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Shed one more tear before you go
Before you slowly drift away
Maybe someone will be sad that you are gone now
Maybe they'll think about why you didn't want to see another day

Nevermind, don't kid yourself
they'll never care, you see?
They didn't care when you were alive
Why should they care now that you decided to leave?

They taunted you
And hurt you bad deep, down inside
So why should you think about them
When you're going to end your life?

Force one more smile onto your face
To show there's nothing wrong
Than go into that darkened place
To sing your weeping song

Now don't look back
As you grab the bottle of pills
Don't you dare think that it will ever be better again
Cuz you know it never will

Don't lie to yourself about caring human beings
Obviously they never thought about you before
So why think about what they'll think
When you decide to go through the door?

Take about a dozen more
than what the bottle says to do
Than gulp 'em down, one by one
And feel the numbing darkness sweep through you

Forget it all
Let the pills fix your sad feelings in your heart
Don't you ever regret
What you've done now, it's way to late to start

Krista Wiese