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*Authors note: This Chapter is mainly emails. The next one will be more story line.*
Chapter 15: Moving Away And On (Or Really)?
~May, 2002~
Bobbie started school after 2 weeks moving back to Minnesota. She missed the boys so much especially Patrick. March came. She thought of the baby. She wonder if Patrick thought of the baby too. She loved being back in Minnesota, but did miss Chicago. She kept in contact with Pete either by phone or email. They were still working on the CD. Pete told her that Patrick had broken up with Allison. He was still hurting for what he did to Bobbie. And Bobbie wish things were different.
~January, 2003~
The phone rang, “Hello?” “Hey Sweetness.” “Hiya Pete. How are things?” “Good. We are about to shoot our first video.” “Awesome. You gotta tell me when it comes out.” “I’ll do better. I’ll send you a DVD of it.” “Okay. Um, how is he?” “The same. Talks about you every week. Wondering what you are doing. If you are dating. He hasn’t moved on.” “Pete, I think about him every day.” “He keeps your picture up next to his bed?” “Pete, help him move on” “And who will help you. He’ll never forget you.” “Let’s change the subject. How’s the recording coming along?” “Almost done. Just have one song left.” “Can’t wait to hear it” “Bobbie, I have to go. We have a meeting at the record company.” “Okay. Take care Pete and I’ll talk to you later.” “Bye.” She thought of Patrick. She still loved him. No matter what she did he was always in her mind and heart.
~July, 2003~
There was a knock on the door. “Hello?” “Hi, are you Bobbie Madison?” “Yes.” “I have a package for you.” “Okay.” She signed for the package. It was a box from Pete. She opened the box.
Bobbie,
Here is our CD- ‘Take This To Your Grave’. I think its really good. I want your honest opinion. Patrick knows that I’m sending this to you. He’s upset that I keep in contact and he can’t. I told him to get over it. I’m also sending you the video for the song ‘Dead On Arrival’. Tell me what you think. Oh, Patrick did tell me to tell you to look at the CD booklet under the song ‘Grand Theft Autumn/Where is your Boy.” I gotta go. I want you honest opinion.
Love ya,
Peter Pan
She took the CD and put it in the CD player. She looked at the picture of the boys on the front. Patrick never looked so cute. She missed him so much. She laid on the bed and listened to the first two songs. She was amazed. The next one was ‘Grand Theft Autumn/Where is your Boy? Patrick’s voice was amazing. Tears came to her eyes. She listened to the song ten times in a row. She got through the rest of the CD. She listened to it three more times. She then remembered to look at the booklet. Underneath the lyrics to ‘Grand Theft Autumn/Where is your Boy?, Patrick had written
~This song is written to the most beautiful girl who has my heart. Never forget what you mean to me. We will always be connected. Your boy~
The tears came again. She had to let go somehow. She went to the computer and wrote Pete an email.
~Three hours later~
Pete went to his room. Patrick was getting on his nerves with all his self pity. If he kept it in his pants he wouldn’t be going through this. Pete turned on his computer. He had and email from her.
Date: 20 July 2003 13:07 pm
To: peterpan@aol.com
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: Walk away!
Pete,
I got the CD and DVD today. I love the CD. I listened to it three times already. The video is awesome. I loved the footage of the tour. You scream so well. lol You won’t be happy with what I’m about to write. I want us to stop the calls, emails, and letters. I can’t move on. Please send me the CD’s and DVD though. I know you guys will be big stars. Please don’t be mad. I just think this is the best. I will remember you.
Love, Bobbie
“What the fuck is she doing?” He quickly wrote back.
Date: 20 July 2003 16:28 pm
From: peterpan@aol.com
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: Are you nuts?
Bobbie,
What the fuck do you think you are doing? You won’t shut me out. You shut Patrick out. I know he slept with Allison, but you shut him out. Bobbie, I did say this because you were in so much pain, but what you did to Patrick was fucked up. He made a mistake or actually more, but he wanted to make it up to you. Both of you were in the wrong. I’m not agreeing with what he did or you. I’m sorry if I’m sounding harsh. But you will not SHUT me out. I WILL call. I WILL email. I WILL write to you. Don’t think that I won’t. Please write back.
Love, Petey
~October, 2003~
Date: 12 October 2003 9:32 am
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
To: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: I’m here!
Pete,
I’m sorry I haven’t written. I just had to think some things over. Thank you for the other video. Patrick looked good. I don’t know if he ever told you, but he wrote that song when we went away right after we met. It will always mean something to me.
Thank you for writing even after I told you not to. I don’t know what I was thinking. I’m sorry. Please forgive me. I guess I did shut Patrick out and then you. I’m seeing a counselor. I think my relationships in men suffer. My father wants nothing to do with me and then Jackson. Patrick was the best thing in my life and I found anything I could to throw him away.
