorry i had to call this early but if they found out i was on the phone, I would be dead, and plus my Nanna is coming around while they go out shopping, so i wouldn't be able to call'
'oh, whose side is she on?'
'Kyle's'
'i take it Kyle is the one who hurts you?'
'ding ding, you got it right'
'haha'
'shes a hell bitch, she has slapped me a few times as well, but mum doesn't know about that'
'so she knows about Kyle hurting you?'
'yes, she just says I deserved it'
'I hope you know that you don't?'
'i sometimes think about that'
'well you don't, no teenager should be going through this'
"Claire, Quick hang up, they are getting out of bed" 'Great, It hadn't even been 20 minutes or talking and they get up'
"okay"
'sorry, but they are getting, I will try and call you later tonight, that's try'
'okay, thank you for telling about what happened'
'that's okay, bye'
'bye' We both hung up at the same time, i ran out of Alan's room passing him the phone, and ran to my room. I heard someone knock at my door, i got up and answered it, it was mum.
"Claire, Kim, Alan, Kyle and I are going out shopping for some wedding stuff, Nanna is coming around to look after you"
"Mum, can't I stay home alone"
"NO!"
"Why?"
"because, Kyle had told me that you called that Gerard guy"
"MUM, HE FUCKING SLAPPED ME AND FLUNG ME ACROSS THE KITCHEN"
"CLAIRE, I'm sure he didn't do that"
"MUM, he did, Alan even heard him
"STOP FUCKING LYING CLAIRE!"
"MUM, I'M NOT, YOU NEVER BELIEVE, GET OUT OF MY ROOM NOW!"
"FINE, WE WILL TALK WHEN I GET BACK!"
"WHAT EVER, NOW LEAVE!"
"NOT SPEAK TO ME LIKE"
"okay" she walked out of my room, i jumped onto my bed and screamed into the pillow, I went to have a shower and walked downstairs and found Nanna, she walked up to me and slapped me across the face i fell back towards the wall.
"I HEARD THE WAY YOU SPOKE TO YOUR MOTHER, HOW DARE YOU!!"
"I uh-"
"SHUT UP, YOU DONT SPEAK TO ANYONE LIKE THAT, ITS RUDE! NOW GET UP, DONT BE SUCH A PUSSY"
"I'm not"
"did you just speak back to me?"
"I didn't mean to, sorry" she slapped me again,
"that will teach you" 'I'M SO PISSED, MY MUM THINKS I'M A LIAR, I'M GETTING ABUSED AND SLAPPED BY MY NANNA WHO IS A BITCH' I walked into the kitchen and made some breakfast and sat down at the table, far away from my Nanna,
"I had to cancel my plans today, to look after you, did you know that?"
"no I didn't, you didn't have to"
"you kidding me, I heard that you entered a competition" 'HOW THE BLOODY HELL DOES NEWS TRAVEL'
"oh"
"yes oh, don't think you will be calling anyone, Kyle told me about how that guy called last night" I just stared at her,
"stop staring at me, you fucking slut"
"excuse me? I'm not a slut"
"what did you just say?"
"i eh, uh" she got up from where she was sitting and started walking over to me, she pulled the chair out from under the table and took a seat next to me.
"How old are you Claire?"
"I'm going to be 15 in 3 months, why?"
"I'm asking the questions; not you. And how many guys have you been with, because Kyle says that you make your around?" I stood up from where I was sitting and started yelling at her.
"I'M NOT A FUCKING SLUT,AND YOU HAVE NO DAMN RIGHT SNOOPING INTO MY PRIVATE LIFE"
" YES I DO, NOW ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION?"
"I'M NOT, MAKE ME!" She stood up from where she was sitting, and pushed me, I fell backwards and tripped over the chair, she was no standing over top of me,
"GET UP!" I just looked at her,
"NOW!" I jumped when she said now, i quickly stood up, she grabbed hold of my arm, and walked me up my room,
"GET IN!" I had no idea what she was doing,
"what are you going to do?"
