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Chapter 3: Letting Go But Hanging On
Bobbie finished unpacking all her things when her phone rang. She got a sick feeling until she seen it was Patrick. "Hi." "Hey, whatcha doing?" "I just finished unpacking my last box. How about you?" "We just finished practicing. Could you use some company?" "I could. Lynn is working and Samantha went out with some friends." "Okay. I'll be over in 5 minutes." Bobbie turned off her phone. She did want it to ring when Patrick was there. She walked to the door and waited for his knock.
"Hi, would you like to watch a movie?" "Sure, let me see what I have. What are you interested in?" "Anything." "I have 'Say Anything'. Or is that too girlish for you?" Patrick laughed. "No, that's fine." Patrick sat on the couch. "Do you want anything to eat or drink?" "No, I'm fine."
Bobbie got the DVD started and sat next to Patrick. Halfway through the movie Bobbie snuggled closer to Patrick. He put his arm around her and she put her head on his shoulder. She felt so safe. She closed her eyes and feel asleep. The movie ended and Patrick just sat there with Bobbie in his arms. He didn't want to move and wake her up. He grabbed her hand and rubbed her hand up to her wrist. he noticed a few red marks and some that were healed. Just then both Lynn and Samantha walked through the door.
"Oh, hi Patrick." Lynn said. "Hi, how are you two?" "Good." Bobbie woke up. "Oh my God. I'm so sorry Patrick. I didn't mean to fall asleep." "That's alright. I think I'll go, so you can go to bed. Do you know what time you will be done tomorrow.?" "Tomorrow is going to be a longer day. I have to be there at 8 and I'll finish around 3." "Okay. Why don't I call you at 4 to let you know what to wear for our date. I still haven't gotten it all planned." "I'm looking forward to it. You have a good night." "You too. Patrick bent down and gave Bobbie a kiss on the lips. It was soft, but there was electricity that they both felt.
The next morning Bobbie woke up at 6:00. She took a shower and got dressed. Lynn and Samantha were also up. "Did you and Patrick have a nice time yesterday?" Lynn asked. "Yeah. He's really special. Unlike any other guy I've known. I didn't plan on finding a guy here. We have a date tonight." "That will be fun. Do you know where you are going?" "Not yet. It's a surprise." "If I don't see you before, have a nice time." "Thanks. I know we will." Bobble left a little after 7:00. She wanted to get there early.
Everything went well with the orientation. She didn't see Lynn or Samantha, but it was a big school and they all had different classes. When she got home she laid down and waited for Patrick to call. About 45 minutes later he called. "Hi Bobbie. How was your day?" "Good, long though." "Do you still want to go out?" "Of course. What should I wear?" "Well, I thought we would go to the Green Mill. It's not too fancy. How does that sound?" "Sounds great. What time?" "Does 6:00 sound good?" "Yeah. I'll see you then." "Bye." She rested for a few minuted more and then got up.
She took out a white sun dress with little flowers on it plus a purple sweater. She normally wouldn't wear something like this, but she wanted to look nice for Patrick. Her phone rang. It was him again. She debated on answering it. She answered it. "Hello?" "Hi, Baby." "I'm not your baby." "Come on Bobbie. I'm sorry for everything. Please come back." "No. I have a date tonight and I'm trying to get ready. You must stop calling." "A date? He won't fucking love you like I do. He'll see that you are a whore. You will never be loved. You are used goods." "Please leave me alone. I'll give you one more chance and I'm calling the police." "Your a bitch you know that. I gave you everything. I will see that you will never be happy again. I will find out where you are." He hung up. Bobbie fell to the floor and the tears came. She didn't know what to do.
She looked at the clock. It was 5:30. She needed to get ready. She had to cut. The urge was so strong. She couldn't help it. She was losing the battle again. She cut into her arms. There were so many scars and cuts again. She quickly grabbed some paper towels. God, why did she do this. There was a knock on the door. She didn't think Lynn or Samantha were home. "Yeah?" "Bobbie, it's Patrick. The door was unlocked so I came in. Are you alright?" He could tell she was crying. "I'm just running a little late. Why don't you watch some t.v. until I finish." "Sure sweetie." She smiled when he said that. She knew she had to stop the cutting.
