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Chapter 14: Love Will Tear Us Apart
Bobbie came back from work. She really dreaded it. There was a letter from Patrick.
Babycakes,
I love you. Remember that always. I’m so sorry for fucking this up. I won’t ever forget you. I want us to get back together. You mean everything to me. Everything. You were the one to carry my child. Even if it was for a short time. I want you back. I love you. God, I love you so much. When I first seen you last year you took my breath away. I wanted to know you right away. You are a special woman. You brought out the best in me. I’ll never forget you as long as I live You never knew, but in the mornings I would wake up and watch you sleep. I wanted to keep you safe. I still do. I would dream of us in 50 years from now. Having kids and grandkids. I’m sorry for breaking your heart. I should have been a better man. I know a million sorries won’t undo what I did. Please take care of yourself. I moving back with Pete, so If you need anything call us. I love you, baby. I always will.
Love,
Patrick
She was crying. She needed to move. She couldn’t live next door to Patrick. She went on the computer and looked up the University of Minnesota and applied right away.
Within a week she heard from the University. She was going to be moving in December. She was sad, but needed a clean break. There was a knock on the door. “Hi Pete. What are you up to?” “Not much. Hey, you want to go for coffee?” “Sure, let me get my coat.” Pete seen the acceptance letter. “Bobbie, are you moving away?” “Peter Wentz, how dare you read a letter intended for me.” “Well, are you?” “Yes, I’m going to transfer back to Minnesota. I already found an apartment.” “Bobbie, don’t do this.” “I can’t see him everyday. I see him through the windows. I see him going to work, taking the trash out, going to the shows, and looking at my house. It breaks my heart every time I see him” He went to her. “I’m sorry. Please, I want us to keep in touch.” “Of course we will. You’re my best friend.” “Do you want me to tell Patrick?” “Wait until I have a few days before I leave.” “Bobbie, I do have some news you won’t be happy with? Let’s go to the couch.” The sat down. “What is it? Patrick and Allison are dating?” She jokingly laughed. Pete just looked at the floor. “Oh, fuck no. You’ve got to be kidding me. We, he moved on fast.” “Bobbie, he not thinking straight.” “I’m glad they’re together. They deserve being together. She’ll hurt him though.” “I know. Everyone knows, except him.” “Pete, protect him.” “I’m trying. Do you want to go for coffee?” “No, do you want to get a pizza and watch a movie?” “Only if I get to pick the movie?” “Let me guess, ‘Nightmare Before Christmas’?” “You got it.” Once the pizza came they sat on the couch and watched the movie.
Bobbie laid her head on Pete’s shoulders and he wrapped his arms around her. After the movie neither one of them moved. She looked up at Pete and stood in front of him. She grabbed his hands. “What are you doing Bobbie.” “I want you.” “No, you don’t.” “Please, you felt it that night and I did too.” “You still love Patrick.” “But he doesn’t love me. Come on.” He knew he should run out of there, but he left he lead him to the bedroom. “Bobbie, this is wrong.” “Be quiet.” She kissed him sliding her tongue into his mouth. She grabbed his shirt and pulled it up over his head. She ran her hands up and down his chest. Outlining the tattoos. She took extra time at his bat tattoo right above his waistband. “God, I shouldn’t be doing this.” “Shh.” She kissed his chest. Then she pushed him on the bed. She took off her shirt. Pete reached up and took off her bra. “Bobbie, you are so beautiful.” She undid his jeans and took them off. “No underwear?” “The jeans are tight enough.” They laughed. She took her jeans off with her panties. She kissed his inner thighs. Pete slid his hands through her hair. “Come here.” She went to Pete. “Are you sure about this?” “Yes. I want to feel again.” He flipped her over. Pete licked her nipples. He kissed the sides of her breasts and down her stomach. He was going to slid his fingers inside of her. “No, Pete.” “What’s wrong.” “Nothing. Please just come inside of me.” He slid inside of her.
“Oh, Patrick.” She didn’t realize what she said, but Pete did. He didn’t say anything. He felt awful for what he was doing. She ran her hands through his hair. He started moving inside of her. “Bobbie, your so tight. Fuck, you feel so good.” “Faster, I’m almost there.” He went faster, slamming inside of her. “Bobbie.” They came at the same time. Pete rolled off of her. “Thank you, Pete.” “I still don’t think this was a good idea.” He took her into his arms. “Bobbie, you still love him, don’t you?” “Yes, I’ll always love him.” She started to cry. “Why did you want to have sex? You know that is all it was” “I know. I guess just hearing he’s moved on, I wanted to too. But it didn’t work. I still feel miserable. I’m sorry for dragging you into this.” “Forget it. Get some rest. Is it okay if I just stay here.” “Sure.” They fell asleep a few minutes later.
