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I Brought You To The Dark Side, But You Brought Me To The Bright Side (Part 9)
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(Brina's POV) (1 1/2 Months Later)
I just was sitting upright in bed, with my arms around my legs- so my knees were up against my stomach.
For the past month, I would let tears fall from my eyes.
The tears would then fall on my freshly scarred arms.
I then would think back... ALOT, and do the whole routine again.
That's how I spent most of my daylight hours; when I was alone.
One memory would replay in my head over and over again. Everytime it did- it pierced my heart.
(Flashback) (1 1/2 Months Ago)
I placed the bag on Gerard's nightstand when he gave it to me.
He looked at me and knew exactly what I wanted.
He slowly brought his face to mine and his lips met mine for the fourth or fifth time today.
We went from kissing passionately to laying on his bed; him being on top of me.
While kissing we managed to tear off each other's clothes.
I smiled, knowing that this was going to be the best night of my life.
Gerard smiled at me.
"I love when you smile. It's so beautiful." He said while leaving a trail of kisses down my neck.
I gasped, as this was bringing me pleasure.
"Mmm. I love you Brina." he said, kissing my lips once more.
"I love you more." I said to him.
"I don't think that that's possible." he said while kissing the area of skin between my breasts.
He then brought his face up to mine.
"Do you really want to do this?" he asked me with a very concerned face.
"Yes, I'm as sure as I'll ever be." I smiled.
I then spread open my legs so he could enter me.
He entered me, but slowly, as this was his first time.
When he was completely inside of me, I cringed.
Since I hadn't done this before, I really didn't have any idea of what I would feel- pain wise.
Gerard's face looked so hurt.
"I'm so sorry, Bri. We don't HAVE to do this you know." he said.
"No, I want to. It just feels... a bit uncomfortable." I said while smiling to assure him that I was okay.
He then smiled back and began to work up a constant motion.
In.
And.
Out.
In.
And.
Out.
As time passed, the pain turned into pure pleasure, and I was moaning from the pleasure that Gerard was bringing me.
He then flipped us over, so I was now on top.
I blushed.
"Uh.. How am I supposed to--"I said but Gerard interrupted me.
He smiled, and put his hands on my hips.
"Here, I'll help you." he slyly smiled.
He then lifted my body up slowly and brought it back down slowly, of course with my help.
I smiled.
"That was fun!" I laughed.
He then laughed.
He continued to help me go up and down until I collapsed onto him after I reached the apex of the sensation.
I'm guessing he also was satisfied, as he was panting for breath.
I looked up at him and smiled.
I stared into his eyes for a while.
"What?" he smiled.
"Nothing," I paused, "I just love staring into your eyes." I smiled.
He blushed.
I layed my head on his chest and caressed his stomach.
"You know, I've imagined this night many times. But I never imagined that it would turn out this wonderful." Gerard smiled.
Aww.
"You daydreamed about me?" I asked, knowing what his answer would be.
He blushed.
"Yeah.. You're a very veluptuous looking girl and I'm a teenage boy filled with hormones... What else did you expect?" He laughed.
I laughed with him.
"Okay." I smiled, while catching my breath.
He then gently grabbed my face and brought it to his.
He then kissed me.
Nothing heavy, just a light peck. It was sweet.
"I love you Bri." he mumbled as he kept pecking my lips.
"I love you too, Gee." I smiled as I kissed him.
I soon fell asleep on his chest.
(END OF FLASHBACK)
Snapping back to reality, it seemed like millions of tears had fallen from my eyes since I imagined that flashback.
I started bawling my eyes out again.
I missed Gee so much.
Without him, I felt useless.
I had no purpose in living.
But I had no way to die.
Wel... technically, I was already dead.
So how could I become more dead when I was already entirely dead?
I heard Rachel and Frank waking up in the next room.
I quickly got up from the bed, and cleaned up the mess of my blood, then ran to the bathroom that was attached to my room.