"you will see" she pushed me, I tripped over the pile of clothes that were on the floor, causing her to laugh, she grabbed my hair and starting pulling it, she pulled me up, so i was now standing still holding my hair,
"please let go, its hurting"
"no, you hurt me by yelling" She let go off my hair, and flung me across I hit my drawer, and must of hit my head badly because I was bleeding again.
"Get up, You worthless shit" I was starting to cry, she just reminded me of Kyle so much. I got up, she grabbed me by the arm again.
We were in the kitchen now, she grabbed out a small blade, I started to move away,
"whh-what are you going to do with that?" my mouth was trembling,
"you'll see" She grabbed hold of my arm, and pulled me closer to her, she put the blade to my wrist, and started cutting, she was able to do one when i was yelling at her.
"OWWW! STOP PLEASE!" I squirmed, but i couldn't get out of her grip. She moved the blade from my wrist to my stomach; she lifted up my shirt and did a huge slice across my stomach.
"STOP, PLEASE YOU ARE HURTING ME!" she moved the blade and put it on the bench, she slapped me a few more times, and walked off.
"You got what you deserved" I was crying so bad,
and bleeding really bad. I went into the bathroom, cleaned up my stomach and wrists,
"shit" i mumbled to myself, she went really deep,
I grabbed a towel and pushed pressure, so i would stop, about 3 minutes later, it stopped. I didn't give a crap about my hair, you couldn't really see the blood that bad. I walked out of the bathroom and was wondering which was to walk, my room or kitchen, if I were to go to my room, Nanna would get pissed and come up and start hurting me again but if I went into the kitchen; I dunno what would happen. I went to the kitchen, what more could she do to me, I looked around the room, all the blood was cleaned up and she was sitting in the lounge room. I sat on the lounge chair, that was at least 1 meter away from her. It was silent for about 10 minutes, then she spoke,
"Claire, Are you going to hurt me again?"
"No"
"no what?"
"No Nanna"
"that's good" I rolled my eyes, when she turned her head back at the TV. For the rest of the day we just watched tv, which was boring when i could've been talking to Gerard.
'I can't believe Gerard Way just heard me getting yelled at, God; I'm hopeless Kyle is gonna be pissed.'
I couldn't get back to sleep, so i decided to go to the living room and watch foxtel, there was crap all on, I finally chose a channel FUTURAMA, and I must have fallen asleep because I was back in my room in my bed.
"Claire, you okay?" It was Alan, who placed me in my bed,
"Alan, how did you know I was in the lounge room?"
"I heard Kyle yelling at you, and saying you cant go meet, My Chemical Romance"
"Oh"
"and I know you were talking to Gerard, because when Kyle was yelling I went into your room, and see if you got the mail"
"you went into my room?"
"Yes, but please don't be mad"
"I'm not, just hell tired"
"well, when i went to lounge it was 3 in the morning"
"Oh"
"are you gonna call him again?"
"Who?"
"Gerard?"
"Yes, Oh my god; I hope he didn't get to worried"
"why?"
"Because he heard everything that Kyle was saying, and how I was getting abused"
"well, Kim and I will do out best to keep Mum and Kyle out today?"
"Why, where are you guys going?"
"Hmm, don't know how to tell you this, but we are getting our clothes for the wedding"
"Great, Is Kim getting mine for me?"
"Your what?"
"My dress?"
"Yes, hang-on the phone is ringing, I will be back"
"okay" Alan had run out of my room to get the phone, I looked at the clock it was 8:30am. Alan walked in 10 minutes later, he looked as if he was going to be sick.
"Alan what's wrong?"
"Kyle's mum is coming over while we are out shopping and looking after you"
"NO!" my face just dropped, how the hell am I going to call Gerard now.
"Claire, maybe you can call him now, I have the phone now, and i will just tell mum and Kyle about Nanna coming"
"wont they get up then?"
"I don't think so, they never hear the pho-"
"KYLE HAD HEARD IT LAST NIGHT!"
