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All the things she said
these are the thoughts of frankie. it's what he is feeling and some of the shit that happened before the tour began again. -warning:Pill & Alcohol abuse-
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A/N: THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO REVIEWED!!...sorry im a little hyper…I thought everyone would flame me and tell me to go and fucking die or something…but WOW! I feel all happy! I love you guys so much! And because I love you and you want updates I will update every day…but I can’t on some Fridays and Saturdays. Anyways on with Chapter two my darlings!!
Chapter Two: “All the things she said.”
Frankie’s POV
Were back on tour…FINALLY!!! But unfortunately its my last ever tour with My Chemical Romance, Jamia said I had to quit the band or she would personally do it for me…God I hope she doesn’t hurt the others. The guys don’t know im about to do my last tour with them. MCR is my life, but I have to unless I wanna rot in her stupid punishment room, God I hate it in there. She fucking locked me up for a week with nothing but a bucket, and only let me have a glass of water before the guys picked me up, she said I wouldn’t have got it, but I had to drink it other wise they would take me away from her, I hope they do notice sometimes so they can get her away, actually get me away from her, save me, but its way too embarrassing for me to tell them about it. I mean a man being abused mentally and physically by his female fiancé?? Jeez. I can’t be near the guys right now. They are all going to play video games like we usually do, but I think I’m going to burst into tears from this pain. It hurts way too much. She kicked me in the ribs like twenty fucking times… I think one is broken…I hope not, its getting harder to cover up the punishment that Jamia gives me. Fuck I need something for the pain anything. I think im just going to lie in my bunk and take a few pills…maybe die?? God I hope so. YAY! I found the pills and the beer in my bag…thank fucking Jesus, Mary and Joseph!! As I downed the Pills with a can of beer I could hear people approaching the bunk area…it was the last thing I heard before passing out into nightmares of previous punishments…it was terrifying Jamia had gotten Gerard and tied him up in the punishment room, she then started doing awful things to him, fucking hell I’ve got to get to Gee…I’ve got to save him…I have to stop her from hurting him, she can hurt me but not Gee please. I woke with a start feeling someone’s hand on my forehead gently brushing my hair back away from my face, and that’s what made me freak out…Jamia does that when she is waking me up from when I have passed out from pain, hunger or dehydration, I was shit scared less, all I could do was cower in a tight ball in my bunk because the person that was touching me was blocking me in…that’s when I realized it was Gerard. Oh fuck how stupid of me to think he would actually hurt me. Fucking hell know Gee will really find out what’s happening… but he didn’t ask questions he just stayed with me till I was ready to go to the couch with him to sit with everyone else. Fuck! This punishment only started because I tried to break up with Jamia because I’m gay… yes that’s right im gay and she threatened me with peoples lives if I didn’t ask her to marry me. FUCK THIS IS A MESS! I’d better go out to the couch with Gee before he asks questions.
A/N: Thank you so much for reading chapter 2…thank you for the reviews…they made me hyper…as you might have noticed but yeah…I LOVE YOU ALL!...I’m going to update as often as I can just for you guys!! Number one also thanks you for giving this story a chance! THANK YOU! And please review!
Chapter Two: “All the things she said.”
Frankie’s POV
Were back on tour…FINALLY!!! But unfortunately its my last ever tour with My Chemical Romance, Jamia said I had to quit the band or she would personally do it for me…God I hope she doesn’t hurt the others. The guys don’t know im about to do my last tour with them. MCR is my life, but I have to unless I wanna rot in her stupid punishment room, God I hate it in there. She fucking locked me up for a week with nothing but a bucket, and only let me have a glass of water before the guys picked me up, she said I wouldn’t have got it, but I had to drink it other wise they would take me away from her, I hope they do notice sometimes so they can get her away, actually get me away from her, save me, but its way too embarrassing for me to tell them about it. I mean a man being abused mentally and physically by his female fiancé?? Jeez. I can’t be near the guys right now. They are all going to play video games like we usually do, but I think I’m going to burst into tears from this pain. It hurts way too much. She kicked me in the ribs like twenty fucking times… I think one is broken…I hope not, its getting harder to cover up the punishment that Jamia gives me. Fuck I need something for the pain anything. I think im just going to lie in my bunk and take a few pills…maybe die?? God I hope so. YAY! I found the pills and the beer in my bag…thank fucking Jesus, Mary and Joseph!! As I downed the Pills with a can of beer I could hear people approaching the bunk area…it was the last thing I heard before passing out into nightmares of previous punishments…it was terrifying Jamia had gotten Gerard and tied him up in the punishment room, she then started doing awful things to him, fucking hell I’ve got to get to Gee…I’ve got to save him…I have to stop her from hurting him, she can hurt me but not Gee please. I woke with a start feeling someone’s hand on my forehead gently brushing my hair back away from my face, and that’s what made me freak out…Jamia does that when she is waking me up from when I have passed out from pain, hunger or dehydration, I was shit scared less, all I could do was cower in a tight ball in my bunk because the person that was touching me was blocking me in…that’s when I realized it was Gerard. Oh fuck how stupid of me to think he would actually hurt me. Fucking hell know Gee will really find out what’s happening… but he didn’t ask questions he just stayed with me till I was ready to go to the couch with him to sit with everyone else. Fuck! This punishment only started because I tried to break up with Jamia because I’m gay… yes that’s right im gay and she threatened me with peoples lives if I didn’t ask her to marry me. FUCK THIS IS A MESS! I’d better go out to the couch with Gee before he asks questions.
A/N: Thank you so much for reading chapter 2…thank you for the reviews…they made me hyper…as you might have noticed but yeah…I LOVE YOU ALL!...I’m going to update as often as I can just for you guys!! Number one also thanks you for giving this story a chance! THANK YOU! And please review!
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