I ran the water in the sink to wash off the blood that was still on my pale, cold skin.
I looked in the mirror.
What have I let myself become?
(Gerard's POV) (Same Time As Brina's POV)
I sat up on my bed.
I had woken up hours ago, but for the past 3 weeks, I've been laying in bed- thinking, worrying, writing... crying.
I felt empty without her.
Also, my best friend and his girlfriend disappeared.... along with the love of my life.
I thought back to that one night>
I tended to do that alot.
That's all that I had left of her.
Pete had put a "Missing" notice everywhere about Brina, Frank, and Rachel.
Just last week, one of the populars at school had gone missing.
Either our town has a serial killer, or something..
I have no fucking idea.
I let my mind take me back to that one memorable night.
(Flashback)(Same as Brina's flashback but it goes a bit further than hers)
After we made love, she just laid on top of me.
After a while, she started staring at me.
"What?" I asked while smiling.
"Nothing," she paused, "I just love staring into your eyes." She smiled.
I couldn't talk back.
I felt my cheeks turn to a different shade of pink.
She then smiled and laid her head on my chest and started caressing my stomach.
"You know.. I've imagined this night many times. But I never imagined that it would turn out this wonderful." I smiled.
"You daydream about me?" She asked with a smile.
I blushed.
"Yeah... You're a very veluptuous looking girl- and I'm a teenage boy.. filled with hormones. What else did you expect?" I laughed.
She started laughing with me.
"Okay." She said after she caught her breath from laughing.
I then gently grabbed her face and brought it to mine.
I pecked her lips lightly.
"I love you Bri." I mumbled while pecking her sweet lips with mine.
"I love you too, Gee." She said while kissing me back.
She then laid her head back on my chest and fell sound asleep.
I just watched her sleep.
After 10 more minutes, I started caressing her head.
"I'm so glad I told you how I feel about you.. I've loved you ever since I first laid my eyes on you. I know you can't hear me, but I needed to get it off my chest..... I know you've gone through alot in the past. And I promise- I promise to never let anything happen to you. I love you Brina... more than anything on this Earth. You're my heart.... my soul... my everything. I love you." I said to her.
Even though she was sleeping, I still felt that I needed to say it.
I then laid my head back and fell asleep contently with her in my arms.
(END OF FLASHBACK)
I wiped the tears from my cheeks.
I felt so empty without Brina.
Something that helped me pass by was to write lyrics.
I haven't been in school for almost 3 weeks; so all I did was stay in my room.
I grabbed my book, which was lying aside of me on the bed, and started writing.
Love.
Love... is.. a... 4 letter word?... No.
Love, red- Love is red. Yeah.
I like that.
Dying.. Coffin?. Yeah.
Love.. is the red... like the blood on your coffin... No.
Love is the red- the rose on your coffin..... door.
Yeah, that's better.
I smiled a bit.
Writing was the only thing I tended to really be great at.
Writing AND Art.
Drawing was another great thing that I did.
I threw my book to where it was before and looked up on my ceiling.
I thumbtacked the drawing of Brina tht I drew, up on my ceiling.
It made me feel a bit better to have her somewhat looking at me.
My thoughts became interrupted when my cell phone started ringing.
I moaned and stumbled out of bed to get to my cell phone, which was all the way across the room, charging.
I looked at the caller ID to see who it was.
Pete.
I quickly answered it to see if there was any news about Bri.
"Hello?" I said.
My pulse was getting faster by the second.
"Gerard.. I know you've been in that room of yours for how long now... 3 weeks? You can't live like this dude. I know you miss her... I miss her too. But she wouldn't want you to be like this." Pete said.
I didn't say anything back.
Not because I didn't want to..
Because I couldn't.
He was right, and I couldn't respond.
"I know you're still on the line. You need to get out, dude. Meet me at my house at 7pm, okay?" Pete asked.
