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"I'm Yours"- Jason Mraz
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more no more
It cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
A la peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be love love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate
I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

So I won't hesitate no more no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate
I'm yours

Well no no well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A la one big family (A la happy family; A la peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate
I'm yours

No please don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate
I'm yours

No please don't hesitate
No more no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's

..Frank's POV..
The week was finally here that Jillian an I were going to be spending in Montauk together. I was in my room packing my bag when my mom appeared at the door.
"Is it just going to be you two alone all week?" she asked me.
"Yeah," I said putting a few bathing suits in the bag.
"Who's going to cook for you then? You're not going to be living off fast food all week are you?" she asked. I shook my head.
"Mom you've taught me how to cook and Jillian knows how to cook too. We'll be fine, no need to worry," I told her reassuringly. She gave me a smile and a kiss on the cheek.
"Be careful sweetheart. Don't do anything stupid," she said before walking out of my room. I opened my nightstand drawer and pulled out the pack of condoms. No I'm not expecting to get laid, but I want them just in case. Better safe then sorry. I threw them in my bag and zipped it shut. I looked at my alarm clock and saw I had to leave now if I didn't wanna be sitting in traffic. I made sure I had everything before going downstairs, saying goodbye to my mom, and walking out the front door. I got to Jillian's in a little less then an hour and called her when I got to the gate. She hit the button from inside to let me in and I drove up her driveway, parking next to her truck. I grabbed my bag, got out of the car, and knocked on the front door. Jillian answered with a big smile on her face and she gave me a big kiss.
"Hey baby. I'm almost ready. Come in," she said and let me in. She shut the door behind me and we headed up the stairs to her room, running into her brother Matt on the way.
"Hey Frank what's up?" he asked shaking my hand.
"Nothing much how about you?" I asked.
"Same old. Hey Jill any idea at all when mom and dad might be expected home?" he asked her. She shrugged.
"Couldn't tell you. Don't really care though since I won't be here all week," she replied and we heard her phone ring from in her room. "Let me get that," she said and walked into her room leaving me and Matt out in the hall.
"So you two are going there alone?" he asked. I nodded.
"Just becareful. I don't want to ever see my sister hurt. Don't pressure her and don't force her to do anything she doesn't want to do," he said in a very older brother fashion.
"I would never. I love her," I told him. His eyes widened a little and he smiled.
"She loves you too," he said before walking past me and down the stairs. I walked into Jillian's room where she had just hung up.
"Sorry it was my friend Lea calling to tell me to have fun this week," she told me. I smiled and she threw her shampoo, conditioner, body wash, straightener, blowdryer, and straightener spray into her bag before zipping it closed.
"Ready to go?" she asked.
"Definately," I replied.
"Now I made sure they stocked the fridge and pantry with plenty of food for us so we won't starve," she said and I nodded. She grabbed her bag and we headed downstairs. She grabbed her keys that were by the door and we walked outside and to her truck. After putting our things in the trunk we climbed in and headed off.
"Have you ever been to Montauk?" she asked me.
"Once when I was like 8. I kind of remember it," I said. "I'm really looking forward to it." I took her hand in mine and kissed it. The whole two hour drive was filled with conversation and blasting the radio while we sang along. Once we were out in Montauk, I could smell the ocean and it made me smile. I felt relaxed already. Jillian made a left onto a long narrow drive and once we got to the end, there was a house that was just as big as her one that she lived in, only this one was right on the beach.
"We're here," she said and we got out. I looked up at the house and my mouth sort of dropped. This place was fucking amazing. We grabbed our things from the trunk and walked to the front door. Once Jillian opened the front door, we went inside. It was even more beautiful on the inside. It was very beach like and relaxing. I could deinately get used to this place. She grabbed my hand and brought me up the stairs to the room all the way at the end of the main hallway. when she opened the door, I saw a room that was even bigger than her's at her home with a large balcony and light blue walls and a giant king sized bed with matching blue comforter.
"This is our room," she said and put her things down. She bent down to get something out of her bag, giving me an incredible view of her firm ass and perfect legs. God how badly I wanted to just have my way with her and hear her scream my name all day. She stood up with a bathing suit in her hands and turned around towards me.
"Wanna go down to the beach for a bit? We could watch the sunset in about another hour or so and then go out to dinner," she suggested. I nodded and retrieved one of my bathing suits from my bag. She went into the bathroom and changed while I stayed in the room and slipped the shorts on. She soon emerged wearing a red and white polka dotted bikini and I licked my lips.
"Jilly you look amazing," I said and went over to her. I kissed her softly and wrapped my arms around her, relishing the feeling of her flesh on mine. We pulled away and she ran her hand down my chest.
"You don't look so bad yourself Frankie," she whispered. She took my hand and we went back downstairs and out the back door to the beach. It was amazing. We grabbed towels from the bin next to the door and walked down the steps and onto the sand. We laid our towels side by side and laid down on them, cuddling closely.
"You know what's great about this place?" she asked me.
"What?"
"The fact that this is our own private beach that no one but us can get to. There's no one around for miles," she said seductively and kissed me, pushing me onto my back. She straddled my hips and continued to kiss me hard as my hands roamed over her torso. She felt so fucking incredible and her scent was intoxicating. Her lips left mine and went to my neck. I loved it when she got forceful and took control, but I always got it back in the end. She trailed her tongue along my collar bone and I moaned, thinking of what her tongue would feel like somewhere else on my body. My erection was already promonant through my suit and she rubbed her thigh across it, making me gasp. She stopped and looked down at me.