At 6 am Pete woke up. Bobbie had her back to him. He quietly got out of bed and grabbed his clothes. He had his jeans and shoes on when he left. Patrick came out of their house and noticed Pete coming out of Bobbies without his shirt. “Hey Patrick.” “What the fuck? Why are you coming out of her house at 6 am?” We watched a movie and I fell asleep. What are you doing out here?” “I couldn’t sleep. But we’re not done. Did you sleep with my girlfriend?” “No, she may have slept with everyone in Chicago but not me. Oh, your talking about Bobbie. Last time I checked she kicked your sorry ass out and you have someone new. You fucked up with her.” “Did you?” “Yes. Are you happy. I told her about you and Allison. She’s figured you moved on and she thought that if we had sex she could. Well, she can’t. She cried the whole night. So, yes I fucked Bobbie as you put it.” Patrick was steaming. His hands were in his fists. He slammed one into Pete. Pete fell to the ground. “Stay away from her. You had no right to tell her about Allison. That was up to me.” He walked over Pete and went to Bobbie’s.
Bobbie lay awake. She was awake when Pete left. She felt ashamed for what she did to him. She was happy that he didn’t push it when he wanted to put his fingers inside of her. Patrick was the only one to do that. It was special to her. He knew all her spots. All of a sudden she heard knocking. “Who is that at this time?” She went to the door and looked though the peephole. “Patrick, please go.” “No, I need to see you. Please just for a couple minutes.” She opened the door. He could tell she had been crying. “What?” “Can I come in?” “Sure.” She walked to the living room and sat on the couch. “Why did you sleep with Pete?” “Did he tell you?” “I asked him. I knew he had. Then I punched him.” “Oh god.” She put her head in her hands. “So, why did you?” “It’s none of your business.” He grabbed her and took her into his arms and kissed her. Their tongues fighting each other. She wanted him so badly. After they broke free she slapped him across the face. “Leave and go back to her. “I’m sorry. Sorry for everything.” He left. She went to the couch and cried.”
The next few weeks went well. A few times Bobbie seen Allison and Patrick. She couldn’t wait until December. She still didn’t tell Patrick she was leaving. She spent Thanksgiving with Pete and his family. Afterwards, she went home and cried thinking of last year. She was scared to leave, but she would be in contact with Pete. She started packing in late November. She found the box of the baby stuff. She looked inside and the tears came. “Oh baby. Mommy and Daddy miss you. She took out the t-shirt Patrick got. She remembered when he came home from the mall that day.
~~~~"Bobbie, wake up. Babycakes.” “Mmmm. Let me sleep.” “No, I want to show you some things that I got.” “They better be good.” She sat up. “They are.” He grabbed two bags and put them on the bed. Inside were sleepers, undershirts, socks, rattles, and a teddy bear. “Oh Patrick. Everything is so nice.” “You haven’t seen the best.” It was a black t-shirt. Printed on it said ‘I’m cool because my dad is in a band’ She laughed. “I love it. You are going to be a terrific daddy.” ~~~~
She cried even harder. She went to the bathroom and wiped her face. She grabbed the t-shirt and one of the pictures of the sonograms. She wanted to give them to Patrick. She knocked on the door. Patrick answered it in just his jeans. God, how she loved his body. “Uh, Bobbie.” He turned around like someone would be coming up behind him. “Is this a bad time?” “Sorta.” “Baby, come back to bed.” She heard Allison. “I’ll be quick. I’m moving back to Minnesota in a few weeks. I found these and thought you should have them. Please don’t contact me. I want to forget you.” With that she left Patrick. He was stunned. He looked down. The baby. It was the future and now they had no future. He closed the door.
The next few weeks went by slow. Bobbie had everything packed. Pete, Joe, and Andy helped her load everything in the U-haul. She seen Patrick looking out the window watching them. “Well guys, I’m ready to go. Thank you so much for your help.” “Bobbie, take care of yourself. I’m going to miss you.” “Bye, Andy. Good luck on the record.” “Keep in contact. Patrick is lost without you, but I understand..” “Bye, Joe Take care of yourself.” She was left alone with Pete. “Bobbie I’m going to miss you. I wish things would of worked out between you and Pattyboy. Call me when you get in.” “I will and please, please take care of him. She is going to shatter his heart. “ “I will.” “I’m going to have to go before I start crying. She hugged Pete and got in the car. He was by the door. “I love you. You’re my best friend besides the guys.” “Same here.” She took one last look at Patrick and drove off.
