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The next few stops on the tour went off without a hitch. Everything was going so well that I was beginning to feel I could stop holding my breath waiting for something bad to happen. We were in Kansas City and I was preparing the Meet & Greet while Gerard was out with Mikey and Ray at a comic book store. He had asked me to go but I stayed behind letting him get some guy time.
“So I haven’t seen you for a couple of days. I’m guessing you found your husband okay the other day?”
I turned to look at Troy my eyes narrowing. “Why wouldn’t I have found him okay?” Did this shit head know something about Gerard’s condition that day?
He smiled, “Well you just seemed so frantic.”
“I wasn’t frantic just concerned because there were people waiting for him.”
“There are always people waiting for him.” Troy said with a smile that exposed perfect white teeth. I wanted to knock them out.
“Of course there are. My husband it a talented performer.”
“Oh I second that. He is talented and he is quite a performer.” He said with a smirk.
“I fucking hate people who insinuate things. Got something to say then just spit it out.”
He continued to smile. “Look Laura, I kinda like you. I just don’t want to see you get hurt. Gerard is a very charismatic man. He can be whatever you want him to be. That’s truly his gift.”
My anger was building. “Meaning what?”
“You want him to be a loving husband so that the part he plays for you.”
“And what part did he play for you, Troy?”
“Let’s just say Gerard and I are close.”
“No, let’s just fucking stop beating around the bush shall we?”
“I understand him. When he needs someone to understand the other part of him he comes to me.”
“Oh really? Are you trying to tell me that you and Gerard have some sort of a relationship?”
“We are close.”
“Really, that’s nice.” I turned prepared to walk away.
“He’s told me you know he’s into men too.” His words made me spin back around.
“He’s told me that you are nothing more than a friend.” I said flatly.
Troy smiled, “Is that what he calls me?”
“Yeah, that’s what he calls you. A friend. Nothing more.”
“Poor Laura.”
Man, this guy was pissing me off. “Troy, stay the fuck away from my husband. He doesn’t need friends like you.”
“Really? Is that what you believe? I give Gerard what he needs.”
I had quite the answer for him when Gerard suddenly appeared.
“Hey Laura. I’ve been looking all over for you. Jenny told me she thought you had gone back to the bus.” He walked up and put his arm around me. Glancing over at Troy he nodded a hello.
“Well I better get back to work. Nice talking to you Laura.” Troy walked away.
“I want you to see what I got today. Man, you should have come with me. The store was rad. They had so many graphic novels I’ve been looking for.” We started walking towards the bus. “Anything wrong?” He must have noticed I looked upset.
“No, nothing” I lied. I wasn’t going to ask him about Troy. He had promised me he would screw around with anyone and I believed him. Troy was just trying to make trouble for us and I wasn’t gonna let him.
Gerard and I ended up reading comics most of the afternoon. It was nice sitting together and enjoying his purchases. It was peaceful. Every once in a while he would reach over, take my hand and give it a squeeze.

After the concert the busses were going to pull out as soon as everything was packed so we didn’t have time to get away. I really wished he and I could but it wasn’t possible. Gerard and the guys were still at the venue and Alicia, Christa and I had gone back to the bus. We were sitting watching TV when Bob, Mikey, Ray and Frank boarded. I wondered why my husband wasn’t with them.
“He was talking to Troy last time I saw him.” Mikey said flopping down on the sofa by Alicia.
I stood, “Think I’ll go hurry him along.” I started towards the door.
“I’m sure he’ll be here in a minute.” Ray said moving to block my exit.
I narrowed my eyes, “Ray, I’m going to go get him.” I said staring him down.
Ray frowned but moved. Good idea since I would have knocked him out of my way. I walked quickly towards the arena wondering where I should begin to look. Most of the equipment had been loaded and the place was beginning to look deserted. I made a quick tour of the back stage area but didn’t find him. Walking back out I remembered the last time he had been with Troy they had come from the back of the building. That’s were I headed. As I was about to round the corner I heard their voices and stopped.
“Gee, Baby. You know this is what you need. What the fuck? She can’t give you what you need but I can.” Troy’s voice was smooth and low.
“Not anymore Troy. I told you.” Gerard answered.
“Can you honestly tell me you don’t miss this?”
Oh fuck I didn’t want to see what “this” was but I couldn’t stop myself. I peered around the corner to see Gerard and Troy engaged in a heated kiss. I looked away and pressed my hand to my mouth to stop from screaming. Suddenly they were talking again.
“Look you know what I want. You are the best baby. Just get on your knees, suck me off and I won’t tell your wife.” Troy said.
“No” Gerard sounded angry. “I told you no.”
‘Then I’ll go to her and tell her that you and I have been screwing every chance we get. Is that what you want?”
‘Fuck you. I’ll have your ass fired.” Gerard spat.
“And I’ll go to the press with my story and you’ll lose your wife too. How’s that sound?”
“I won’t lose Laura.”
“You wanna take that chance? How about I tell her all the things we’ve done, Gee? You know we’ve done some pretty kinky shit, dude. Want her to know all the details?’
