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Do you ever get that feeling?
You know, the one where love and happiness over takes you?
You don’t know what it’s like until you feel it.
That sensation running through your body…
When your life changes.
My life changed.
Do you want to know why?

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

That’s the reason why,
They’re reason why I feel so…
I don’t even know!
I can’t even explain in words how much they mean to me.

I know you’ve heard it all before.
The story where someone’s suicidal, and he or she listened to My Chem.
And their whole life changed!
It’s amazing how that can happen.
But that didn’t happen to me.
I wasn’t depressed or suicidal.
I’m not saying that people who are suicidal aren’t true fans.
But, I didn’t go through that.

Sure, I had those days.
Where insults last forever one day.
Comments of looking ‘emo’ and ‘goth’ are worse then shot to the head.
And then wishing that shot to head would finally come.
And it never does.

Sure, I am messed up in the head.
More then most people could imagine.
But, let’s get back to the whole point of this.

I know this won’t make a difference.
Typing up my love for My Chemical Romance,
That won’t prove how much they mean to me.
Even if you don’t believe me,
For all you know I could be some preppy girl with nothing better to do.

But, I can guarantee. I am not that girl.
I’m not perfect. Or smart.
I’m not pretty. Or rich.
Hell, I never will be.
I’m just a simple girl.
Who’s life changed.
My life changed because of that band.
My life changed because of those 5 guys.

I don’t know if this happened to any of you before.
But, this happens to me a lot.
When you’re alone, sitting in your bedroom.
Just listening to My Chemical Romance.
And their music just…
Makes you feel different.
It takes over you.

When those tears fill your eyes.
Because of that one song you want to last forever.
That one song that seems so significant.

So important.
So major.
So immense.
So beautiful.
So inspiring.

I could go on forever.
I would do it.
Just write down those words that describe them the most.
But we all know what those words are going to be.

I don’t know why the have that effect over me.
No other band has made me feel like that.
I hope they actually understand how much they mean to me.
It’s not like they’re going to read this.
But without that band…
I don’t know what kind of person I would be.
Don’t they ever make you feel like that?

Like you’re not alone anymore.
I know that sounds lame and cheesy.
Worthless even!

But, I can’t help how I feel.
I can’t change. I never will.
I can never forget that they changed my life.
They mean the world to me.
They have an immeasurable, undying, never-ending place in my heart.
It will last forever.

I guess this ends here.
You’re all probably bored out of your minds.
But I hope that shows how much I love them.
How much I care about them.
Because without them…
I don’t think I could walk this world alone.

Fin.