Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > But i deserved it...or did i?
A/N: THIS IS FOR ilovemikey cuz she is so cool! you should go check out her work after you read and hopefully review this chapter:D (you should really read "the seven days of christmas...my fave =D) so yeah...on with the story!
Bob's POV
Well first hour of tour and something has already gone wrong. Yep that’s MCR all right the five messed up dudes that always have something messed up going on in their fucking lives. Its not that unusual to see Gee go back into Geeworld, Frank to go into “keep the fuck away can’t you see I’m worthless, broken, useless” mode and it is really really really not unusual to see Mikey go into really deep thought, and when he does you can see tears form in his eyes, you can hear him whisper either Frank’s or Gee’s name sometimes you can hear little sobs, or chokes. Whatever the fuck has happened to us all, I mean Toro has changed a little and I know the others think that we don’t notice much but we do and we are just as worried as them! Wherever did we go wrong? Why does this happen to three of my closest friend well four really but Toro is just trying to act like it doesn’t hurt him or break his heart, some nights you can hear him crying silently, praying some nights to God asking him, begging him to help all of us! What has happened to us?
Well Toro and I are fighting again over a game, we are about to kill each other and you can tell Mikey is just about to come out of one of his really deep emotional thought paths. Frankie and Gee think they have snuck out of the bunk area and into the shadows unnoticed. Well they haven’t! I can see their tear streaked faces, their red puffy eyes and I can see them holding each other! I know something is wrong! Mikey is staring at them whilst he goes back into one of his emotional deep thought trances, whilst Gee and Frank start crying again and Toro and I? We have stopped fighting but we have no fucking clue what to do. We have no fucking clue how to handle this situation, so we do what we have been doing for the past twelve months, go and have a smoke in the back lounge area that’s our designated smoking area because normally tour buses are smoke free zones, but hey we gotta have a fucking smoke! So Toro and I exit quietly and swiftly to have a smoke.
When we get to the back of the bus and after we have both lit up Toro tells me straight “I can’t fucking deal with this anymore!” and that’s all he says, before he stomps on his cigarette and runs to the bathroom, I know he has lock the door and he is going to stay like that for at least the next four hours. Oh fuck what have we ever fucking done to deserve this?
A/N: that was a pretty fucking long twenty minutes don't ya think? lol sorry my internet died...i fail i know. anyways that was chapter four...i have no clue why i wrote it listening to Bon Jovi's Livin' on a Preyer...maybe ilovemikey was right... it is leading me to a nice twist... maybe anyways i'll start writing chapter five now
Bob's POV
Well first hour of tour and something has already gone wrong. Yep that’s MCR all right the five messed up dudes that always have something messed up going on in their fucking lives. Its not that unusual to see Gee go back into Geeworld, Frank to go into “keep the fuck away can’t you see I’m worthless, broken, useless” mode and it is really really really not unusual to see Mikey go into really deep thought, and when he does you can see tears form in his eyes, you can hear him whisper either Frank’s or Gee’s name sometimes you can hear little sobs, or chokes. Whatever the fuck has happened to us all, I mean Toro has changed a little and I know the others think that we don’t notice much but we do and we are just as worried as them! Wherever did we go wrong? Why does this happen to three of my closest friend well four really but Toro is just trying to act like it doesn’t hurt him or break his heart, some nights you can hear him crying silently, praying some nights to God asking him, begging him to help all of us! What has happened to us?
Well Toro and I are fighting again over a game, we are about to kill each other and you can tell Mikey is just about to come out of one of his really deep emotional thought paths. Frankie and Gee think they have snuck out of the bunk area and into the shadows unnoticed. Well they haven’t! I can see their tear streaked faces, their red puffy eyes and I can see them holding each other! I know something is wrong! Mikey is staring at them whilst he goes back into one of his emotional deep thought trances, whilst Gee and Frank start crying again and Toro and I? We have stopped fighting but we have no fucking clue what to do. We have no fucking clue how to handle this situation, so we do what we have been doing for the past twelve months, go and have a smoke in the back lounge area that’s our designated smoking area because normally tour buses are smoke free zones, but hey we gotta have a fucking smoke! So Toro and I exit quietly and swiftly to have a smoke.
When we get to the back of the bus and after we have both lit up Toro tells me straight “I can’t fucking deal with this anymore!” and that’s all he says, before he stomps on his cigarette and runs to the bathroom, I know he has lock the door and he is going to stay like that for at least the next four hours. Oh fuck what have we ever fucking done to deserve this?
A/N: that was a pretty fucking long twenty minutes don't ya think? lol sorry my internet died...i fail i know. anyways that was chapter four...i have no clue why i wrote it listening to Bon Jovi's Livin' on a Preyer...maybe ilovemikey was right... it is leading me to a nice twist... maybe anyways i'll start writing chapter five now
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