She wrapped her arms up in gauze and freshened her face and put some make up on. She slowly opened the bathroom door to make sure Patrick was in the living room. She ran to her room. She put on her dress and carefully put on the sweater. She combed her hair and put some perfume on. She grabbed her sandals and purse. "Hi Patrick." He shut the t.v. and turned around. God, she is gorgeous. "Hey, you look beautiful." "Thank you. You look very nice yourself." He had black jeans, black t-shirt, and a black jean jacket. And of course one of his many hats. "I just need to put on my sandals."
They left and Patrick drove to the restaurant. There were seated by the window. "This is really nice. I really like spending time with you, Patrick." "I like spending time with you. You are unlike anyone I've known." He smiled. "I never thought I'd feel this way again. My ex-girlfriend cheated on me and it just ripped my heart out. I actually caught her in the act." "Oh my god. I'm so sorry." He looked down. "If I was still with her I wouldn't be with you right now and there is no other place I'd rather be." He grabbed her hand and gave her a gentle kiss.
Their food came and they ate and then went to the park. "Do you want to go for a walk?" Patrick asked. "Sure." They got out and walked until they came to a bench. "You know you never told me the name of your band." "I didn't. It's Fall Out Boy." "Cool name. What do the other guys play?" "Andy plays drums, Joe guitar, and Pete bass. Actually, we are playing a club tomorrow night. Would you like to come?" "What time?" "We go on at 9:00. You can come then or earlier. We have to be there at 6:00." "I definitely will be there but I don't know I'll go with you at 6:00. I have a later class."
"Okay. Great. I have another question." "What?" "Um, man. I don't know how to ask this?" He took his hat off and adjusted it. She grabbed his hand with one of hers and the other hand went to his face. She made him look at her. "What is it, Trick?" "Trick? I like it. Okay, here it goes. Can we be like boyfriend and girlfriend? Fuck it, I sound like I'm in Junior High." "No you don't and I'd love to be your girlfriend." Patrick pulled her close and held her face in his hands. Their lips touched softly. She opened her mouth and he slipped his tongue in. She played with his hair knocking his baseball cap off. He kissed her eyes, nose and neck. "Trick, we better stop." "Yeah, you're right. I want our first time to be special." He bent down and grabbed his hat. "I haven't seen you without your hat. You look good." "Thanks. He was embarrassed. His hair was thinning and he hated it, but she didn't care. he only knew her 3 days and he was falling hard for her.
They drove home and Patrick walked Bobbie to the door. The lights were on, so she knew Lynn and Samantha were home. "Bobbie, I had a really nice time. You have no idea." "I think I do. I had a wonderful time with you." "I'll see you tomorrow?" "Of course. Come here." Patrick got closer. She put her arms around his neck and her hand on the back of his head. "Give me a kiss, Trick." They touched lips. Both of them were breathing heavy. "Oh my god Bobbie. What do you do to me?" "Your kisses are amazing." "I'm going to go now. You have a good night and good day tomorrow." "You too. Good night and dream of me." "I plan on it." Patrick kissed the top of her head and walked home. Bobbie walked inside.
"Hey Bobbie. How was your date with Patrick?" Lynn asked. "I have never had a date like it. He is amazing. I think I'm in love." "I think he is too." "How was your day?" "Good. I got most of my books and had 2 tests to see what classes that I need to take. And I met a guy." "Excellent. I'm going to go to bed. I have a class at 9:00." "Good night" Bobbie went to her room and got ready for bed.
Patrick walked in his house. "So, you didn't get any?" "Shut the fuck up, Pete." He threw his keys on the counter. "Sorry Patty. Just joking around. How was the date?" "Good. Well, better than good. I never that I would feel like this. Fuck, when I kiss her I get all tingly. I can't even imagine having sex with her. I'd fucking explode." "Well, actually." "Shut up you pervert." Patrick hit him. "I'm going to go to bed. What time are we practicing?" Patrick asked. "Noon. Andy has to work in the morning." "Alright. Goodnight Pete."
Patrick went to his room and took his jeans, shirt, hat, and socks off and then he climbed into bed. All he could think of was her. He fell asleep with a smile on his face.