"Did I hurt you?" she asked worriedly. I shook my head.
"Not at all sweetie. I just wasn't expecting it," I said.
"I'm sorry," she apologized.
"Don't be. I liked it," I told her. She smiled and began kissing me agan. Knowing that I couldn't stay the submissive one any longer, I flipped us over so her back was on her towel and I was on top of her. Our tongues dueled sensually and I trailed my kisses down to her jaw, and then her neck, finally down to her chest. I kissed in between her breasts and saw her nipples get hard through the fabric of her suit. 'Top off' I thought and my hand reached around and untied her suit before pulling it completely off, exposing her breasts. She moaned loudly as I placed my palms over them and gently rubbed. I leaned down and enveloped her left nipple into my mouth, letting my tongue drag across it. She cried out loudly and grinded her hot center on my thigh. I could feel the heat radiating off of it and I wondered how wet she was. I moved my mouth to the other breast and she began to grind harder. I knew we should stop soon, but I wanted to give her a bit more pleasure first. I kept licking, sucking, and kissing her breasts and she was tugging at my hair, moaning and whispering my name. After a few minutes, she pulled away from me and sat up, her arms crossed over her chest. She looked scared and confused.
"Are you OK sweetie?" I asked.
"What's happening to me?" she asked almost frantic.
"You're feeling pleasure. I know it's kinda scary at first since your body wants one thing and your mind can't keep up, but believe me if you learn how to just clear your mind, amazing things happen," I told her calmly. She shivered slightly and put her top back on before curling up on my lap. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her forehead.
"I wanted more Frankie. So much more. I don't know what more is though and I don't think I'm ready for it yet," she said softly.
"That's OK baby. We're gonna take it slow. I won't ever rush you. Just tell me what you want and don't ever be scared to tell me to stop or slow down," I told her. I felt her nod and she looked up at me.
"Can I ask you a personal question?" she asked. I nodded.
"Of course you can. You can ask me anything," I said. She took a deep breath.
"You've had sex before right?" she asked.
"Yes," I replied.
"With how many girls?" I swallowed hard. "It's OK Frankie. I don't get jealous about things like that," she said.
"Eleven," I whispered. She looked down for a minute and didn't say anything, obviously trying to take in what I had just told her.
"Have you ever slept with a virgin?" she asked me.
"Yes," I said.
"How many?"
"Six," I responded. "But they were all girls I was in a relationship with. Only two out of the eleven were one night stands, but I was also a stupid sixteen year old," I reassured her. She started to look a little nervous.
"Have you ever felt the same way about a girl as you feel about me?" she asked.
"Not even close. Yes I've loved before Jillian, but I'm IN love with you. No bullshit. You're the only one I've ever felt this way about. Whenever I'm with you, I feel all giddy and happy. You are the only girl with all the quaities I look for in someone I want to be with. When we first met and I got to know you, I knew you would be the one I would spend the rest of my life with," I told her truthfully. Tears came to her eyes.
"I feel the same way Frankie," she whispered. I wiped her eyes gently and kissed her. When we broke apart, we saw that the sun was setting beautifully on the horizon. It was the perfect moment.
"I'm yours," I whispered in her ear. She smiled and we watched the sun slowly disappear, leaving a soft pink and orange glow in the sky. We got up, grabbed our towels and headed back to the house. We went into the kitchen and I was walking towards the stairs, but she grabbed my hand. I turned around and looked at her. She looked anxious, like she wanted to ask me something.
"What's up Jilly?" I asked. She took a deep breath.
"Does it hurt?" she asked quietly. I looked at her, very confused.
"Does what hurt?" I asked.
"You know.... will my first time... hurt?" she asked, voice only just above a whisper. Jesus how the hell do I answer this without scaring the fucking shit out of her?
"Yes," I replied honestly. "If you relax though and keep it slow, the pain will recede and it'll feel like nothing you've ever experienced."
"I want to experience it with you. Not now, not soon, but in the future," she said certainly.
"All right princess. I'll make sure your first time is perfect and memorable, in a good way. It won't be bad," I assured her. She gave me a small smile and we went upstairs to get ready for dinner. We decided to go out that night since it was our first night. We went to a little Italian restaurant right on the water and they had amazing food. After a delicious meal, we took a short walk on the boardwalk before heading back to the house. Once inside, our lips attacked each other's and I easily picked her up. She wrapped her legs around my waist and I carried her up the stairs into our room. I placed her on her feet once I kicked the door shut and pulled her dress over her head, leaving her in her strapless bra and matching panties. She looked so hot. I quickly stripped down to my boxers and picked her up again, setting her on the bed with me on top. I removed her bra in one shot and threw it on the floor. My mouth attacked her breasts and she screamed in pleasure. I moved lower, kissing her abdomen, dipping my tongue into her navel. Her back arched and my hands rubbed her thighs, lightly coaxing them apart. I moved back up to her and kissed her lips again, letting my tongue enter her mouth in a deep passionate kiss.
"Frankie!" she cried out when I pinched her nipple. I smiled seductively and sat up. My hands were slowly rubbing her calves and I leaned down to kiss them. Her skin was so soft. I moved higher, kissing her knees, trailing my tongue softly along the scar on the right one where she had a dancing accident. She bit her lip and slightly recoiled. She was very insecure about her scar, but I always said it's was part of her and it was beautiful. I moved even higher, trailing soft kisses and little nibbles along the insides of her thighs, making her entire body tremble. I sat up slightly and brushed my thumb gently across her silk panty covered clit. Jillian yelped and almost jumped clear off the bed. I figured her reaction would be like that, so I moved up to her face and kissed her.
"I think that was a little too much for you tonight," I whispered. She swallowed hard, still trying to comprehend what just happened. I kissed her again and laid down next to her, holding her close under the covers.
"Is-is that supposed to happen?" she choked out.
"No, but it's common the first time you're touched like that. It's all right. You just weren't prepared or ready for it. I promise one day you will be," I told her. She nodded and I kissed her goodnight before we fell asleep.