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Chapter Fourteen: Awaken.
~GERARD'S P.O.V~
My heart ached.
The hole in my chest, grew lager.
I held in my cries of pain, of suffering, of complete dread.
"M-Mikey.." Frankie repeated his name, numerous of times.
Scaring me, deeper each time.
"F-Frankie." I whispered, my voice raw.
Frankie, groaned in pain as he tossed and turned.
BANG
The door had swung open, my father rushed towards my side.
"Has he awaken!?"
I nodded slowly.
My father paused, breathing heavily. "It is time Frankie-- Go and find your lover." My father ordered, he placed his hand on my shoulder, squeezing it tightly for a moment, eyeing Frankie.
'Lover.. You were once my lover.' I thought quietly to myself.
Frankie slowly lifted himself. "M-My lover?" He asked, confused. He's eyes wide and curious.
"Y-Yes Frankie. Your, L-Lover." I muttered through thin lips.
I had to be strong.
For Frankie's sake.
Frankie turned his face towards me, he smiled warmly.
"My love." He whispered.
My jaw dropped.
F-Frankie was calling me, his love?!
He- HE STILL LOVED ME!
FRANKIE LOVED ME!
Frankie chuckled silently to himself.
"Mikey..."
My heart had dropped.
It had broken--
In that slip second, my heart had been torn from me.
My high hopes, were stolen, and torn in front of my very eyes--
He wasn't talking about me.
I couldn't take it anymore.
I was breaking down.
He was lost to me forever.
"F-F-FRANKKKIIIIEE!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
The tears feel, they were no longer caged in.
They dropped, carelessly from my eyes.
"W-W-WHY WONT Y-YOU L-L-LOVVVEE MEE!" I cried harder, burring my face into my hands.
I felt Frankie gaze upon me, followed by my father.
Suddenly, two arms wrapped around me. Holding me tightly.
"Gee.."
I wrapped my arms around the young figure--
I held Frankie tightly.
"S-Stay! D-Don't leave me!" I breathed heavily, choking as i pleaded him to stay.
Frankie rubbed my back gently, pulling away from my embrace.
He was weak, and tired.
I could see it in him.
"Gee.." His voice lower than a whisper. "I-I, don't feel the same way anymore. I-I love Mikey."
And in that moment--
When i had convinced myself;
That i was 100% positive that my heart couldn't split, or shatter anymore than it already had.
I for one, had proved myself wrong.
The pain that pierced through my body was unbearable.
I couldn't breath.
I count speak.
My body was numb.
He- MY FRANKIE, had himself said.. he didn't love me.
He didn't want me, he want Mikey.
"Oh.... Okay." I managed to muttered clearly without my voice crackling.
Frankie looked down upon me, sadness flushed through his face.
"I-I'm sorry.."
The sensation that filled my body was unexplainable.
It hurt.
It stung.
It scared me deeper.
The hole in my chest; And my body, had united.. and become one.
"Frankie, go and clam Mikey." My father interrupted the long, awkward silence.
I held myself together.
Trying not to cry--
To scratch at my skin.
To run towards the sun, screaming his name.
I wanted to die, and there was no other way to put it.
Frankie remained still--
"W-Where do i find him?" He choked.
"Follow your heart. Listen for his call." My father muttered warmly.
Frankie nodded, he glanced my way once more, i hid my face under my black locks.
"G-Gee?"
I breathed in deeply exhaling. "Go Frankie- G-Go. I understand, it's fine Don't worry about m-me."
Frankie turned his back on me, walking swiftly towards the door.
I bit my lip--
His chest bare.
"I'll be back.. soon." With that final sentence, he had departed.
Leaving me and my father to our thoughts.
"W-What now?" I questioned.
My father grinned, giving my shoulder a squeeze.
"We wait Gerard.. Until he returns with Mikey."
I bit my lips.
"H-How long?"
"Not long, i feel his presence-- He's close by. Its up to Frankie to find him."
I grinned.
Holding all my emotions.
"Gerard.. Do you know what day it is today?" My father asked suddenly.
I shook my head.
"Its the December the 23rd" My father whispered, slight happiness detected in his voice.
I was confused.
Annoyed.
Aggravated.
"So what?!" I snapped.
My father sighted. "2 Days, including today.. It will be Christmas."
I looked up towards him, trying to rid the thoughts of Frankie.
"And?" I pushed on.
"I-I think we should have a dinner party.."
I eyed him coldly. "Why!?" I snapped.
"We- We need some good Gerard.. I- I think this is a good idea."
And with that--
I followed him patently to the main entrance, seating myself onto the stars.
Await Frankie's return with my brother.. Mikey.
