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I wanted someone to understand
I wanted to change the past,
I wanted to break down into nothing
Yet all I can do is go on

Where are you? What happened?

I wanted to change for the better
I wanted to change for the worse,
Anything to bring you back,
I would have done anything to change our fact

Where are you? What happened?

Have I done something?
Have I broken another bond?
Why are all your bags packed?
I don't want you gone

I changed for you,
Just to keep you at home,
I could be perfect for you,
Everything you ever dreamed of
But you still won't return my calls

You're sick now
Dying in your bed, crying out my name
From outside your house, I hear your voice screaming in pain
Where were you when screamed everynight?

I changed for you,
I did everything you wanted me to,
But it wasn't enough

You'll be dead soon now,
Rotten and hollow in your grave
Will you want me then?