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Drown
WickedQueenAvice

If my cries could be read,
and opened like the pages of a book
Would anyone pick it up?
Would the story of heartache interest you?
Would you even dare a look?

Each day goes by I try to say I'm fine
Thats only half true, I know I'll be
But for now I've got to fix this heart of mine
I've never felt so overwhelmed
Sometimes it feels like I'm living in Hell

These tears could challange the rain
and its a wonder I haven't slipped under
and given into all my pain
I can't wait for the lighthouse to find me
and I don' have the strength to make it on my own
I know it'll be ok but for now
I just want to drown

Why is it your memory can't let me be?
The time has gone for you and I
I'm not the one you need now
And you're no longer the light that guides me

These tears could challange the rain
and its a wonder I haven't slipped under
and given into all my pain
I can't wait for the lighthouse to find me
and I don' have the strength to make it on my own
I know it'll be ok but for now
I just want to drown

It's not all bad news for me
granted it may take me a while till I'm
tough enough to stand on my own feet
But even I know someone else will come along
and fix me

Was it pretending?
Were we trying too hard to make it work?
when it wasn't even there
Just wishful thinking
If this is how bad you broke me
then maybe it wasn't meant to be

I hope you drown in all the heartache you caused me
you just walked off like it was nothing
Your heart didn't break cos I
never had it in the first place
I know we'll be ok, but for now
I just wanna drown.