~GERARD'S P.O.V~
My heart ached.
The hole in my chest, grew lager.
I held in my cries of pain, of suffering, of complete dread.
"M-Mikey.." Frankie repeated his name, numerous of times.
Scaring me, deeper each time.
"F-Frankie." I whispered, my voice raw.
Frankie, groaned in pain as he tossed and turned.
BANG
The door had swung open, my father rushed towards my side.
"Has he awaken!?"
I nodded slowly.
My father paused, breathing heavily. "It is time Frankie-- Go and find your lover." My father ordered, he placed his hand on my shoulder, squeezing it tightly for a moment, eyeing Frankie.
'Lover.. You were once my lover.' I thought quietly to myself.
Frankie slowly lifted himself. "M-My lover?" He asked, confused. He's eyes wide and curious.
"Y-Yes Frankie. Your, L-Lover." I muttered through thin lips.
I had to be strong.
For Frankie's sake.
Frankie turned his face towards me, he smiled warmly.
"My love." He whispered.
My jaw dropped.
F-Frankie was calling me, his love?!
He- HE STILL LOVED ME!
FRANKIE LOVED ME!
Frankie chuckled silently to himself.
"Mikey..."
My heart had dropped.
It had broken--
In that slip second, my heart had been torn from me.
My high hopes, were stolen, and torn in front of my very eyes--
He wasn't talking about me.
I couldn't take it anymore.
I was breaking down.
He was lost to me forever.
"F-F-FRANKKKIIIIEE!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
The tears feel, they were no longer caged in.
They dropped, carelessly from my eyes.
"W-W-WHY WONT Y-YOU L-L-LOVVVEE MEE!" I cried harder, burring my face into my hands.
I felt Frankie gaze upon me, followed by my father.
Suddenly, two arms wrapped around me. Holding me tightly.
"Gee.."
I wrapped my arms around the young figure--
I held Frankie tightly.
"S-Stay! D-Don't leave me!" I breathed heavily, choking as i pleaded him to stay.
Frankie rubbed my back gently, pulling away from my embrace.
He was weak, and tired.
I could see it in him.
"Gee.." His voice lower than a whisper. "I-I, don't feel the same way anymore. I-I love Mikey."
And in that moment--
When i had convinced myself;
That i was 100% positive that my heart couldn't split, or shatter anymore than it already had.
I for one, had proved myself wrong.
The pain that pierced through my body was unbearable.
I couldn't breath.
I count speak.
My body was numb.
He- MY FRANKIE, had himself said.. he didn't love me.
He didn't want me, he want Mikey.
"Oh.... Okay." I managed to muttered clearly without my voice crackling.
Frankie looked down upon me, sadness flushed through his face.
"I-I'm sorry.."
The sensation that filled my body was unexplainable.
It hurt.
It stung.
It scared me deeper.
The hole in my chest; And my body, had united.. and become one.
"Frankie, go and clam Mikey." My father interrupted the long, awkward silence.
I held myself together.
Trying not to cry--
To scratch at my skin.
To run towards the sun, screaming his name.
I wanted to die, and there was no other way to put it.
Frankie remained still--
"W-Where do i find him?" He choked.
"Follow your heart. Listen for his call." My father muttered warmly.
Frankie nodded, he glanced my way once more, i hid my face under my black locks.
"G-Gee?"
I breathed in deeply exhaling. "Go Frankie- G-Go. I understand, it's fine Don't worry about m-me."
Frankie turned his back on me, walking swiftly towards the door.
I bit my lip--
His chest bare.
"I'll be back.. soon." With that final sentence, he had departed.
Leaving me and my father to our thoughts.
"W-What now?" I questioned.
My father grinned, giving my shoulder a squeeze.
"We wait Gerard.. Until he returns with Mikey."
I bit my lips.
"H-How long?"
"Not long, i feel his presence-- He's close by. Its up to Frankie to find him."
I grinned.
Holding all my emotions.
"Gerard.. Do you know what day it is today?" My father asked suddenly.
I shook my head.
"Its the December the 23rd" My father whispered, slight happiness detected in his voice.
I was confused.
Annoyed.
Aggravated.
"So what?!" I snapped.
My father sighted. "2 Days, including today.. It will be Christmas."
I looked up towards him, trying to rid the thoughts of Frankie.
"And?" I pushed on.
"I-I think we should have a dinner party.."
I eyed him coldly. "Why!?" I snapped.
"We- We need some good Gerard.. I- I think this is a good idea."
And with that--
I followed him patently to the main entrance, seating myself onto the stars.
Await Frankie's return with my brother.. Mikey.
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