Bobbie came back from work. She really dreaded it. There was a letter from Patrick.
Babycakes,
I love you. Remember that always. I’m so sorry for fucking this up. I won’t ever forget you. I want us to get back together. You mean everything to me. Everything. You were the one to carry my child. Even if it was for a short time. I want you back. I love you. God, I love you so much. When I first seen you last year you took my breath away. I wanted to know you right away. You are a special woman. You brought out the best in me. I’ll never forget you as long as I live You never knew, but in the mornings I would wake up and watch you sleep. I wanted to keep you safe. I still do. I would dream of us in 50 years from now. Having kids and grandkids. I’m sorry for breaking your heart. I should have been a better man. I know a million sorries won’t undo what I did. Please take care of yourself. I moving back with Pete, so If you need anything call us. I love you, baby. I always will.
Love,
Patrick
She was crying. She needed to move. She couldn’t live next door to Patrick. She went on the computer and looked up the University of Minnesota and applied right away.
Within a week she heard from the University. She was going to be moving in December. She was sad, but needed a clean break. There was a knock on the door. “Hi Pete. What are you up to?” “Not much. Hey, you want to go for coffee?” “Sure, let me get my coat.” Pete seen the acceptance letter. “Bobbie, are you moving away?” “Peter Wentz, how dare you read a letter intended for me.” “Well, are you?” “Yes, I’m going to transfer back to Minnesota. I already found an apartment.” “Bobbie, don’t do this.” “I can’t see him everyday. I see him through the windows. I see him going to work, taking the trash out, going to the shows, and looking at my house. It breaks my heart every time I see him” He went to her. “I’m sorry. Please, I want us to keep in touch.” “Of course we will. You’re my best friend.” “Do you want me to tell Patrick?” “Wait until I have a few days before I leave.” “Bobbie, I do have some news you won’t be happy with? Let’s go to the couch.” The sat down. “What is it? Patrick and Allison are dating?” She jokingly laughed. Pete just looked at the floor. “Oh, fuck no. You’ve got to be kidding me. We, he moved on fast.” “Bobbie, he not thinking straight.” “I’m glad they’re together. They deserve being together. She’ll hurt him though.” “I know. Everyone knows, except him.” “Pete, protect him.” “I’m trying. Do you want to go for coffee?” “No, do you want to get a pizza and watch a movie?” “Only if I get to pick the movie?” “Let me guess, ‘Nightmare Before Christmas’?” “You got it.” Once the pizza came they sat on the couch and watched the movie.
Bobbie laid her head on Pete’s shoulders and he wrapped his arms around her. After the movie neither one of them moved. She looked up at Pete and stood in front of him. She grabbed his hands. “What are you doing Bobbie.” “I want you.” “No, you don’t.” “Please, you felt it that night and I did too.” “You still love Patrick.” “But he doesn’t love me. Come on.” He knew he should run out of there, but he left he lead him to the bedroom. “Bobbie, this is wrong.” “Be quiet.” She kissed him sliding her tongue into his mouth. She grabbed his shirt and pulled it up over his head. She ran her hands up and down his chest. Outlining the tattoos. She took extra time at his bat tattoo right above his waistband. “God, I shouldn’t be doing this.” “Shh.” She kissed his chest. Then she pushed him on the bed. She took off her shirt. Pete reached up and took off her bra. “Bobbie, you are so beautiful.” She undid his jeans and took them off. “No underwear?” “The jeans are tight enough.” They laughed. She took her jeans off with her panties. She kissed his inner thighs. Pete slid his hands through her hair. “Come here.” She went to Pete. “Are you sure about this?” “Yes. I want to feel again.” He flipped her over. Pete licked her nipples. He kissed the sides of her breasts and down her stomach. He was going to slid his fingers inside of her. “No, Pete.” “What’s wrong.” “Nothing. Please just come inside of me.” He slid inside of her.
“Oh, Patrick.” She didn’t realize what she said, but Pete did. He didn’t say anything. He felt awful for what he was doing. She ran her hands through his hair. He started moving inside of her. “Bobbie, your so tight. Fuck, you feel so good.” “Faster, I’m almost there.” He went faster, slamming inside of her. “Bobbie.” They came at the same time. Pete rolled off of her. “Thank you, Pete.” “I still don’t think this was a good idea.” He took her into his arms. “Bobbie, you still love him, don’t you?” “Yes, I’ll always love him.” She started to cry. “Why did you want to have sex? You know that is all it was” “I know. I guess just hearing he’s moved on, I wanted to too. But it didn’t work. I still feel miserable. I’m sorry for dragging you into this.” “Forget it. Get some rest. Is it okay if I just stay here.” “Sure.” They fell asleep a few minutes later.
