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As I sat on the side stage and watched the concert my mind was a million miles away. Okay not really a million. It wasn’t that far to Jersey. The fact that Ray said there was no suicide note had completely thrown my world into turmoil. I hated myself for the thoughts I was now having, What if Merri hadn’t killed herself? That would mean that unless someone else had come into the house… No, I couldn’t believe Gerard killed her. Fucking little voice in the back of my head kept reminding me that I had never seen Gerard drunk. I didn’t know the man he became under the influence of alcohol. What if he had had a blackout? What if she had followed him downstairs to his bedroom and he had become violent? No, it wasn’t possible. Fucking voice again reminded me that I had seen a violent side of my husband. Just a few days ago he had knocked me to the ground in a fit of rage and that was without alcohol. I shook my head to clear the thoughts.
The concert was over and I had been so lost in thought I had missed seeing it. Gerard came off the stage and grabbed my hand. “Come on. I’ll take a quick shower. Worm has a car for us.”
I followed him through the maze of people then outside towards the bus. He smiled at me. “What did you think of the show?”
I gave him a smile hoping he couldn’t see it wasn’t sincere. “It was perfect. The fans were so into the music.”
“Yeah, they were. Shit, I feel good.” He stopped as we neared the bus and pulled me into his arms. “I love you Laura Way.”
Oh hell, I felt tears in my eyes. How could I have been thinking the shit I’d just spent the last two hours contemplating? “I love you Gerard Way.”
He looked at me strangely, “What’s wrong? You look like you’re gonna cry?”
“I’m just happy.” I whispered. I hugged him tightly.
Gerard laughed, “Me too.” We reached the bus. He went to take a shower and I sat down on the sofa to wait for him. Christa and Ray came up the bus steps.
“Hey” Ray smiled to me. “Where’s Gee?”
“Taking a shower. He and I are gonna go for a ride.”
Ray nodded, “Sounds good. Think Christa and I are gonna just hang and watch a movie.”
Christa smiled, “Sound like a plan. Where is everybody else?”
“Mikey and Alicia were still backstage with Frank when we left. Haven’t seen Bob.”
“Maybe it will be just you and me.” Ray said hopefully to Christa.
Christa smiled up at him. “I hope so.”
I looked away from them. I couldn’t help it but right now I hated Ray for telling me there was no note. Why couldn’t he have just lied to me? Hell, I was tried of the truth. That sounded wrong even to my ears. I was happy when Gerard showed up a few minutes later, ready to go.
The car was a non-descript mid-size. As we pulled away from the venue Gerard started singing softly. I was surprised. I had never heard him sing to himself before.
“What are you singing?” I asked. I tried but couldn’t make out the words.
He stopped and laughed. “Song I’ve been working on. Sorry.”
“Sorry? Sing louder. I want to hear the words.”
He shook his head. “Nope. They aren’t right yet. I’m still not happy with them.” He reached across and took my hand. “So wanna park?”
I giggled, “You mean like we’re in high school?”
He nodded in agreement. “Yeah, except in high school I didn’t have a hot girl like you.”
Well shit. I blushed. “I’m not hot.”
“Oh hell, Honey. You’re hot.” He took my hand that he held and lowered it to his crotch. I could feel how hard he was. “That’s what you do to me. All I have to do is think of you and that’s what happens.” He laughed, “I was thinking about you during the concert tonight. Probably gonna be some interesting pictures of me on the Net.”
“Oh, you mean the ones that say Gerard Way Has A Big…”
He cut me off, “Yeah, yeah.”
My fingers decided that since they were there they should gently rub the growing bulge. He shifted in his seat. “Things getting uncomfortable for you?” I asked trying to sound innocent.
“Fuck, I need to find us a place to stop.”
Within minutes he had found a deserted area behind an industrial park. He shut off the engine and removed my hand. “Woman, it’s my turn.” His hand moved down to the buttons on my jeans. Quickly they were undone and he instructed me to lift up so he could pull the jeans down. He completely removed them and my panties. I have to say it was pretty fucking erotic sitting next to him in a car, nude from the waist down. “I really like how this looks.” He sat back in his seat and let his eyes take in the sight.
“Do you now?” I said smiling. “Well how does this look?” Slowly I lowered my hand and began to rub myself. I parted my legs to give my fingers better access.
