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"dont change"
those were the words i read on my year book
the over used saying awkward friendships ended up screaming
dont change i traced over the deeply imprinted words
i threw the yearbook i my messily made bed and sat cross legged on the floor
sighing i switched positions into laying on my stomach on my carpeted floor
i dug underneath my bed for nothing in particular
i went over the days events in my head actually just what pete had said to me
"Max can i sign your year book?" his dark charcole eyeliner expertly applied
his eyes studied me curiously as why i was sitting outside the hallway in class
i havent been kicked out of class since Jr.High but my anger had gotten the best of me
i nodded and handed him my year book
i thought of the times we had hung out always in a group of friends he was always distant..in another world
friday nights and saturdays
bowling movies park and other places we could wreck havoc considering i hung out with more boys then girls
i relized i wasnt like other girls no i dont mean am lesbian or even bisexual dont get me wrong
i love a good pair of jeans and a nice blouse
i just didnt get along with other girls they thought of me as a freak or some sort
i did do my hair different cut somewhat long with extentions side bangs and hair dye only a person like me could order
i changed when my dad died
but back to the story
he scrawled the words and handed me the year book back his tight jeans twitching on his soccer built thighs
i sighed he hardly noticed me,