"... uh..." I said.
"I'm taking that as a yes. 7, my house. You better come, or else I'll come and get you out myself." Pete said and hung up.
I placed my cell phone back down on the table to charge it- even though its been charged for the past 2 weeks.
I took a deep breath, knowing that I had to meet Pete tonight.. or else.
I checked the clock to see what time it was.
4pm.
I groaned.
Well.. I could use a shower.
Yeah, I need one.. badly.
I let the water run in my bathroom to let it warm up.
After a few minutes passed by, I checked the water to see if it was hot enough.
It was.
So I got undressed and let the warm water fall onto my body.
Will they ever come home?
God, I'm a total wreck.
(Frank's POV)
"C'mon sleepyhead. Get outta bed." Rachel said as she was getting dressed.
I moaned.
"Do I HAVE to?" I gruggily asked.
"Yes! I'm hungry." She laughed.
"Ohhh. Okay. But only because I'm hungry too." I joked and got out of bed.
"I'm gonna go check on Bri, okay?" She asked.
"Yeah, sure." I smiled and she went into the next room.
I got out of bed and put on some clothes.
I heard Rachel talking a bit.
Then, I heard someone scream.
I quickly ran to Brina's room.
"Rach? Bri? What's wrong?" I asked all worried.
Rachel had a terrified look, as did Brina.
A stake was in Brina's chest... except it wasn't on the side where her heart was= it was in her right side of the chest.
"Oh my god! What happened?" I asked.
Brina was pulling the stake out of her slowly, trying to cause less pain as possible.
"I....I- don't know. We- we were just talking... and... and.." Rachel studdered.
"And this motherfucking- ahh- stake came smashing through the windowwwahhhh!" Brina said while fully taking the stake out.
"Oh my god. So .... someone's after us?" I asked.
"Well no duh." Brina said and threw the stake down to the floor.
Rachel looked at it and picked it up.
"Whoa. Look at this! 'Dandies' is carved into it." Rachel said while showing me and Bri.
"Wait. Isn't that the name of that group that Red told us about?" I asked no one in particular.
"Yeah. That's it. But what is their problem with us?" Bri said.
"I don't know.. I really don't know." Rachel said and we all just stood there, thinking.
(Gerard's POV)
(3 Hours Later)
I walked over to Pete and Brina's house and knocked on the door.
"Yeah, who is it?" Pete yelled from inside.
"It's me- Gerard." I said.
He opened the door, all ready to go.
"Ready?" He asked.
"Yeah, I guess." I said.
"Good. Because I want you to meet someone." He said and yelled inside the house.
Within seconds, a guy with brown hair approached the door.
"Hi Gerard. I'm Jeremy Martin. Pete's told me so much about you. So you write songs, huh?" he asked.
"Hi Jeremy. Nice to meet you. And yeah, I do write songs. I'm currently in a band- My Chemical Romance." I said while shaking his hand to greet him.
"Yeah, I know. Pete gave me one of MCR's demo CDs." Jeremy said while looking at Pete.
I shot a look at Pete.
"Oh he did. Did he?" I said.
"Yeah. Sorry. I just... wanted your band to make it BIG!... like my band will." Pete smiled.
"Wait. What?" I asked confused.
"Your buddy here didn't tell you? Fall Out Boy AND My Chemical Romance start recording a CD in 2 weeks!" Jeremy said with a big smile.
OHMYGOD.
"No.. He did NOT tell me. You motherfucker! Ah. So... we're gonna be famous?" I asked.
"Hell yeah. Rich AND famous." Pete laughed.
"Thank you so much Jeremy. I mean, I don't even know you and you signed my band? Thank you!" I exclaimed.
"No problem. It was nothing. I did it with the help of your bandmates and Pete." Jeremy said.
"Let's go party now." Pete smiled.
"Yeah. I could use a little bit of that." I said.