I noticed his breathing was quickening. “That looks fucking good.”
I slouched down in the seat and tilted my hips up slightly. Now my fingers had plenty of room to roam. I looked over at him and saw the desire in his eyes. I lifted my hand from my pussy and moved my fingers to his mouth. “Could you please wet this for me?” I asked softly.
He opened his mouth and began sucking my fingers. Holy crap the feel of his tongue on my fingertips was heavenly. I pulled my fingers out of his mouth and moved them back to my waiting womanhood. With the other hand I parted my lips then inserted the fingers he had so graciously moistened. I bucked my hips up to bury the fingers as far as possible. “Gerard, unzip you pants and touch yourself.”
He did without taking his eyes off me. My eyes drank in the sight of his stiff penis being rubbed by his hand. “That looks fucking hot.” I whispered.
“Fuck, I should have told Worm to get us a huge old car with a large back seat.” His voice was raw.
“I want to suck you dry.” I said my voice shaking.
He leaned his head back against the seat. “Yeah, fuck me with your mouth.”
I continued to touch myself but leaned over and took him into my mouth. His hands grabbed my head and began pumping my mouth up and down on his rock hard penis. Suddenly he pulled my head back. “You’re gonna make me cum already”
I smiled at him, “And that’s a problem why?’
He moaned and pushed my head back down to his crotch. Once he was in my mouth he began pumping. “Suck me” He cried out.
I was more than happy to oblige. I moved my hands to cradle his balls. He was so fucking hard. His cum began squirting into my mouth and I greedily swallowed every last drop.
“Oh fuck,” he said.
I looked up at him with cum running down my chin. He pulled me to him and his tongue licked the white substance from my face.
“I love you,” he said pressing his forehead to mine.
“I love you.” I answered
He gently pressed me back into my seat and I gasped as he buried his face in my pussy. “You’re so fucking hot and wet.” His voice was muffled. I leaned back against the seat as his tongue began to work it’s magic. My fingers became entwined in his dark hair. “That feels so wonderful.” I said breathlessly.
Soon I was on the brink. When his tongue began to thrust into me I moaned so loud I surprised myself. His hand sneaked under my hoodie and found my left nipple. He applied just enough pressure that I cried out. “Don’t fucking stop.” He didn’t. The waves of passion crashed over me. This time I didn’t moan I screamed. He lifted his head only when he was sure I was completely exhausted.
“Hate to say it but we gotta get back.”
I nodded while pulling my jeans back on. He had grabbed my panties from the floor and refused to let me put them back on. “You can put the jeans on but don’t button them.”
I smiled at him. He started the car and began the drive back to the bus.
“Why can’t I button them?”
He reached over and snaked his fingers into the opening of my jeans. “That’s why” he said as I leaned back and closed my eyes letting the feeling build again.
Luckily I got my jeans buttoned up as we pulled up next to the bus because Mikey and Alicia walked over to the car as soon as we stopped.
“Hey, kids. Have a nice ride?” Alicia asked with a knowing smile.
“Why yes, thanks.” I said. The four of us walked towards the bus.
“Oh hey, Laura. Mom wants you to call her in the morning.” Mikey said looking over at me.
“Okay.” I said taking Gerard’s hand.
Mikey looked at his brother, “Hey, did you hear about Merri?”
Shit, the hand Gerard was holding was suddenly being squeezed, hard.
“What about her?” Gerard asked keeping an even tone.
“Mom says that Helen told her Merri is coming home.”
I could tell Gerard was trying his hardest to sound normal. “Yeah, Mom told me that Helen said she’s gotten a card from Merri.”
Mikey nodded, “Guess she got a package from Merri too.”
“A package?” Gerard said. Fuck, he was subconsciously squeezing my hand harder.
“Mom said Helen told her that Merri sent a package with some of her artwork in it. Lots of drawings.” Mikey laughed.
Gerard stopped, turned to me and forced a smile, “Merri was a pretty good artist.” He was trying to make it appear that I knew nothing about her.
“She had a crush on Gerard.” Mikey said with a laugh.
Gerard shook his head, “I don’t think so.”
“Well I think she did. Maybe still does. Helen told Mom that most of the drawings are of you.”
I felt the tremble that passed through Gerard’s body.