"Claire don't yell"
"sorry" Alan walked out to see if mum and Kyle were awake, I followed him out of my room to Mum's room.
"eh, Mum?" He knocked quietly, we waited for about 2 minutes and no-one answered,
"Claire, go to your room and call him, I will stay by there door and tell you if they are awake"
"Alan that made no sense"
"Just call him" I walked to Alan's room and dialed the numbers that was on the letter.
'uh, Hello'
'hey Gee, it's Claire'
'OH MY GOD! CLAIRE ARE YOU OKAY, I'M SORRY FOR CALLING LAST NIGHT'
'Gerard calm down, I'm okay'
'OH THANK GOD! DID HE HURT YOU?'
'Gerard stop yelling, and eh-'
'sorry for yelling, but did he hurt you?'
'Maybe' i couldn't tell him, it would be way to hard'
'did he?' I didn't answer,
'Claire talk to me, and did he hurt you? You can tell me'
'Gerard yes he did, if was horrible' I could feel my eyes start to get glassy and i couldn't see that well, i blinked and tears were just falling onto my pjs.
'Claire, I know this is hard, but you have to tell me what he did to you?'
'Why do you want to know?'
'because once you tell someone, you'll feel better and i wonna know what he did to you?'
'okay, he pushed me into the bench, that's when i was on the phone to you, slapped me and when i got off the phone from you, he snatched the phone out of my hand, flung me across the kitchen, told me that I'm not aloud to mention anything about my chemical romance, slapped me few more times and told me to got to my room' there was a very long pause,
'Gerard, you still with me?'
'oh yes, right do you feel better?'
'uhm, yes i really do'
'see, i told you so'
'yes, you probably think I'm a complete idiot, don't you?'
'no, Claire what he did to you was fucking wrong'
'I know'
'Has he always done this to you?'
'yes, oh sorry i had to call this early but if they found out i was on the phone, I would be dead, and plus my Nanna is coming around while they go out shopping, so i wouldn't be able to call'
'oh, whose side is she on?'
'Kyle's'
'i take it Kyle is the one who hurts you?'
'ding ding, you got it right'
'haha'
'shes a hell bitch, she has slapped me a few times as well, but mum doesn't know about that'
'so she knows about Kyle hurting you?'
'yes, she just says I deserved it'
'I hope you know that you don't?'
'i sometimes think about that'
'well you don't, no teenager should be going through this'
"Claire, Quick hang up, they are getting out of bed" 'Great, It hadn't even been 20 minutes or talking and they get up'
"okay"
'sorry, but they are getting, I will try and call you later tonight, that's try'
'okay, thank you for telling about what happened'
'that's okay, bye'
'bye' We both hung up at the same time, i ran out of Alan's room passing him the phone, and ran to my room. I heard someone knock at my door, i got up and answered it, it was mum.
"Claire, Kim, Alan, Kyle and I are going out shopping for some wedding stuff, Nanna is coming around to look after you"
"Mum, can't I stay home alone"
"NO!"
"Why?"
"because, Kyle had told me that you called that Gerard guy"
"MUM, HE FUCKING SLAPPED ME AND FLUNG ME ACROSS THE KITCHEN"
"CLAIRE, I'm sure he didn't do that"
"MUM, he did, Alan even heard him
"STOP FUCKING LYING CLAIRE!"
"MUM, I'M NOT, YOU NEVER BELIEVE, GET OUT OF MY ROOM NOW!"
"FINE, WE WILL TALK WHEN I GET BACK!"
"WHAT EVER, NOW LEAVE!"
"NOT SPEAK TO ME LIKE"
"okay" she walked out of my room, i jumped onto my bed and screamed into the pillow, I went to have a shower and walked downstairs and found Nanna, she walked up to me and slapped me across the face i fell back towards the wall.
"I HEARD THE WAY YOU SPOKE TO YOUR MOTHER, HOW DARE YOU!!"