Pete locked the front door to the house and we all walked to the hotspot in town- The Four Aces.
This was going to be some night.
I just was sitting upright in bed, with my arms around my legs- so my knees were up against my stomach.
For the past month, I would let tears fall from my eyes.
The tears would then fall on my freshly scarred arms.
I then would think back... ALOT, and do the whole routine again.
That's how I spent most of my daylight hours; when I was alone.
One memory would replay in my head over and over again. Everytime it did- it pierced my heart.
(Flashback) (1 1/2 Months Ago)
I placed the bag on Gerard's nightstand when he gave it to me.
He looked at me and knew exactly what I wanted.
He slowly brought his face to mine and his lips met mine for the fourth or fifth time today.
We went from kissing passionately to laying on his bed; him being on top of me.
While kissing we managed to tear off each other's clothes.
I smiled, knowing that this was going to be the best night of my life.
Gerard smiled at me.
"I love when you smile. It's so beautiful." He said while leaving a trail of kisses down my neck.
I gasped, as this was bringing me pleasure.
"Mmm. I love you Brina." he said, kissing my lips once more.
"I love you more." I said to him.
"I don't think that that's possible." he said while kissing the area of skin between my breasts.
He then brought his face up to mine.
"Do you really want to do this?" he asked me with a very concerned face.
"Yes, I'm as sure as I'll ever be." I smiled.
I then spread open my legs so he could enter me.
He entered me, but slowly, as this was his first time.
When he was completely inside of me, I cringed.
Since I hadn't done this before, I really didn't have any idea of what I would feel- pain wise.
Gerard's face looked so hurt.
"I'm so sorry, Bri. We don't HAVE to do this you know." he said.
"No, I want to. It just feels... a bit uncomfortable." I said while smiling to assure him that I was okay.
He then smiled back and began to work up a constant motion.
In.
And.
Out.
In.
And.
Out.
As time passed, the pain turned into pure pleasure, and I was moaning from the pleasure that Gerard was bringing me.
He then flipped us over, so I was now on top.
I blushed.
"Uh.. How am I supposed to--"I said but Gerard interrupted me.
He smiled, and put his hands on my hips.
"Here, I'll help you." he slyly smiled.
He then lifted my body up slowly and brought it back down slowly, of course with my help.
I smiled.
"That was fun!" I laughed.
He then laughed.
He continued to help me go up and down until I collapsed onto him after I reached the apex of the sensation.
I'm guessing he also was satisfied, as he was panting for breath.
I looked up at him and smiled.
I stared into his eyes for a while.
"What?" he smiled.
"Nothing," I paused, "I just love staring into your eyes." I smiled.
He blushed.
I layed my head on his chest and caressed his stomach.
"You know, I've imagined this night many times. But I never imagined that it would turn out this wonderful." Gerard smiled.
Aww.
"You daydreamed about me?" I asked, knowing what his answer would be.
He blushed.
"Yeah.. You're a very veluptuous looking girl and I'm a teenage boy filled with hormones... What else did you expect?" He laughed.
I laughed with him.
"Okay." I smiled, while catching my breath.
He then gently grabbed my face and brought it to his.
He then kissed me.
Nothing heavy, just a light peck. It was sweet.
"I love you Bri." he mumbled as he kept pecking my lips.
"I love you too, Gee." I smiled as I kissed him.
I soon fell asleep on his chest.
(END OF FLASHBACK)
Snapping back to reality, it seemed like millions of tears had fallen from my eyes since I imagined that flashback.
I started bawling my eyes out again.
I missed Gee so much.
Without him, I felt useless.
I had no purpose in living.
But I had no way to die.
Wel... technically, I was already dead.
So how could I become more dead when I was already entirely dead?
I heard Rachel and Frank waking up in the next room.
I quickly got up from the bed, and cleaned up the mess of my blood, then ran to the bathroom that was attached to my room.
I ran the water in the sink to wash off the blood that was still on my pale, cold skin.