Bobbie finished unpacking all her things when her phone rang. She got a sick feeling until she seen it was Patrick. "Hi." "Hey, whatcha doing?" "I just finished unpacking my last box. How about you?" "We just finished practicing. Could you use some company?" "I could. Lynn is working and Samantha went out with some friends." "Okay. I'll be over in 5 minutes." Bobbie turned off her phone. She did want it to ring when Patrick was there. She walked to the door and waited for his knock.
"Hi, would you like to watch a movie?" "Sure, let me see what I have. What are you interested in?" "Anything." "I have 'Say Anything'. Or is that too girlish for you?" Patrick laughed. "No, that's fine." Patrick sat on the couch. "Do you want anything to eat or drink?" "No, I'm fine."
Bobbie got the DVD started and sat next to Patrick. Halfway through the movie Bobbie snuggled closer to Patrick. He put his arm around her and she put her head on his shoulder. She felt so safe. She closed her eyes and feel asleep. The movie ended and Patrick just sat there with Bobbie in his arms. He didn't want to move and wake her up. He grabbed her hand and rubbed her hand up to her wrist. he noticed a few red marks and some that were healed. Just then both Lynn and Samantha walked through the door.
"Oh, hi Patrick." Lynn said. "Hi, how are you two?" "Good." Bobbie woke up. "Oh my God. I'm so sorry Patrick. I didn't mean to fall asleep." "That's alright. I think I'll go, so you can go to bed. Do you know what time you will be done tomorrow.?" "Tomorrow is going to be a longer day. I have to be there at 8 and I'll finish around 3." "Okay. Why don't I call you at 4 to let you know what to wear for our date. I still haven't gotten it all planned." "I'm looking forward to it. You have a good night." "You too. Patrick bent down and gave Bobbie a kiss on the lips. It was soft, but there was electricity that they both felt.
The next morning Bobbie woke up at 6:00. She took a shower and got dressed. Lynn and Samantha were also up. "Did you and Patrick have a nice time yesterday?" Lynn asked. "Yeah. He's really special. Unlike any other guy I've known. I didn't plan on finding a guy here. We have a date tonight." "That will be fun. Do you know where you are going?" "Not yet. It's a surprise." "If I don't see you before, have a nice time." "Thanks. I know we will." Bobble left a little after 7:00. She wanted to get there early.
Everything went well with the orientation. She didn't see Lynn or Samantha, but it was a big school and they all had different classes. When she got home she laid down and waited for Patrick to call. About 45 minutes later he called. "Hi Bobbie. How was your day?" "Good, long though." "Do you still want to go out?" "Of course. What should I wear?" "Well, I thought we would go to the Green Mill. It's not too fancy. How does that sound?" "Sounds great. What time?" "Does 6:00 sound good?" "Yeah. I'll see you then." "Bye." She rested for a few minuted more and then got up.
She took out a white sun dress with little flowers on it plus a purple sweater. She normally wouldn't wear something like this, but she wanted to look nice for Patrick. Her phone rang. It was him again. She debated on answering it. She answered it. "Hello?" "Hi, Baby." "I'm not your baby." "Come on Bobbie. I'm sorry for everything. Please come back." "No. I have a date tonight and I'm trying to get ready. You must stop calling." "A date? He won't fucking love you like I do. He'll see that you are a whore. You will never be loved. You are used goods." "Please leave me alone. I'll give you one more chance and I'm calling the police." "Your a bitch you know that. I gave you everything. I will see that you will never be happy again. I will find out where you are." He hung up. Bobbie fell to the floor and the tears came. She didn't know what to do.
She looked at the clock. It was 5:30. She needed to get ready. She had to cut. The urge was so strong. She couldn't help it. She was losing the battle again. She cut into her arms. There were so many scars and cuts again. She quickly grabbed some paper towels. God, why did she do this. There was a knock on the door. She didn't think Lynn or Samantha were home. "Yeah?" "Bobbie, it's Patrick. The door was unlocked so I came in. Are you alright?" He could tell she was crying. "I'm just running a little late. Why don't you watch some t.v. until I finish." "Sure sweetie." She smiled when he said that. She knew she had to stop the cutting.
