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Gerards POV

I watched as Nicole wrapped her arms around some guy Ive never seen before in my life. I watched as she leant forward kissing him while slowly running her hand across his back. I watched as she lead him inside the seedy 40 dollar a night motel room. I watched as the woman I thought I loved, who loved me in return cheated on me behind my very back.


Daggers POV

I was sitting outside the bus having a smoke when Gerard comes driving up in his car. I watched as he gets out and slams the door, then makes his way angrily towards the bus. He stops for a minute to look at me, a weird look comes on his face one Ive never seen before, like an idea had just sprung into his head. He walks over to where I was sitting and strecthes out his hand for me to take. I grab it and he pulls me up. But before I can ask where we are going he pulls me towards his car motioning for me to get in it. I get in his car and as soon as he gets in ask

"Where we going Gerard, What you up to"

"Shhh!" He replies while placing his hand on my thigh. His touch made me shiver but not out of fear out of lust.

We drive for a bit until we come to a remote woodland, no one else is about its just the two of us.

He goes into the backseat motioning for me to follow. I do. Once im in the back he grabs at my neck forcefully putting his lips against mine, kissing me roughly whilst grabbing at my top. Once my top is off he pulls off my trousers so Im just in my underwear. He grins a lustful grin and starts undressing himself. Soon were both completly naked in the back of his car. He lays me down in the backseat the leather cool and soft touching my back whilst he climbs on top of me stradling my hips. He leans down and kisses my neck, nipping it and biting it adding more and more to the pleasure Im feeling already. His hand roam up to my breast and he squeazes them before sliding them down my stomach to my crotch. He starts rubbing inside me, the feeling keeps building up inside but before I can cum he stops and postions himself ready to enter me.

But something was wrong this didnt feel right, I mean I was growing to love the guy, he was the reason I was giving up drugs, he was going to help me, but this...Nicole..Fuck it.

"Gerard" I said

"Hmmm" he grunted

"Gerard what are you doing... what about Nicole... your still with her arnt you"

He licked his lips before bending down and stroking the side of my face.

"Baby Baby Baby.... she dosent matter anymore I want you and only you... dont spoil this for me"

I smiled and nodded my head

"Okay" I said

And with that Gerard entered me, going in and out hard and fast, grunting and sweating. I mean dont get me wrong the sex was good but it wasent how I imagined sex with Gerard to be it wasent sweet and gentle, it was rough and over with in a couple of minutes. After he came he pulled out wiping his hands on the seat then started getting dressed. I did to and soon we were both dressed and he was getting in the drivers seat again.

We didnt say a word to each other as we drove back to the bus. As soon as we got back he said

"Remember what I said before.. this stays between us"

I was quite upset, but also confused what did the guy want from me. Just sex. Did he feel for me what I felt for him. God, sometimes he treated me like a princess other times like toy used for his own pleasure. I made my way out of the car and walked away from him. I didnt want him to know that I was upset.


Gerards POV

I felt bad for using Dagger like that. But I wanted to get my revenge on Nicole. Two could play at this game.

As I entered the bus, Nicole was sitting waiting for me. As soon as she saw me she jumped up and flung her arms around my neck kissing me passionatley on the lips. I returned the favour leading her towards the back of bus ready for another round of sex for the both of us.



LATER THAT DAY STILL GERARDS POV


I sat in bed with Nicole smoking a cigarette. Why didnt I just break up with her, why did I have to use Dagger like that. Fuck. I needed Nicole, I needed the secruity of having someone to know that I was not alone in this world. Loneliness scared the shit out of me. Dagger was just their but I do admit I was attracted to her, I think she has feelings for me, I dont know. I dont want to break her heart but I liked the way things were. Being able to tell the world, fans I had someone. But also being able to enjoy the satisfaction of others. I sighed hopefully things go alright. Dagger needed me, she needed my help andthats what I was doing helping her getting her mind of drugs.


Daggers POV

I made my way to the bus I had just finished work and was looking forward to a sleep. Hell I needed it. I walked past Ray and Bob playing Donkey Konga smiling at them politley and made my way to the bunks.

When I got there I realised I wasent alone. There was Gerard with a sleeping (almost naked) Nicole at his chest. I froze and looked at him, he looked right back a questionign look in his eyes. I knew I was gonna cry so I grabbed my bag and went into the bathroom locking the door behind me. Once their I searched arounf a bit until I found what I was looking for. I only had a small amount of powder left but what I did have I scopped up in my nail and snorted. My heart felt cold, it felt broken. That bastard I dont need him. Fucking men. All I wanted was to blank everything out and thats just what I intended to do.



Gerards POV

I heard someone come in to the bunk area. I looked up it was Dagger. I didnt know what to do here I was with Nicole. Fuck. I just stared at her afraid to say anything. She looked back. But there was something in her eyes a sadness. She left quickly grabbing her bag and going into the bathroom. I felt a twinge of guilt in my heart. Did I just break her heart. Right there and now I realised that maybe I did feel something towards her not just lust and attraction but


LOVE.....



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