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Right before Gerard took the stage he whispered in my ear. My whole body responded. I nodded, kissed him deeply then watched him move into the spotlight. He had a plan for after the concert and I was in total agreement.
I sat with Christa and Alicia watching him totally own the crowd. He held them in the palm of his hand. Listening to him moan and tease them my mind kept thinking that the concert couldn’t end soon enough. He and I were gonna sneak way before I had to fly to Jersey in the morning. I couldn’t fucking wait.
When the final chords of the encore faded away he came off the stage and directly towards me. “Let’s get the fuck out of here.” He said grabbing my hand. I let him pull me through the back stage area and out into the night.
“Do we have time?” I asked trying to keep up with him.
“Honey, we’re gonna make time.” He said as we reached the steps of the bus.
I waited while he took a quick shower. The rest of the band members still hadn’t returned. He came out to the lounge where I was waiting. His hair was still dripping.
“Ready?’
I looked at the clock. There was only an hour before the buses pulled out for Oklahoma City. That is where I would be flying out of for Jersey. I nodded and he pulled me off the sofa.
“So where are we going?”
He didn’t answer. He pulled me down the steps and off the bus into the night. Worm was standing by one of the vans. He tossed the keys to Gerard who caught them in mid-air.
“Hey” Ray’s voice stopped us as we were about to get into the van.
“Where the fuck are you going?” He asked.
“I’m gonna go fuck my wife.” Gerard answered. He motioned for me to get in the van. I was shocked by his words but didn’t let it show.
“We’re pulling out soon.” Ray reminded him.
“No shit” Gerard shot back. “We’ll be back.” He got behind the wheel and started up the van. I saw Ray standing shaking his head.
I tried to reason with Gerard. “He’s just worried that we won’t make it back in time.”
“Fuck him.” Gerard said as he pulled away from the busses.
I didn’t understand where all the anger was suddenly coming from. “You okay?’
“Fuck yeah. Things are just fucking wonderful.”
“You want a drink, don’t you?” I asked softly.
“Man, did I marry a fucking genius or what?” He pulled out onto the highway.
I didn’t respond. What would be the point?
He surprised me by sighing, “I’m sorry. Yeah, a drink sounds real fucking good.”
I leaned over and squeezed his thigh. “Then we’ll just have to do something to keep your mind off that.”
“Talk to me.” He commanded.
I knew what he wanted. “I just want you to pull this van over so I can fuck you.”
He took a deep breath. I watched as he pulled into a large parking lot. He pulled the van into a spot left darkened by a burnt out security light. We climbed into the back of the van. “Suck me off.” He demanded roughly.
My fingers were trembling as I worked on his zipper. He was kneeling with his eyes closed. “Hurry” he whispered. I parted the material not bothering to pull the jeans down. He held his breath as I freed his cock. As my mouth closed around him he grabbed my head and laced his fingers painfully in my hair. “Fuck” he moaned.
He pumped my mouth up and down his rock hard cock. His movements were so rough I almost chocked. “Come on, damn it.” He yelled. I tried but he was pulling my hair and it hurt. I tried to pull away but he wouldn’t release my head. “Suck me.” He kept chanting. Finally I’d had enough. I pushed myself away from him and he fell back.
He lay there not moving. I crawled over to him. “I’m sorry.”
He closed his eyes. “No, I’m sorry. This was a bad idea.”
“No, not a bad idea.” I pulled the jeans down his legs.
“Laura, it’s okay. Forget it. Let’s just get back to the bus.”
I slowly started to stroke him. “Not yet, we have time.” He moaned, as my movement became a bit faster. I leaned down and took him into my mouth again. This time, slower. I licked and teased and he responded. I stopped only long enough to shed my jeans and panties. Then as he watched I positioned myself over him. Slowly I lowered myself on to him.
“Oh fuck, that feels good.” He whispered. I had to agree. His hands reached up and cupped my breasts. “Laura, Baby, tell me how this feels for you.”
“Hard, deep” I said breathless. “Fucking good.” I rode him increasing the pace.
“Tell me what to do.” He said, his voice quivering. “I don’t wanna cum until you do but I’m so fucking close.”
I threw back my head and ached my back. “Tell me you love me.”
“Always” he said, “Always.”
“I’m coming.” I cried out. His hand grabbed my hips and pushed me down on to his cock as far as possible. I cried out. The intense feeling rippled through my body. I felt him release at that moment. I collapsed against his chest. His hand came up to stroke my hair.
“I’m sorry I was rough.” He whispered in my ear.
I shook my head, “It’s okay. It’s all good.”
We held each other for a few minutes. “God I don’t want you to go.” He said breaking the silence.
“I’ll be back before you can miss me. I won’t even be gone one night.”
“It’s still too long.”
I sighed, “We gotta get back.”
He nodded. We both redressed and drove back to the bus in silence. Ray was waiting outside when we pulled up. I was afraid Gerard would still be mad at him but was pleased to see him nod to Ray as if nothing had happened between.

We all sat around talking in the back lounge as the busses pulled out. Soon everyone drifted off to their bunks leaving only Gerard and me. The second time I yawned he smiled.
“Go get some sleep. I’m gonna stay up and work on a song I’ve been kickin’ around in my brain.”
“You sure?” I really was tired.
He leaned over and kissed me. “Yeah, I crawl in with you soon.”
I stood and headed towards the hallway to the bunks. When I turned I saw that he had grabbed a guitar and was softly strumming. My ears strained so they could hear the sound of his playing as I dozed off in his bunk
When my eyes suddenly opened I was confused. It was had to read in the simi-darkness but my eyes finally focused on my watch. I had only been asleep of forty minutes. There was no sound coming from the back lounge. Quickly I slipped out of the bunk and silently made my way to Gerard. He was sitting on the floor by the sofa. His head was bowed and his eyes closed. I knelt down by him and placed my hand on his head. Slowly he looked up and into my eyes. I didn’t say a word just stood and extended my hand. He paused only a moment the placed his hand in mine. Once standing we walked back to the bunk and I slid in first. He lowered himself in then enclosed me in a tight embrace.
“Thank you” He whispered.
I turned in his arms. Our faces were inches apart. “I will always come for you.”
“I wanted to come to you. I wanted to stand up and fucking walk down the hall and get into the bunk with you but I couldn’t make myself do it. The little voice in my head kept telling me that it was wrong. That I didn’t deserve you.”
I brushed my lips against his. “Tell that voice to shut the fuck up.”
He shook his head. “I try but it’s hard. You do deserve so much more.”
“You are all I’ll ever want or need.” I said meaning it from the bottom of my heart.
“I love you Laura.” He whispered before kissing me. He pulled away and said in a soft voice. “Always.”