I looked in the mirror.
What have I let myself become?
(Gerard's POV) (Same Time As Brina's POV)
I sat up on my bed.
I had woken up hours ago, but for the past 3 weeks, I've been laying in bed- thinking, worrying, writing... crying.
I felt empty without her.
Also, my best friend and his girlfriend disappeared.... along with the love of my life.
I thought back to that one night>
I tended to do that alot.
That's all that I had left of her.
Pete had put a "Missing" notice everywhere about Brina, Frank, and Rachel.
Just last week, one of the populars at school had gone missing.
Either our town has a serial killer, or something..
I have no fucking idea.
I let my mind take me back to that one memorable night.
(Flashback)(Same as Brina's flashback but it goes a bit further than hers)
After we made love, she just laid on top of me.
After a while, she started staring at me.
"What?" I asked while smiling.
"Nothing," she paused, "I just love staring into your eyes." She smiled.
I couldn't talk back.
I felt my cheeks turn to a different shade of pink.
She then smiled and laid her head on my chest and started caressing my stomach.
"You know.. I've imagined this night many times. But I never imagined that it would turn out this wonderful." I smiled.
"You daydream about me?" She asked with a smile.
I blushed.
"Yeah... You're a very veluptuous looking girl- and I'm a teenage boy.. filled with hormones. What else did you expect?" I laughed.
She started laughing with me.
"Okay." She said after she caught her breath from laughing.
I then gently grabbed her face and brought it to mine.
I pecked her lips lightly.
"I love you Bri." I mumbled while pecking her sweet lips with mine.
"I love you too, Gee." She said while kissing me back.
She then laid her head back on my chest and fell sound asleep.
I just watched her sleep.
After 10 more minutes, I started caressing her head.
"I'm so glad I told you how I feel about you.. I've loved you ever since I first laid my eyes on you. I know you can't hear me, but I needed to get it off my chest..... I know you've gone through alot in the past. And I promise- I promise to never let anything happen to you. I love you Brina... more than anything on this Earth. You're my heart.... my soul... my everything. I love you." I said to her.
Even though she was sleeping, I still felt that I needed to say it.
I then laid my head back and fell asleep contently with her in my arms.
(END OF FLASHBACK)
I wiped the tears from my cheeks.
I felt so empty without Brina.
Something that helped me pass by was to write lyrics.
I haven't been in school for almost 3 weeks; so all I did was stay in my room.
I grabbed my book, which was lying aside of me on the bed, and started writing.
Love.
Love... is.. a... 4 letter word?... No.
Love, red- Love is red. Yeah.
I like that.
Dying.. Coffin?. Yeah.
Love.. is the red... like the blood on your coffin... No.
Love is the red- the rose on your coffin..... door.
Yeah, that's better.
I smiled a bit.
Writing was the only thing I tended to really be great at.
Writing AND Art.
Drawing was another great thing that I did.
I threw my book to where it was before and looked up on my ceiling.
I thumbtacked the drawing of Brina tht I drew, up on my ceiling.
It made me feel a bit better to have her somewhat looking at me.
My thoughts became interrupted when my cell phone started ringing.
I moaned and stumbled out of bed to get to my cell phone, which was all the way across the room, charging.
I looked at the caller ID to see who it was.
Pete.
I quickly answered it to see if there was any news about Bri.
"Hello?" I said.
My pulse was getting faster by the second.
"Gerard.. I know you've been in that room of yours for how long now... 3 weeks? You can't live like this dude. I know you miss her... I miss her too. But she wouldn't want you to be like this." Pete said.
I didn't say anything back.
Not because I didn't want to..
Because I couldn't.
He was right, and I couldn't respond.
"I know you're still on the line. You need to get out, dude. Meet me at my house at 7pm, okay?" Pete asked.
"... uh..." I said.