At 6 am Pete woke up. Bobbie had her back to him. He quietly got out of bed and grabbed his clothes. He had his jeans and shoes on when he left. Patrick came out of their house and noticed Pete coming out of Bobbies without his shirt. “Hey Patrick.” “What the fuck? Why are you coming out of her house at 6 am?” We watched a movie and I fell asleep. What are you doing out here?” “I couldn’t sleep. But we’re not done. Did you sleep with my girlfriend?” “No, she may have slept with everyone in Chicago but not me. Oh, your talking about Bobbie. Last time I checked she kicked your sorry ass out and you have someone new. You fucked up with her.” “Did you?” “Yes. Are you happy. I told her about you and Allison. She’s figured you moved on and she thought that if we had sex she could. Well, she can’t. She cried the whole night. So, yes I fucked Bobbie as you put it.” Patrick was steaming. His hands were in his fists. He slammed one into Pete. Pete fell to the ground. “Stay away from her. You had no right to tell her about Allison. That was up to me.” He walked over Pete and went to Bobbie’s.
Bobbie lay awake. She was awake when Pete left. She felt ashamed for what she did to him. She was happy that he didn’t push it when he wanted to put his fingers inside of her. Patrick was the only one to do that. It was special to her. He knew all her spots. All of a sudden she heard knocking. “Who is that at this time?” She went to the door and looked though the peephole. “Patrick, please go.” “No, I need to see you. Please just for a couple minutes.” She opened the door. He could tell she had been crying. “What?” “Can I come in?” “Sure.” She walked to the living room and sat on the couch. “Why did you sleep with Pete?” “Did he tell you?” “I asked him. I knew he had. Then I punched him.” “Oh god.” She put her head in her hands. “So, why did you?” “It’s none of your business.” He grabbed her and took her into his arms and kissed her. Their tongues fighting each other. She wanted him so badly. After they broke free she slapped him across the face. “Leave and go back to her. “I’m sorry. Sorry for everything.” He left. She went to the couch and cried.”
The next few weeks went well. A few times Bobbie seen Allison and Patrick. She couldn’t wait until December. She still didn’t tell Patrick she was leaving. She spent Thanksgiving with Pete and his family. Afterwards, she went home and cried thinking of last year. She was scared to leave, but she would be in contact with Pete. She started packing in late November. She found the box of the baby stuff. She looked inside and the tears came. “Oh baby. Mommy and Daddy miss you. She took out the t-shirt Patrick got. She remembered when he came home from the mall that day.
~~~~"Bobbie, wake up. Babycakes.” “Mmmm. Let me sleep.” “No, I want to show you some things that I got.” “They better be good.” She sat up. “They are.” He grabbed two bags and put them on the bed. Inside were sleepers, undershirts, socks, rattles, and a teddy bear. “Oh Patrick. Everything is so nice.” “You haven’t seen the best.” It was a black t-shirt. Printed on it said ‘I’m cool because my dad is in a band’ She laughed. “I love it. You are going to be a terrific daddy.” ~~~~
She cried even harder. She went to the bathroom and wiped her face. She grabbed the t-shirt and one of the pictures of the sonograms. She wanted to give them to Patrick. She knocked on the door. Patrick answered it in just his jeans. God, how she loved his body. “Uh, Bobbie.” He turned around like someone would be coming up behind him. “Is this a bad time?” “Sorta.” “Baby, come back to bed.” She heard Allison. “I’ll be quick. I’m moving back to Minnesota in a few weeks. I found these and thought you should have them. Please don’t contact me. I want to forget you.” With that she left Patrick. He was stunned. He looked down. The baby. It was the future and now they had no future. He closed the door.
The next few weeks went by slow. Bobbie had everything packed. Pete, Joe, and Andy helped her load everything in the U-haul. She seen Patrick looking out the window watching them. “Well guys, I’m ready to go. Thank you so much for your help.” “Bobbie, take care of yourself. I’m going to miss you.” “Bye, Andy. Good luck on the record.” “Keep in contact. Patrick is lost without you, but I understand..” “Bye, Joe Take care of yourself.” She was left alone with Pete. “Bobbie I’m going to miss you. I wish things would of worked out between you and Pattyboy. Call me when you get in.” “I will and please, please take care of him. She is going to shatter his heart. “ “I will.” “I’m going to have to go before I start crying. She hugged Pete and got in the car. He was by the door. “I love you. You’re my best friend besides the guys.” “Same here.” She took one last look at Patrick and drove off.
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