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I won't say it

by ferardxXxgerarnk_tc 3 reviews

Gerard has an inner battle with his conscious about his feelings for a certain someone

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: PG - Genres: Romance - Characters: Frank Iero,Gerard Way - Published: 2007-09-11 - Updated: 2007-09-11 - 951 words - Complete

okay just a quickie i still can't believe gerard got married. i'm just a bit ticked about it still. so i bury myself in writing and reading ferard stories. how pathetic am i.

honestly though i think it's a big mistake on both their parts

i mean we all saw how long him and eliza lasted
my wish came true on that on

sorry that's just my opinion here's the story

oh & you know it's really funny how all these little kiddie songs[lol i said kiddie] can relate to ferard

-sighs- it only it were real
well here......

I Won’t Say It

If there's a prize for rotten judgment,
I guess I've already won that

Oh how easy they all made it looked; how simple it would be to think unrequited. It was all a mistake. None of it was meant to happen. I encouraged it more instead of pushing it aside.

No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history,

I’m tired of trying. I get sucked into a hole of confusion searching for a way out until reality hits me. They don’t realize how hard it is for me to concentrate on the performance rather than the performer.

Been there
Done that

I’ve locked the door and thrown out the key.

Who'd ya think you're kidding?
He's the earth and heaven to ya
Try to keep it hidden, honey we can see right through ya
Boy ya can't conceal it
We know how you're feelin', who you're thinking of

No chance, no way, I won't say it, no no

It’s nothing different than the affection I give to everyone else. The feelings are mutual and it’s no more than a strong friendship.

You swoon, you sigh
Why deny it, uh oh

There’s nothing to deny. No words need to be said.

It's too...cliché
I won't say I'm in love

My door is still closed with walls sealed tightly around it. My heart can’t hold what they say is love inside. I’ve become immune to it; able to block it out.

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out

It’s like a dangerous game with fire. You get burned and the pain leaves behind a scar. Hearts are hard to mend; and I have yet to still find all the pieces of mine. But you were something different. When your fingers would graze against mine, passion would run through my veins. You made me--

My head is screaming "get a grip, boy!"
"Unless you're dying to cry your heart out!"

But I refuse to accept it. To many times have opened the door to have it slammed in my face.

You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feelin'
Baby, we're not lying, hone we saw ya
Hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown up
When yaw going to own up that yaw got, got, got it bad?

A contagious disease. That’s what it felt like. Intoxicating my system and distracting my mind. My blood cells were trying to fight it off; trying to fight you off. I needed reassurance that the mind has power over the heart.

No chance, no way, I won't say it, no

Perhaps you don’t realize how the atmosphere changes when you walk into the room. Maybe it’s just me. Ignore the sensational feeling I get when your eyes lock with mine; drown out the indescribable waves of pleasure that I go through when our skin touches.

Give up, give in
Check the grin, you're in love!
You're doing flips read our lips you're in love

You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say I'm in love

But a phase is all I’ll let it be. Something that will pass as quickly as it came. It’s nothing close to being in l--

No chance, no way, I won't say it, no

I pretend to not notice the soft glow of your skin, or the comforting scent you leave behind on everything you touch. I’ll act as if I don’t feel the smile being plastered unto my face when your velvet soft voice calls out my name.

Give up, give in
Check the grin, you're in love!

The scene won't play
I won't say it

But it’s nothing new; just all the consequences I face because it’s simply you. The price I knew I’d have to pay from the beginning for our proximity.

/You’re doing flips read our lips you're in love/

You're way off base
I won't say it

Merely a delicate friendship I’ve learned to cherish and admire from afar. A nightmare waiting to happen, a dream full of compassion hidden in the shadows.

/Boy, just be proud, it's ok, you're in love/

No chance, no way, I won't say it, no

I refuse to acknowledge the way you talk to me. Some would take it the wrong way, but I respect you for showing your affection to me. And when your lips crash against mine on stage I push the hidden message to the back of my head.

Give up, give in
Check the grin, you're in love!

The scene won't play
I won't say I’m in love

Yet denial won’t hide the truth burning the tip of my tongue. It won’t conceal the secret burning like acid on my throat waiting to be shouted out through the closed door….

At least out loud
I won't say I'm

…Frankie Iero if only you knew.
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