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WELL TIMING IS EVERYTHING.I KNOW BETTER THAN EVERYONE AND NOW BIG IS BACK.HIS TIMING COULDNT BE BETTER.IM AT A PLACE WHERE IM SETTING EVERYTHING UP TO GO TO COLLEGE SOON THEN HOPEFULLY ILL BE OFF TO PUERTO RICO AND IN AUGUST ILL START COLLEGE.MY HEAD IS CLEAR.AND SINCE I WANT SO MUCH FOR MYSELF AND I WANNA WORK HARD FOR IT IVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT WHEN IT COMES TO HAVING A GUY IN MY LIFE AGAIN IT HAS TO BE ALL OR NOTHING.
I DONT HAVE THE TIME OR THE PATIENCE FOR BULLSHIT LIKE"FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS" OR JUST FUCKING AROUND WITH A GUY.PLUS BIG HAS A GIRLFRIEND ("SORT OF" AS HE PUTS IT). SO IM SORRY TO DISSAPOINT HIM (NO IM NOT) BUT IVE FINALLY FIGURED OUT THAT IM JUST NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO CAN JUST MESS AROUND WITH A GUY. I HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO WITH MY LIFE.AND ITS NOT WORTH IT IF HE DOESNT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME.
SO NOW BIG AND I WILL BE JUST FRIENDS.UNLESS HE EVER WANTS TO BE WITH ME FOR REAL.BUT IM NOT HOLDING MY BREATH FOR THAT ONE.
SOMEONE IS IS HOLDING HER BREATH IS LAURA.SHE WANTS TO FINALLY MEET HER "ALRIGHTY" GUY.SHE HAS WAY MORE PATIENCE THAN ME THOUGH. ESPECIALLY WITH GUYS.SHE IS JUST LIKE CHARLOTTE. EVER THE ROMANTIC SHE ALWAYS GIVES SOMEONE A CHANCE. EVEN WHEN I THINK THEY DONT DESERVE IT. SHE KEEPS ME POSITIVE AND I LOVE HER FOR IT.WHEN EVERYONE THOUGHT BIG WAS A BAD PERSON SHE WAS THE ONE THAT HELPED ME REALIZE THE TRUTH.
ANYWAY THE LAST BF MY BFF HAD WAS ANDY.I ALWAYS THOUGHT HE WAS AN IDIOT.AND BEST FRIENDS ARE ALMOST ALWAYS RIGHT.HE WAS THE SURFER TYPE WHO LIKED TO SKATE AND ALL THAT EMO SHIT. HE MADE HER SMILE AND THAT SHUT ME UP FOR A WHILE. THEY WERE FRIENDS FOR A YEAR AND THEN GOT TOGETHER.
AFTER BEING ON AND OFF AND HIS SUDDEN , OUT OF NOWHERE MOOD SWINGS ONE NIGHT HE CALLED AND WENT OFF THE DEEP END. LETS JUST SAY HE WAS AN ASSHOLE AND THEY BROKE UP. ENOUGH SAID.
WELL SHE WONDERED IF THE FACT THAT SHE WAS GOING THROUGH ALOT AT THE TIME AND COULDNT SEE HIM HARDLY EVER HAD ALOT TO DO WITH WHAT HAPPEND.WAS IT THE TIMING THAT TORE THEM APART? OR WAS HE JUST AN ASSHOLE WHO WASNT WILLING TO TRY AND WORK IT OUT?THIS BRINGS ME TO ASK...WHEN IT COMES TO BEING WITH SOMEONE , IS TIMING EVERYTHING?
SOME SAY THAT IF YOU'RE IN LOVE IT DOESNT MATTER. I ALMOST AGREE. I THINK THAT IF TWO PEOLPE REALLY WANT TO BE TOGETHER THEY WILL TRY AND GIVE THEIR ALL SO THAT THEY CAN BE TOGETHER. BUT IF ONE OF THEM ISNT WILLING TO TRY , I THINK , THAT JUST SAYS TO HIM/HER YOU'RE JUST NOT WORTH IT. THATS WHY ITS IMPORTANT TO ESTABLISH WHAT YOU WANT FROM THE BEGINING. JUST TO SEE IF YOU ARE ON THE SAME PAGE. UNLESS YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU WANT AND YOU GO WITH THAT WHOLE "LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENS" MANTRA. THATS A LITTLE TRICKIER ESPECIALLY WITH GUYS BECAUSE THEY ALMOST ALWAYS ( I THINK ALWAYS) HAVE ALTERIOR MOTIVES. IN OTHER WORDS THEY JUST WANNA FUCK.