"I'm taking that as a yes. 7, my house. You better come, or else I'll come and get you out myself." Pete said and hung up.
I placed my cell phone back down on the table to charge it- even though its been charged for the past 2 weeks.
I took a deep breath, knowing that I had to meet Pete tonight.. or else.
I checked the clock to see what time it was.
4pm.
I groaned.
Well.. I could use a shower.
Yeah, I need one.. badly.
I let the water run in my bathroom to let it warm up.
After a few minutes passed by, I checked the water to see if it was hot enough.
It was.
So I got undressed and let the warm water fall onto my body.
Will they ever come home?
God, I'm a total wreck.
(Frank's POV)
"C'mon sleepyhead. Get outta bed." Rachel said as she was getting dressed.
I moaned.
"Do I HAVE to?" I gruggily asked.
"Yes! I'm hungry." She laughed.
"Ohhh. Okay. But only because I'm hungry too." I joked and got out of bed.
"I'm gonna go check on Bri, okay?" She asked.
"Yeah, sure." I smiled and she went into the next room.
I got out of bed and put on some clothes.
I heard Rachel talking a bit.
Then, I heard someone scream.
I quickly ran to Brina's room.
"Rach? Bri? What's wrong?" I asked all worried.
Rachel had a terrified look, as did Brina.
A stake was in Brina's chest... except it wasn't on the side where her heart was= it was in her right side of the chest.
"Oh my god! What happened?" I asked.
Brina was pulling the stake out of her slowly, trying to cause less pain as possible.
"I....I- don't know. We- we were just talking... and... and.." Rachel studdered.
"And this motherfucking- ahh- stake came smashing through the windowwwahhhh!" Brina said while fully taking the stake out.
"Oh my god. So .... someone's after us?" I asked.
"Well no duh." Brina said and threw the stake down to the floor.
Rachel looked at it and picked it up.
"Whoa. Look at this! 'Dandies' is carved into it." Rachel said while showing me and Bri.
"Wait. Isn't that the name of that group that Red told us about?" I asked no one in particular.
"Yeah. That's it. But what is their problem with us?" Bri said.
"I don't know.. I really don't know." Rachel said and we all just stood there, thinking.
(Gerard's POV)
(3 Hours Later)
I walked over to Pete and Brina's house and knocked on the door.
"Yeah, who is it?" Pete yelled from inside.
"It's me- Gerard." I said.
He opened the door, all ready to go.
"Ready?" He asked.
"Yeah, I guess." I said.
"Good. Because I want you to meet someone." He said and yelled inside the house.
Within seconds, a guy with brown hair approached the door.
"Hi Gerard. I'm Jeremy Martin. Pete's told me so much about you. So you write songs, huh?" he asked.
"Hi Jeremy. Nice to meet you. And yeah, I do write songs. I'm currently in a band- My Chemical Romance." I said while shaking his hand to greet him.
"Yeah, I know. Pete gave me one of MCR's demo CDs." Jeremy said while looking at Pete.
I shot a look at Pete.
"Oh he did. Did he?" I said.
"Yeah. Sorry. I just... wanted your band to make it BIG!... like my band will." Pete smiled.
"Wait. What?" I asked confused.
"Your buddy here didn't tell you? Fall Out Boy AND My Chemical Romance start recording a CD in 2 weeks!" Jeremy said with a big smile.
OHMYGOD.
"No.. He did NOT tell me. You motherfucker! Ah. So... we're gonna be famous?" I asked.
"Hell yeah. Rich AND famous." Pete laughed.
"Thank you so much Jeremy. I mean, I don't even know you and you signed my band? Thank you!" I exclaimed.
"No problem. It was nothing. I did it with the help of your bandmates and Pete." Jeremy said.
"Let's go party now." Pete smiled.
"Yeah. I could use a little bit of that." I said.
Pete locked the front door to the house and we all walked to the hotspot in town- The Four Aces.
This was going to be some night.
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