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Just To Be With You; Circle The Sky

by stephymania- 0 reviews

chapter 4

Category: Poetry - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Crossover - Published: 2007-12-05 - Updated: 2007-12-06 - 642 words - Complete

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Standing, Right Here;
Infront Of His Mother.
Long, Lost & Hate.
After All: No Sorrow, No Tomorrow.


PROLOGUE:
I Couldn't Believe It. I Don't Want This. Why The Fuck Did I Come Back? Stupid Mother. Ahhhhhh! Why Me? Aaaahhhh!
¦ I Missed You Jakeeyy! Hugs
¦ DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!
¦ Honey What's Wrong?
¦ "Please Don't Worry, I Am Doing Fine, Your Much Too Busy, To Even Find The Time, So Use Your Chemicals And
Take This To Your Grave, The Boys You Left, Are Men You Didn't Raise"

¦ I DIDNT USE ANY DRUGS!
¦ Walks Away
¦ You Can't Just Run Forever. You Can Come Back To Your Brothers, If You Follow Me.
¦ Turns Around, Nods Head


"Mother, Where Are You Today? You Took A Piece Of Me The Day You Went Away,
No Recollection Or The Smell Of Your Perfume, You Took A Piece Of Me The Day I Left The Womb"
.
Whos To Say, Whats Next In Life. Poor Jakey Didn't Know. Met His Mother, You Abandoned Him As A Youngin.
His Father Left To Raise Him & His Brothers. But, He Thinks As He Walks Beside Hes Messed Up Mother.
¦ Why Did You Leave, Stacy?
¦ I'm Your Mother, Don't Call Me Stacy.
¦ Whatever. Why?
¦ Because, I'm A Horrible Person.
Stares
Walking, No Resemblence At All. But He Has A Clear Memory Of His Father, & His Brothers "Brother, Put Your Needles Down, The Best
Thing For You Is To Leave This Awful Town, Pretty Soon, You'll Have Kids To Feed
". With That Part, Wondering What Had Become
Of His Brother. After All Those Years, Feeling Isolated, Finally, He's Saved. Not In A Great Way. Still Walking, For Quite A While ... The
Wind Seems To Sing A Song /"Your A Compass, Leading Me To Nowhere Fast"/. Seems True. Home Can't Be THAT Far Away,
Can It? He Just Wants To Go Home, Away From This Horrible Land Cursed Around Him. He Sees A Bus In Front Of Him. He Excuses
Himself For A Moment & Runs Into The Wide Space. He Stops.
"I DON'T KNOW YOU ANYMORE!". Hes Words, Hitting The Ears Of Max, The Love Of His Life, Hes EXACT Aim.
Shot. In The Heart. Explosion Of Pain.
¦ Kill Me Much? WHY?
¦ You Don't Love Me Anymore.
¦ I DO LOVE YOU. But You Wont Get Whats Needed.
¦ WHATS NEEDED? TELL ME ALL?
¦ Your Bus Is Going To Leave. Turns Away.
¦ PLEASE DON'T GO AGAIN!
¦¦ JAKE INTO THE BUS NOW! OR I'LL LEAVE YOU HERE FOR YOUR INTESTINES TO ROTT!
They Walk Together Into The Bus, She Wanting Them To Sit On The Same Seat, But HE Went & Sat Next To A Random, A PRETTY
Random I Might Add.
¦ Hey.
¦ Hi.
They Both Face The Window. He Faces Hes Mother, She's Alone. He Feels A Sence Of Guilt, But, After All She Did?
¦ Where You Coming From?
¦ Hell, That Place, Hell. & You?
¦ Same, Except, I Came From The More Snowier Area. -Giggles-
¦ Explains The Skiis. Wait, You Can Ski?
¦ Haha, Yeah.
¦ Thats Awesome, I Wish I Had The Chance.
¦ Why, Didn't You?
¦ My Mother, The One Over There, Decided To Leave My Family, My Dad & My Brothers. I Couldn't Take It, So I Ran Away, But I Meet
Someone Special, Life Got Ruined, I Was Walking Nowhere, For Almost A Decade, Literally.
¦ Thats So Sad!! So, How Did You Get Here?
¦ No Fucking Idea. I'm Lost.
¦ Aww. Terrible. Anyways, I Gotta Go. Gives Paper
¦ Whats This??
¦ Disappears
He Goes & Sits Next To Hes Mother. She Doesn't Look At Him. He Feels Sorry, But Shouldn't She? He Suddenly Feels Excited. Yippy. He
Holds His Mothers Hand. She Smiles, She Didn't Look At Him, But He Saw Her. After What Seemed Like A Trillion Years, They Stop At
Their Destination. He Walks Up To The Door, His Mother Behind. Knocks .... Someone Opens. He's Father Hugs Him. He Missed Him
Deeply.
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