I just want you to know that I’m here. I just started my 3rd year of College. Some classes didn’t transfer so I’m going to be here an extra year. I’m looking for a job already. How are you and the guys? Miss you guys. Thank you for agreeing not to visit. I don’t think I could take it right now. But in the future, I do want to see you. Take care of yourself.
Love, Bobbie
~January, 2004~
Date: 28 January 2004 12:58 am
From: peterpan@aol.com
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: Touring and news
Bobbie,
Hey, how are ya doing? The tour is going good. Glad you liked the video for ‘Saturday’. It was a lot of work. We are planning on recording our next album at the end of the year. Patrick and I decided to switch things up. I’m going to write all the lyrics and he’s going to write the music. So far we have 10 songs that are done.
Patrick has a girlfriend. She’s better than Allison, but not as good as you. (smile)
He’s finally got out of his depression. He still misses you. I hear him at night crying and calling out to you. He still has your picture. I will get you two back together if it’s the last thing I do. Take care sweetness.
Love ya, XO
~July, 2004~
Date: 16 July 2004 10:55 am
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
To: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: I have some news too!
Pete,
Sorry again for taking such long time getting back to you. I’m awful. J How have you been? I seen an interview with you and Patrick. I see he still wears the ‘I love Bingo’ hat. You two always knew how to make me laugh.
I’m interning at a school. It’s just summer school. I work 4 hours , 3 days a week. So far I like it. The kids are really neat. The ages range from 10 to 15.
Not much new. Tell me what’s going on. Is Patrick happy with his girlfriend. Speaking of, I have a boyfriend. His name is Brody. He’s a few years older than me. He’s actually moving to Chicago in October. He’s got a job at a firm. He’s a lawyer. I know far away from a musician. He’s really nice. We’ve only been dating a couple months.
Love, Bobbie
~January, 2005~
Date: 5 January 2005 16:55 pm
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
From: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: News on Pattyboy!
Bobbie,
Sorry it has taking me a few weeks to get back to you. L.A. is fucking nuts. The recording is going well. I never told you, but Patrick’s girlfriend broke up with him in August. She couldn’t stand the touring and working. Plus, his obsession over you. But to tell you the truth…he seems happier without her. He still talks about you. He’ll never forget you.
How are you and Brody? Does he treat you well? How is he liking Chicago? If you are ever there I’d love to meet up with you again. I miss you. It’s been way too long. I remember our night together. I know it didn’t mean anything to you, but it was awesome. Anyway, I’m going to go. If you are in Chicago in April I’ll be there.
Love ya, Petey
~April, 2005~
Date: 4 April 2005 7:25 am
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
From: jmt@yahoo.com
Subject: PETE!!!
Bobbie,
Patrick told me to email you. Pete did something stupid. He's been in a different state of mind lately. The other night he went to Best Buy and took too much Ativan. Luckily, Patrick got to him and called 911. He got to the hospital in time. He is hospitalized now. He should be out in a few days. He'll email you. Don't worry. We are taking care of him. Patrick wanted to write to you, but he is keeping his agreement. He sends his love. Take care. We miss you tons.
Joey
Date: 15 April 2005 2:36 am
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
From: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: Being dumb!
Bobbie,
Joe told me that he emailed you. I was stupid. I'm doing a lot better. Still on meds that make me sleepy. Just want to let you know that I'm doing well.
Love, XO
Date: 25 April 2005 15 5 pm
To: peterpan@aol.com
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: I'm mad!!!
Pete,
I am so mad at you. Don't ever do something like that again. I love you. So many people love you. I think you learned your lesson. I graduate in 2 weeks. I'm so happy. I got a job here in Minneapolis for 1 year. I'll be teaching 2nd graders. Brody is being transferred back to Minneapolis. He comes back soon and goes back to Chicago in December, 2007. If we are still together I'll probably look for a teaching job in Chicago. I miss being there and my dad still has the house.
Please take care of yourself. Talk to you soon!
Love, Bobbie
~Two Weeks Later~
"Bobbie Jean Madison." She walked up to get her diploma. "Thank you." She went back to her seat. After the ceremony she found Brody. "Congratulations, Bobbie." They kissed and hugged. "Thank you." "Want to go out for supper." "Sure, I have to give the gown back. I'll meet you by the car." She walked away.
Unknown to Bobbie she was being watched. He had blond hair covered with a baseball cap, green eyes, and love for her that no one had. He wanted to talk to her, but she looked so happy. He did notice one thing. Around her neck she wore the necklace he gave her 3 years ago. He left the flowers on the ground and tears in his eyes.
