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Mikey’s POV
We are back on tour, but we are not the same as before, Frankie has changed and Gerard has started to be like an old worried man, one that has seen and heard many awful things. It kills me to see how we have all changed, Toro and Bob haven’t changed much, maybe not at all, but its mostly Gee and Frank that have change dramatically. I think Frank may be getting sick again, but I know it’s something deeper, the sparkle and emotion have gone outta his eyes, well all emotion except Pain, hurt, anger, guilt and depression. This all started about 3 months after Frank asked Jam to marry him, God, that would’ve been twelve months ago. Jam seems like the perfect girl for Frank but I have no fucking clue what it going on. Anyways we are back on tour and we have only been on the bus for an hour and Toro and Bob are fighting about who won the round in the game they are playing, usually Gee is sitting on the couch smirking while he doodles a little cartoon or something, and Frankie, he is usually cuddled up to Gee reading a book or shouting out random insults to Toro and Bob while eating or drinking something sugar filled that’ll make him ten times hyper than what he usually is, but that was twelve months ago. Now Toro and Bob still fight, I sit in the corner deep in though, and Gee and Frankie and in the bunk area, then the both come back and they both look like they have been crying. I’ve asked Gee what’s going on before, God, I’ve fucking asked him everyday for the past fucking three hundred and sixty-five days but all I get back is “don’t worry Mikes, everything will be okay soon” and that’s it, WELL FUCKING NEWS FLASH ITS BEEN A FUCKING YEAR AND NOTHING IS OKAY!! Here they come now, their eyes red, their faces tear streaked and Frankie is in Gee’s arms, they come in quietly and sit in the couch furthest away from all of us, in the shadows so nobody will know that they are there, but I know that they are, don’t they fucking know that they are putting me through? Why don’t they understand that I care for them both? I CAN’T FUCKING STAND BACK AND WATCH THIS ANYMORE!...Great now I have to come outta though because Toro and Bob are about to kill each other!
A/N: OMFG! Sorry I haven’t posted this in forever, I kinda killed my computer and it kinda fucked its self and around $489 Australian later I CAN POST AGAIN! Anyways I’m so sorry guys, and thank you all so much for the reviews, I try to take all of your suggestions in and use them, but I’m so sorry if I don’t write it like how you said I should and stuff, well I’m gunna post the next chappie in about twenty minutes to try and make it up to you guys kay? =)
We are back on tour, but we are not the same as before, Frankie has changed and Gerard has started to be like an old worried man, one that has seen and heard many awful things. It kills me to see how we have all changed, Toro and Bob haven’t changed much, maybe not at all, but its mostly Gee and Frank that have change dramatically. I think Frank may be getting sick again, but I know it’s something deeper, the sparkle and emotion have gone outta his eyes, well all emotion except Pain, hurt, anger, guilt and depression. This all started about 3 months after Frank asked Jam to marry him, God, that would’ve been twelve months ago. Jam seems like the perfect girl for Frank but I have no fucking clue what it going on. Anyways we are back on tour and we have only been on the bus for an hour and Toro and Bob are fighting about who won the round in the game they are playing, usually Gee is sitting on the couch smirking while he doodles a little cartoon or something, and Frankie, he is usually cuddled up to Gee reading a book or shouting out random insults to Toro and Bob while eating or drinking something sugar filled that’ll make him ten times hyper than what he usually is, but that was twelve months ago. Now Toro and Bob still fight, I sit in the corner deep in though, and Gee and Frankie and in the bunk area, then the both come back and they both look like they have been crying. I’ve asked Gee what’s going on before, God, I’ve fucking asked him everyday for the past fucking three hundred and sixty-five days but all I get back is “don’t worry Mikes, everything will be okay soon” and that’s it, WELL FUCKING NEWS FLASH ITS BEEN A FUCKING YEAR AND NOTHING IS OKAY!! Here they come now, their eyes red, their faces tear streaked and Frankie is in Gee’s arms, they come in quietly and sit in the couch furthest away from all of us, in the shadows so nobody will know that they are there, but I know that they are, don’t they fucking know that they are putting me through? Why don’t they understand that I care for them both? I CAN’T FUCKING STAND BACK AND WATCH THIS ANYMORE!...Great now I have to come outta though because Toro and Bob are about to kill each other!
A/N: OMFG! Sorry I haven’t posted this in forever, I kinda killed my computer and it kinda fucked its self and around $489 Australian later I CAN POST AGAIN! Anyways I’m so sorry guys, and thank you all so much for the reviews, I try to take all of your suggestions in and use them, but I’m so sorry if I don’t write it like how you said I should and stuff, well I’m gunna post the next chappie in about twenty minutes to try and make it up to you guys kay? =)
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