SO THIS TIME AROUND IM GOING TO BE CLEAR WITH BIG AND IF HE CANT DEAL WITH IT THATS HIS LOSS NOT MINE. AS FOR TIMING , THATS HIS PROBLEM NOW BECUASE IVE HAD ALL THE TIME I NEEDED TO GET TO THIS PLACE IN MY LIFE. AND WHAT A GREAT TIME IT IS.
I DONT HAVE THE TIME OR THE PATIENCE FOR BULLSHIT LIKE"FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS" OR JUST FUCKING AROUND WITH A GUY.PLUS BIG HAS A GIRLFRIEND ("SORT OF" AS HE PUTS IT). SO IM SORRY TO DISSAPOINT HIM (NO IM NOT) BUT IVE FINALLY FIGURED OUT THAT IM JUST NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO CAN JUST MESS AROUND WITH A GUY. I HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO WITH MY LIFE.AND ITS NOT WORTH IT IF HE DOESNT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME.
SO NOW BIG AND I WILL BE JUST FRIENDS.UNLESS HE EVER WANTS TO BE WITH ME FOR REAL.BUT IM NOT HOLDING MY BREATH FOR THAT ONE.
SOMEONE IS IS HOLDING HER BREATH IS LAURA.SHE WANTS TO FINALLY MEET HER "ALRIGHTY" GUY.SHE HAS WAY MORE PATIENCE THAN ME THOUGH. ESPECIALLY WITH GUYS.SHE IS JUST LIKE CHARLOTTE. EVER THE ROMANTIC SHE ALWAYS GIVES SOMEONE A CHANCE. EVEN WHEN I THINK THEY DONT DESERVE IT. SHE KEEPS ME POSITIVE AND I LOVE HER FOR IT.WHEN EVERYONE THOUGHT BIG WAS A BAD PERSON SHE WAS THE ONE THAT HELPED ME REALIZE THE TRUTH.
ANYWAY THE LAST BF MY BFF HAD WAS ANDY.I ALWAYS THOUGHT HE WAS AN IDIOT.AND BEST FRIENDS ARE ALMOST ALWAYS RIGHT.HE WAS THE SURFER TYPE WHO LIKED TO SKATE AND ALL THAT EMO SHIT. HE MADE HER SMILE AND THAT SHUT ME UP FOR A WHILE. THEY WERE FRIENDS FOR A YEAR AND THEN GOT TOGETHER.
AFTER BEING ON AND OFF AND HIS SUDDEN , OUT OF NOWHERE MOOD SWINGS ONE NIGHT HE CALLED AND WENT OFF THE DEEP END. LETS JUST SAY HE WAS AN ASSHOLE AND THEY BROKE UP. ENOUGH SAID.
WELL SHE WONDERED IF THE FACT THAT SHE WAS GOING THROUGH ALOT AT THE TIME AND COULDNT SEE HIM HARDLY EVER HAD ALOT TO DO WITH WHAT HAPPEND.WAS IT THE TIMING THAT TORE THEM APART? OR WAS HE JUST AN ASSHOLE WHO WASNT WILLING TO TRY AND WORK IT OUT?THIS BRINGS ME TO ASK...WHEN IT COMES TO BEING WITH SOMEONE , IS TIMING EVERYTHING?
SOME SAY THAT IF YOU'RE IN LOVE IT DOESNT MATTER. I ALMOST AGREE. I THINK THAT IF TWO PEOLPE REALLY WANT TO BE TOGETHER THEY WILL TRY AND GIVE THEIR ALL SO THAT THEY CAN BE TOGETHER. BUT IF ONE OF THEM ISNT WILLING TO TRY , I THINK , THAT JUST SAYS TO HIM/HER YOU'RE JUST NOT WORTH IT. THATS WHY ITS IMPORTANT TO ESTABLISH WHAT YOU WANT FROM THE BEGINING. JUST TO SEE IF YOU ARE ON THE SAME PAGE. UNLESS YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU WANT AND YOU GO WITH THAT WHOLE "LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENS" MANTRA. THATS A LITTLE TRICKIER ESPECIALLY WITH GUYS BECAUSE THEY ALMOST ALWAYS ( I THINK ALWAYS) HAVE ALTERIOR MOTIVES. IN OTHER WORDS THEY JUST WANNA FUCK.
SO THIS TIME AROUND IM GOING TO BE CLEAR WITH BIG AND IF HE CANT DEAL WITH IT THATS HIS LOSS NOT MINE. AS FOR TIMING , THATS HIS PROBLEM NOW BECUASE IVE HAD ALL THE TIME I NEEDED TO GET TO THIS PLACE IN MY LIFE. AND WHAT A GREAT TIME IT IS.
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