She wrapped her arms up in gauze and freshened her face and put some make up on. She slowly opened the bathroom door to make sure Patrick was in the living room. She ran to her room. She put on her dress and carefully put on the sweater. She combed her hair and put some perfume on. She grabbed her sandals and purse. "Hi Patrick." He shut the t.v. and turned around. God, she is gorgeous. "Hey, you look beautiful." "Thank you. You look very nice yourself." He had black jeans, black t-shirt, and a black jean jacket. And of course one of his many hats. "I just need to put on my sandals."
They left and Patrick drove to the restaurant. There were seated by the window. "This is really nice. I really like spending time with you, Patrick." "I like spending time with you. You are unlike anyone I've known." He smiled. "I never thought I'd feel this way again. My ex-girlfriend cheated on me and it just ripped my heart out. I actually caught her in the act." "Oh my god. I'm so sorry." He looked down. "If I was still with her I wouldn't be with you right now and there is no other place I'd rather be." He grabbed her hand and gave her a gentle kiss.
Their food came and they ate and then went to the park. "Do you want to go for a walk?" Patrick asked. "Sure." They got out and walked until they came to a bench. "You know you never told me the name of your band." "I didn't. It's Fall Out Boy." "Cool name. What do the other guys play?" "Andy plays drums, Joe guitar, and Pete bass. Actually, we are playing a club tomorrow night. Would you like to come?" "What time?" "We go on at 9:00. You can come then or earlier. We have to be there at 6:00." "I definitely will be there but I don't know I'll go with you at 6:00. I have a later class."
"Okay. Great. I have another question." "What?" "Um, man. I don't know how to ask this?" He took his hat off and adjusted it. She grabbed his hand with one of hers and the other hand went to his face. She made him look at her. "What is it, Trick?" "Trick? I like it. Okay, here it goes. Can we be like boyfriend and girlfriend? Fuck it, I sound like I'm in Junior High." "No you don't and I'd love to be your girlfriend." Patrick pulled her close and held her face in his hands. Their lips touched softly. She opened her mouth and he slipped his tongue in. She played with his hair knocking his baseball cap off. He kissed her eyes, nose and neck. "Trick, we better stop." "Yeah, you're right. I want our first time to be special." He bent down and grabbed his hat. "I haven't seen you without your hat. You look good." "Thanks. He was embarrassed. His hair was thinning and he hated it, but she didn't care. he only knew her 3 days and he was falling hard for her.
They drove home and Patrick walked Bobbie to the door. The lights were on, so she knew Lynn and Samantha were home. "Bobbie, I had a really nice time. You have no idea." "I think I do. I had a wonderful time with you." "I'll see you tomorrow?" "Of course. Come here." Patrick got closer. She put her arms around his neck and her hand on the back of his head. "Give me a kiss, Trick." They touched lips. Both of them were breathing heavy. "Oh my god Bobbie. What do you do to me?" "Your kisses are amazing." "I'm going to go now. You have a good night and good day tomorrow." "You too. Good night and dream of me." "I plan on it." Patrick kissed the top of her head and walked home. Bobbie walked inside.
"Hey Bobbie. How was your date with Patrick?" Lynn asked. "I have never had a date like it. He is amazing. I think I'm in love." "I think he is too." "How was your day?" "Good. I got most of my books and had 2 tests to see what classes that I need to take. And I met a guy." "Excellent. I'm going to go to bed. I have a class at 9:00." "Good night" Bobbie went to her room and got ready for bed.
Patrick walked in his house. "So, you didn't get any?" "Shut the fuck up, Pete." He threw his keys on the counter. "Sorry Patty. Just joking around. How was the date?" "Good. Well, better than good. I never that I would feel like this. Fuck, when I kiss her I get all tingly. I can't even imagine having sex with her. I'd fucking explode." "Well, actually." "Shut up you pervert." Patrick hit him. "I'm going to go to bed. What time are we practicing?" Patrick asked. "Noon. Andy has to work in the morning." "Alright. Goodnight Pete."
Patrick went to his room and took his jeans, shirt, hat, and socks off and then he climbed into bed. All he could think of was her. He fell asleep with a smile on his face.
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