"I uh-"
"SHUT UP, YOU DONT SPEAK TO ANYONE LIKE THAT, ITS RUDE! NOW GET UP, DONT BE SUCH A PUSSY"
"I'm not"
"did you just speak back to me?"
"I didn't mean to, sorry" she slapped me again,
"that will teach you" 'I'M SO PISSED, MY MUM THINKS I'M A LIAR, I'M GETTING ABUSED AND SLAPPED BY MY NANNA WHO IS A BITCH' I walked into the kitchen and made some breakfast and sat down at the table, far away from my Nanna,
"I had to cancel my plans today, to look after you, did you know that?"
"no I didn't, you didn't have to"
"you kidding me, I heard that you entered a competition" 'HOW THE BLOODY HELL DOES NEWS TRAVEL'
"oh"
"yes oh, don't think you will be calling anyone, Kyle told me about how that guy called last night" I just stared at her,
"stop staring at me, you fucking slut"
"excuse me? I'm not a slut"
"what did you just say?"
"i eh, uh" she got up from where she was sitting and started walking over to me, she pulled the chair out from under the table and took a seat next to me.
"How old are you Claire?"
"I'm going to be 15 in 3 months, why?"
"I'm asking the questions; not you. And how many guys have you been with, because Kyle says that you make your around?" I stood up from where I was sitting and started yelling at her.
"I'M NOT A FUCKING SLUT,AND YOU HAVE NO DAMN RIGHT SNOOPING INTO MY PRIVATE LIFE"
" YES I DO, NOW ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION?"
"I'M NOT, MAKE ME!" She stood up from where she was sitting, and pushed me, I fell backwards and tripped over the chair, she was no standing over top of me,
"GET UP!" I just looked at her,
"NOW!" I jumped when she said now, i quickly stood up, she grabbed hold of my arm, and walked me up my room,
"GET IN!" I had no idea what she was doing,
"what are you going to do?"
"you will see" she pushed me, I tripped over the pile of clothes that were on the floor, causing her to laugh, she grabbed my hair and starting pulling it, she pulled me up, so i was now standing still holding my hair,
"please let go, its hurting"
"no, you hurt me by yelling" She let go off my hair, and flung me across I hit my drawer, and must of hit my head badly because I was bleeding again.
"Get up, You worthless shit" I was starting to cry, she just reminded me of Kyle so much. I got up, she grabbed me by the arm again.
We were in the kitchen now, she grabbed out a small blade, I started to move away,
"whh-what are you going to do with that?" my mouth was trembling,
"you'll see" She grabbed hold of my arm, and pulled me closer to her, she put the blade to my wrist, and started cutting, she was able to do one when i was yelling at her.
"OWWW! STOP PLEASE!" I squirmed, but i couldn't get out of her grip. She moved the blade from my wrist to my stomach; she lifted up my shirt and did a huge slice across my stomach.
"STOP, PLEASE YOU ARE HURTING ME!" she moved the blade and put it on the bench, she slapped me a few more times, and walked off.
"You got what you deserved" I was crying so bad,
and bleeding really bad. I went into the bathroom, cleaned up my stomach and wrists,
"shit" i mumbled to myself, she went really deep,
I grabbed a towel and pushed pressure, so i would stop, about 3 minutes later, it stopped. I didn't give a crap about my hair, you couldn't really see the blood that bad. I walked out of the bathroom and was wondering which was to walk, my room or kitchen, if I were to go to my room, Nanna would get pissed and come up and start hurting me again but if I went into the kitchen; I dunno what would happen. I went to the kitchen, what more could she do to me, I looked around the room, all the blood was cleaned up and she was sitting in the lounge room. I sat on the lounge chair, that was at least 1 meter away from her. It was silent for about 10 minutes, then she spoke,
"Claire, Are you going to hurt me again?"
"No"
"no what?"
"No Nanna"
"that's good" I rolled my eyes, when she turned her head back at the TV. For the rest of the day we just watched tv, which was boring when i could've been talking to Gerard.
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