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Daggers POV

I stood by the side of the stage and puffed away on my cigarette, the band had finished playing so everything was getting packed up. I thought about what Brian had said and how he had yelled at me. Jeez I must have pissed him of bad. To be honest I felt really guilty, but at the same time I didn’t think he understood where I was coming from. Being alone, it’s what I hated the most, having nobody to kiss you, touch you, tell you that they love you. All my life I always needed the security of having someone. Even if I didn’t love them or care for them. Tears started forming in my eyes and I quickly snapped them shut and sucked in my breath, hoping this moment of sadness would pass over.

I felt an arm touch my shoulder and I turned around to see who it was, it was Gerard.

"Hey" he mumbled "You alright, you look kinda sad"

I forced a smile, but he could tell that I wasn’t okay.

Next thing I know I’m crying heavily into his shoulder while he wraps his arms around me and pulls me into a protective hug.

"Shhh" he whispers softly into my ear
"Its alright I'll take care you"

He guided me through the stage and back to the bus, once inside he picked me up gently and took me to his bunk.

"Lie down Dagger" he whispered

I did as he said and a moment later he slid in beside me wrapping his arms around me protectively again.

"I know you probably don’t want to talk about why you’re upset, but just so you know I'm here kay"

I looked into his hazel eyes and he looked back into my baby blues.

"Your beautiful" I said then quickly blushed and tried to turn my face away.

He grabbed my chin softly and made me look into his eyes once more. God those eyes, they make me wanna kiss him.

"Sorry" I mumbled

"Don’t be" he hushed

His hand didn’t leave my face, he moved closer. So close I could feel his breath on my lips.

"Your beautiful too, ya know that" he said

I blushed and smiled awkwardly.

"Don’t be embarrassed Dagger"

I looked away

"Look at me" he said

I looked up into his eyes again and then.....


He touched his lips with mine, opening them gently with his, licking my bottom lip asking for entry. I let him and soon we were kissing passionately. His arms wrapped around my waist, my fingers in his hair. We kissed each other like it was our last kiss, tasting each other hungrily. This was so fucking erotic I thought.

But sadly it had to end somehow and that somehow came about when Brian came into the bus, slamming the door behind him, causing both me and Gerard to break apart suddenly and jump out of the bunk just before he came through.

"Ohh…Hi" he said

"Didn’t realise you two were back here"

Gerard looked at the floor, then mumbled something about needing a smoke and made his way off the bus. I just stood there really felling quite the idiot; I mean he has a girlfriend, probably feels stupid for kissing me in the first place. God I feel so stupid right now. I must have been frowning because Brian asked if something was wrong.

"Nope" I muttered and made my way outside going to get back to my job.

After everything was cleared up, I made my way back to the bus as they were about to take off. It was pretty late and dark outside as I walked back.

I heard some noises coming from behind a bus, so me being the curious person I am went to investigate. But what I saw was far from what I expected.

It was Gerard's girlfriend. Skirt hiked up. Tights pulled down. Fucking one of the crew members. I watched as they fucked each other at the side of the bus. This was wrong, I mean I know Gerard cheated on her by kissing me, but this was sex, this was totally different.

I ran back to the bus, panting from being out of breath. As soon as I got on, I looked at Gerard sitting at the table.

Should I tell him?

Fuck I thought, I can't he'd never believe me anyway.

I made my way to the back off the bus and feel asleep , my troubles a million miles away.


Gerards POV

I looked at Dagger when she came in she looked like something was wrong but left before I could ask. Maybe it was about the kiss. I mean Yes I did get carried away but I’m not going to admit that I didn’t like it. Fuck it I loved it.

But I had a girlfriend who I loved and cared for and she felt the same way.

But I think I was starting to fall in love with Dagger

Damn feelings go away. I mean I cant like her. Yes she’s like no girl I’ve ever known. She listens to me, she likes comic books, and we have fun together. No I couldn’t I’ve got Nicole.

Nicole loves me. She would never cheat on me like I did with Dagger. I sighed heavily, massaging the back of my neck, trying to get all thoughts out of my head. Nicole appeared a couple of minutes later. Her hair was ruffled her cheeks flushed and clothes disorganised on her. She must have saw me looking at her strangely because she snapped.

“Its called falling over a damn guitar case Gerard, god I fucking hate those things, stupid assholes why do you even bother with a band, you could make so much more money on your own”

I stared at her then thought I’d better leave her alone till she snapped out of her mood.
I walked towards the toilet, went in and sat down on the toilet seat. How could I have thought Nicole was cheating on me? She would never, but at the back off my mind there was a slight doubt, that had been their for months, ever since I overheard the crew members talking about how Nicole got around.

I sighed heavily again and laid my head between my knees falling asleep.



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