“Why are you doing this?” Gerard asked.
“Cause I want you, baby. No one makes me feel like you do. You’ve got the hottest mouth. I want it on my cock right now.”
“No” Gerard said again. This time his voice was softer.
“Come on dude. You and the little misses seen pretty happy. You don’t want to lose that do you?” Troy said in a coaxing tone.
“She wouldn’t leave me.” His voice sounded so unsure I wanted to cry.
“Oh you don’t sound so sure. What if I told her about that night you and that delicious young boy and I spent on the beach? Think she’d like that story?”
“You promised you would never do this to me.”
“And you promised you and I would always he together whenever we wanted.” Troy reminded him. “Now come on Gee, we don’t have much time baby. Suck me off like the good bitch that you are.”
I had heard enough. Rounding the corner I saw Troy with his arm around Gerard. He was fumbling with his zipper with the other hand while kissing Gerard. They both heard my footsteps and turned to me. Even though they were in the shadows I could see the look of pain on Gerard’s face. Troy smiled.
“Get your fucking hands off my husband, bitch.” I said giving Troy a push. He stumbled back.
“Laura.” Gerard said. I ignored him and faced off with Troy.
“Honey, you need to understand I can give him something he needs.”
“And you need to understand that if I ever see you talking to him again you’ll not need anything cause I’ll cut your dick off.”
Troy blinked. “Are you threatening me?”
“No, I’m just stating a fact. As for going to the press go ahead. People will believe what they want to believe but I’ll tell the world what a wonderful, loving husband I have.” I took a step towards him. “Understand Troy?”
“Hey, Gee, Laura. The buses are ready to pull out.” Mikey called out to us. The three of us stood without acknowledging Mikey. Finally I took Gerard’s hand. “We’re coming Mikey.” I yelled back.
“This isn’t over.” Troy ground out. “You don’t know so much.”
“It’s over and you’d be surprised at the thing I know. Remember what I said Troy. Stay the fuck away from him.”
We started to walk away. Troy wouldn’t let it go. “Hey bitch.” He yelled out.
I spun around. Gerard grabbed my arm. “Laura’ his voice was pleading.
“Oh I wasn’t talking to you, Laura. I was talking to Gerard.” Troy laughed.
“Remember what I said, Troy.” The anger in my voice was hard.
Gerard and I walked back to the bus in silence.

Neither of us spoke as we got changed into our nightclothes. I sat on the bunk across from Gerard and watched him. He got into his bunk and looked over at me. His eyes seemed to be pleading with me. Everyone else was already in their bunks. I crossed over and crawled in beside him.
We spoke in whispers.
“Laura, I’m so fucking sorry.”
“I have only one question. Have you been with Troy since we got married?’
He shook his head, “No, I swear to you, I haven’t.”
“That’s all I needed to hear.” I pulled the curtain on our bunk closed and turned to him. Slowly I lowered my mouth to his. His lips remained closed and my tongue coaxed his mouth open. He pulled away.
“Laura we need to talk about this.”
“No, we don’t. I do not want to know what you did with Troy in the past. It’s the fucking past Gerard and it’s gone. All I know is that I love you. You are my husband.”
“But’” I cut him off by pressing my lips to his.
“Mr. Way, you talk was too much sometimes. I can think of something that mouth could be doing right now, and it ain’t talking.”
“But Laura. I want you to understand.”
I smiled and shook my head. Slowly I kissed his neck moving slowly down.
“Laura”
I didn’t listen. I had reached the top of his pajama pants. My teeth pulled at the elastic. My hands pulled the material down to expose his dick. Much to my disappointment he was limp. I stole a glance up at him. He looked upset.
“Don’t worry, I can fix this.” I began to lick and suck until Little Gee came alive. Gerard held my head in his hands as I ruptured his cock.
“Suck me off, Laura,” he whispered.
I did just that. My fingers teased his balls while my mouth licked his dick. He moaned softly.
I raised my head, “Shut the fuck up, Gerard.”
He chuckled and pushed my mouth back down on his rock head rod. Slowly my fingers, that had been playing with his balls, moved up slightly and while licking his cock I also licked my middle finger. Ever so slowly I eased it down and under him. He gasped as I inserted it into his ass. It had the effect I was hoping for. His hot cum shot into my mouth. Suddenly he was pulling me up his body. His mouth captured mine and his tongue tasted himself.
“I love you so fucking much.” He said as he nuzzled my neck. “Now its’ your turn.”
I pulled away. “No, not tonight. I wanted to do this for you so you understand that I love you and always will. There is nothing I could ever know about your past that could change that.”
“But I want to give you the same love you just showed me.”
“Then hold me in your arms. That’s what I want tonight.”
He nodded and I turned slightly so that he could pull me close and put his arms around me. “I love you,” he whispered.
“Ditto, Mr. Way.”
“Laura, do you think Troy will try to cause trouble?”
“All I know is he better stay the fuck away from you of he’ll be singing soprano.”
Gerard laughed, “You are so fucking feisty.”
“Yeah, I can be but it’s just cause no one will ever take what’s mine.”