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You said I was cute
I said you were dead to me
Ten years and a bad childhood later
Do you still find me adorable?
I don't think so
Because you were never there
I don't think you even know my name
It's easy to forget someone
When you've never known them
It's even simpler
When all you've ever done is torture them
You should know all about this
And you wonder why I blame you
For ruining my life

It's easy to get on your bad side
When you've never had a good one
Turn off the light
And we're both equal
Turn it back on
One of us is deceitful

Everytime you said you loved me
I didn't believe it
Everytime you said you were thinking of me
I knew it was a lie
If you loved me
You wouldn't be missing me
You would have put me in front of chemicals
I blame myself for being a failure
And not making you happy enough
That you had to turn away and forget your child