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Gerard's P.O.V.

I found myself shaking as I walked closer and closer to the door. I was scared to go into my own home and I knew this would be a very awkward situation. I suddenly felt myself become angry at the events that had happened here earlier, I was confused beyond belief.

"Just go in and talk to Ray." I whispered to myself, taking in a deep breath and grabbing the door handle. I quickly pushed it down but the door didn't budge, I shook it trying to force the door open. I knocked loudly on the door and listened as I heard foot steps inside the house. I stood there for a few minutes but no one would open the door.

"Ray? Can you open the door please?" I shouted, leaning up on my tip toes and looking through the glass at the top of the door. I could see Ray's fro, so I knew he was right by the door. "Ray? Fucking open the damn door! This is my house!"

I screamed, banging on the door even harder. I was frustrated and angrier then ever, I huffed and kicked the door as hard as I could in anger and whinced at how hard it was. I let out a quiet 'ow' then resumed my constant screaming.

"Fuck you then!" I screamed, my arms flying everywhere. I gave up and sat down on the door step, I quickly tossed my long black from my eye's. "Stupid bastard, locking me out of my own home." I muttered to myself.

"Are you going to come in then? Or keep talking to yourself?" I heard Ray's voice behind me, I turned to see him standing shyly at the door.

"About fucking time." I whispered, getting up and wiping the dirt from my trousers. "Asshole." I said to him as I walked into the house.

"Gee I'm sorry about e-"

"Sorry?! So you fucking should be Ray! You're my best friend, what the fuck were you thinking? All of a sudden we were talking and then you practically shoved your tongue down my throat." I shouted, walking back and forth, occasionally glancing at Ray.

"I'm fucking sorry ok. I shouldn't have done that, I'm sorry. Please can we just forget about this?" Ray pleaded, I could see his hands shaking by his thighs and I instantly felt guilty. I stood still and sighed, looking up at Ray.

"Ok, fine. I'm sorry too. Let's forget about this. I'm going to bed though, I'm tired. I'll talk to you tomorrow." I sighed, walking over to Ray and wrapping my arms around him, giving him a light squeeze. I pulled back and a small smile played on his lips.

"Night Gee." He whispered then walked into the lounge. I closed my eyes and let out a shaky sigh then made my way into my room. I got into my room and kicked off my shoes, immediately crashing onto the bed. I kicked the door shut and rolled over, looking at the time.

"It's only seven? Damn." I sighed, looking up at my ceiling then I quickly grabbed the phone on the side cabinet and dialed Kylers' number. I laid there with the phone in my hand, pressed against my ear awaiting to hear his voice.

"Hellooooo?" Kyler replied, his voice ringing in my ears.

"Hello you pretty thing." I laughed down the phone.

"Mmm hello yourself, you ok? What happened with Ray?" I sighed at his question, I really didn't want to say anything about Ray but I knew I had to. After explaining about Ray, talking about Brian and other random things I noticed it had just gone past ten.

"Wow we've been on the phone for...oh my god three hours? Damn, my fucking phone bill is going to be great! You better go, you have school." I cooed down the phone, I could hear Kyler grunt and I smiled.

"Yeah, yeah. God I hate school, so when can I next see you?"

"Well if you want, I can pick you up from school tomorrow?" I asked, hoping the answer would be a yes.

"That would be great. I gotta go now, I'll see you tomorrow."

"Bye babe." I put the phone back in the holder and melted into my bed, not wanting to move. I was thinking about Kyler constantly and I couldn't wait to see him again tomorrow. But then I couldn't stop thinking about Ray either. Why did he kiss me? Why now? I thought over and over again. I was extremely puzzled by his actions and it was bothering me. I grunted and turned in bed, holding the duvet close to me and found myself drifting off to sleep.


"Gerard." I could hear someone calling me and I darted up from my bed, rubbing my eyes and seeing it was Adam who was calling me. I look at the clock, three in the morning. I grunted and sighed, obviously annoyed at being awoken at this hour.

"What do you want?" I hissed, focusing on the figure sitting at the bottom of my bed.

"I-I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done what I did Gee. I can't stop thinking about it though, it's bothering me and I hate myself for upsetting you. I care for you a lot Gee, I have for a while but I know nothing will happen. I'm just...sorry." I listened at Ray's voice cracked a little and I felt my heart beat get faster. I didn't know what to say, this was shocking and it was three in the morning.

"Ray, you're right nothing will happen. You're my best friend, I love you but just not in that way. I'm sorry Ray-Ray." I quietly said, crawling down to the bottom of the bed and wrapping my arms round his shoulders.

"I know, I guess I just needed to tell you." He sighed and rested his hands on my arms. I nodded in agreement and we stayed in that position for another ten minutes before I broke the silence.

"Who the hell confesses their feelings for someone at three in the morning Ray?" I laughed and hugged him tighter. Ray laughed a little.

"Sorry for waking you." He sighed, shaking his head.

"It's fine, go and get some sleep Ray-Ray. I'll see you in the morning." I said, rubbing his shoulders quickly and placing a light kiss on his cheek before crawling back under the covers. I watched as he stood up and made his way out of my room. I sighed and fell back to sleep with nothing to worry about.

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I ran out to the car, ripping the door open and slamming it shut. I shoved the key into the ignition and quickly started the car. I reversed quickly and begun driving to Kylers' school.

"Damn it! Late and now there's an old granny driving at a snails pace!" I shouted, biting my lip and hitting the steering wheel. After a fifteen minute drive, which should have taken five I was outside Kylers' school. Everyone had gone except him, I quickly pulled up and jumped out of the car; rushing over to him.

"I'm so sorry I'm late!" I said, hugging him tightly. I felt his hands wonder down my back and a shiver coursed through my body.

"It's fine, why were you late by the way?" Kyler asked, pulling back and showing me that smile I loved so much. I walked over to the car with Kyler.

"This old woman was driving at a snails pace in front of me, very frustrating." I laughed and got into the car, I watched as Kyler did the same. "I missed you."

"I missed you too." Kyler smiled, leaning over and placing his hand on my inner thigh. I leant towards him and gently pressed our lips together, it was just a sweet innocent kiss but it was wonderful.

"Want to come back to mine then?" I asked, turning the key in the ignition.

"Yeah, that would be cool." He sighed, leaning back in the chair and resting his head. I smiled and leaned over, placing a kiss on his neck; lightly sucking at it. I heard him take a sharp in take of breath and I smiled, leaning back and started to pull out onto the road.

Old women had retired from the road so it only took five minutes this time to get home, I stopped the car and Kyler quickly pressed his lips to mine. His tongue darting into my mouth and I melted into the kiss. My hand roamed up to the back of his head and playfully tugged his hair, I moaned into the kiss as did he. I pulled back and smiled, getting out of the car.

"So what are we going to do then?" Kyler asked, shutting the car door and walking up to the door. I reached into my pockets and fished out the key. I opened the door and kicked my shoes off.

"Well we c- Oh my god!" I covered my mouth, trying to stop myself from laughing or shouting. I froze as I saw the most revolting thing in my life. "Bob? Mikey? Dude that's gross!!"

Bob jumped up from the couch, wiping his lips with his sleeve and I looked at Mikey who was bright red.

"Gee...er...it's not what you think?" Bob squeaked, rocking back and forth on his heels.

"Dude, about time!" Kyler joked, smiling at Mikey who hung his head in embarrassment.

"You wait till I tell Frank about this!" I laughed and quickly started to run upstairs.

"Gerard don't you fucking dare!!" I heard Mikey scream from downstairs.