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girI can see her staring back at me
Black color smeared across the face
The left overs of dried tears
And hollow eyes that ask me why it is like this
Why she can´t stop to pretend to feel good
Why she can´t stop to show fake emotions
Why she doesn´t know how to feel anymore

And i feel the sudden urge to smash the mirror
To erase her because i hate the way she makes me feel
I can´t stand the way she acts
I can´t stand the lies
Hurting her and the people around her
And i hate the people around because they dont notice

but when the music begins to play she changes
everythings okay then
just a faint memory of a bad dream
erased in the morning after the night
she´s losing herself in the lyrics
carried away by the music
and feeling good, feeling alive

but when reality kicks in, she´s back to her old self
she´s back to her loneliness and pain
frozen in her habits that became her walls
keeping her away from the world outside

and i smash my fist into the mirror
feeling the sharp glass cutting my skin
and the blood pouring out of the wounds
the mirror is crashed and lays on the floor
millions of little, glittering pieces
i can´t see the girl anymore but she´s still there


girI can see her staring back at me
Black color smeared across the face
The left overs of dried tears
And hollow eyes that ask me why it is like this
Why she can