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Ray’s POV
Well we are all fucked up aren’t we? Frank is an emotional wreak! He would have completely snapped if it wasn’t for Gee. Gee has gone back to his old suicidal self…just without the alcohol or illegal drugs. Mikey’s completely lost himself in himself and Bob? He is just trying so hard not to fall over the edge like all of us have, but we are all still holding on the edge, just waiting for something or someone to stomp on our hands and let us fall to our death. Why is this happening? Why us? What have we done? Mikey and Gee think Bob and I don’t care, Frank thinks we haven’t noticed and I’m trying to hide my true feelings from Bob so he doesn’t join us on the side of the cliff face. Well isn’t life just great? I’M SITTING IN THE FUCKING BUS TOILET CRYING MY FUCKING EYES OUT!! Why does this have to happen to all fucking five of us? Fuck I just wish I knew what was happening to Frankie to make this huge domino effect happen to all of us? If there is a God, does he think this is a huge fucking joke? Is he fucking laughing at us? DOES THIS SICK FUCKING SHIT REALLY AMUSE HIM? God I can’t take this anymore. Where the fuck is my razor blade, yeah it’s a little cliché you know how it goes, shit happens, person gets depressed, person cuts for relief! I just don’t want the others to find out what happens when I come in here for like four hours at a time. I pass out for most of the time, but still they think I’m throwing up or something, well I hope they do.
I still can’t believe that twelve months ago WE WERE A GROUP OF HAPPY PEOPLE! Happy misfits! And all this shit is going on and its confusing me and I have no fucking clue what to do! If I try and talk to Frank, he freaks out and then Gee chucks a spaz at me. If I try to talk to Mikes he just stays in his emotional trance and doesn’t know that the fuck is happening whilst he is that deep in thought! I have no fucking clue to do even when I eventually get outta this claustrophobic bathroom! I don’t know how the others will be feeling! Oh fuck my arm is all tingly from the blood loss and the edge of my sight is going fuzz, FUCK! I’m about to pass out so I should stop thinking about everything. YAY! It’s gone all black!
A/N: OMFG! i can't believe i am posting two chapters in one night! WOW!...i think its because of the few reviews im getting...but i will up day like four chapters a day every day if i get more reviews! you know you want to...PLEASE! does puppy dog eyes
Well we are all fucked up aren’t we? Frank is an emotional wreak! He would have completely snapped if it wasn’t for Gee. Gee has gone back to his old suicidal self…just without the alcohol or illegal drugs. Mikey’s completely lost himself in himself and Bob? He is just trying so hard not to fall over the edge like all of us have, but we are all still holding on the edge, just waiting for something or someone to stomp on our hands and let us fall to our death. Why is this happening? Why us? What have we done? Mikey and Gee think Bob and I don’t care, Frank thinks we haven’t noticed and I’m trying to hide my true feelings from Bob so he doesn’t join us on the side of the cliff face. Well isn’t life just great? I’M SITTING IN THE FUCKING BUS TOILET CRYING MY FUCKING EYES OUT!! Why does this have to happen to all fucking five of us? Fuck I just wish I knew what was happening to Frankie to make this huge domino effect happen to all of us? If there is a God, does he think this is a huge fucking joke? Is he fucking laughing at us? DOES THIS SICK FUCKING SHIT REALLY AMUSE HIM? God I can’t take this anymore. Where the fuck is my razor blade, yeah it’s a little cliché you know how it goes, shit happens, person gets depressed, person cuts for relief! I just don’t want the others to find out what happens when I come in here for like four hours at a time. I pass out for most of the time, but still they think I’m throwing up or something, well I hope they do.
I still can’t believe that twelve months ago WE WERE A GROUP OF HAPPY PEOPLE! Happy misfits! And all this shit is going on and its confusing me and I have no fucking clue what to do! If I try and talk to Frank, he freaks out and then Gee chucks a spaz at me. If I try to talk to Mikes he just stays in his emotional trance and doesn’t know that the fuck is happening whilst he is that deep in thought! I have no fucking clue to do even when I eventually get outta this claustrophobic bathroom! I don’t know how the others will be feeling! Oh fuck my arm is all tingly from the blood loss and the edge of my sight is going fuzz, FUCK! I’m about to pass out so I should stop thinking about everything. YAY! It’s gone all black!
A/N: OMFG! i can't believe i am posting two chapters in one night! WOW!...i think its because of the few reviews im getting...but i will up day like four chapters a day every day if i get more reviews! you know you want to...PLEASE! does puppy dog eyes
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