~July, 2005~
Bobbie came home from work. The children were getting on her last nerve today. She changed into shorts and a t-shirt. She made herself a sandwich and turned the T.V. on. "Hello, we are on the Warped Tour in Chicago with Fall Out Boy." She dropped her sandwich. God, he looked gorgeous. His hair was longer than she has seen. She could tell he was uncomfortable. He was always shy until he played the music. "So, how is the tour going?" The VJ said. "Good. We love playing and listening to all the bands." Pete said. "Okay, for a fun question. We've been asking all the other bands viewer questions...here's yours. What celebrity would you like to be stranded on a desert island with?" All the guys answered. It was Patrick's turn. "Um, not a celebrity. I'd like to be stranded with my ex-girlfriend. I really screwed things up with her. I'd love for a second chance." That's all she remembered. Bobbie had tears streaming down her face.
~November, 2005~
Date: 25 November 2005 11:25 am
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
From: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: Touring and more touring
Hey Bobbie,
We just finished the tour overseas. We are taking a little break. We'll hit the road again in a month. That will be for a few months. Then we go in the studio for another record. Patty and I have tons of songs. Actually totally different than things we've written before.
How's teaching the little kiddies? I bet you make a great teacher. How's Brody? Thanks for the picture. I hate to say it but he looks like a great guy. Still think you belong with Patrick. Take care babe.
Love, Pete
~January, 2006~
Date: 11 January 2006 6:30 am
To: peterpan@aol.com
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: Moving in
Pete,
I seen you guys on T.V. Your performance of '16 Candles' was awesome. I love the song and the video was fucking great. You are a natural actor.
Things are going well. Brody wants us to move in together. I don't want to. I feel comfortable living by myself. We have had sex. I know tmi. But I don't enjoy it. I don't know what is wrong. Oh well. We have 1 more year here and we move to Chicago. I'm actually thinking of moving back this summer. My dads house is free. I've applied to a few schools.
Talk to ya soon. Have a great day!
Love ya, Bobbie
~April, 2006~
Date: 12 April 2006 21:35 pm
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
From: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: Miss you
Bobbie,
That would be great if you moved to Chicago. I haven't seen you in so long. How are thing with applying for a job? I'm sorry to hear about sex with Brody. Have you talked to him? From experience you are awesome in bed. Sorry I shouldn't of said that.
We'll be leaving for L.A. in a few weeks to start recording. Patrick still has no girlfriend. He still keeps the picture of you and him at the park and of the sonogram. He misses you both. He'd probably kill me if he knew I told you this, but every March 16, he goes to a cemetery. Even when we've been on tour. He buys two dozen roses and drops them at children's graves. I'm sorry you probably don't want to hear that.
If you move to Chicago, can we get together for coffee? Just us. No Patrick. I promise. I know he'd like to see you, but you need to make the first step.
Love, Pete
~June, 2006~
Bobbie moved to Chicago in June. She was a little nervous. The guys were in L.A. Brody visited her when he could. She was teaching summer school. The school she would be working at was real nice. It was actually Patrick's old Elementary school in Glenview. Brody would be moving to Chicago in December. He would go back to his old law firm. He had found his own place as Bobbie still didn't want them to live together.
~September, 2006~
Date: 15 September 2006 21:22 pm
To: peterpan@aol.com
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: Coffee Bean
Petey,
So your coming back in a week. Let's to Coffee Bean. I can't wait to see you. I'm sorry I should of seen you sooner. I thought it would be best. Call me when you get in.
Brody has moved some stuff here. He's got his own place. He wanted to move in here. I didn't want him to. He's moving to Chicago in December.
Let me know when you get back.
Love, Bobbie
~December, 2006~
Date: 20 December 2006 9 2 am
To: peterpan@aol.com
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: TRL
Petey,
Brody is here now. I finally told him about Patrick, Jackson and the baby. I never told him. He was upset for a few days. I told him how I keep in contact with you. He's okay with it.
Seen you guys on TRL. Love your dolls. The new video is awesome as always. I can tell Trick's voice has grown. I can't wait until the CD comes out.
How are you doing? Really doing? I worry about you. How is Patrick? I know I don't ask about him, but I do think of him. I also keep a picture of us up and have kept everything he has given me. Guess, I've been thinking about him lately.
Look me up when you get back to Chicago. Love to go out again.
Love, Bobbie
Chapter 15: Moving Away And On (Or Really)?
~May, 2002~
Bobbie started school after 2 weeks moving back to Minnesota. She missed the boys so much especially Patrick. March came. She thought of the baby. She wonder if Patrick thought of the baby too. She loved being back in Minnesota, but did miss Chicago. She kept in contact with Pete either by phone or email. They were still working on the CD. Pete told her that Patrick had broken up with Allison. He was still hurting for what he did to Bobbie. And Bobbie wish things were different.
~January, 2003~
The phone rang, “Hello?” “Hey Sweetness.” “Hiya Pete. How are things?” “Good. We are about to shoot our first video.” “Awesome. You gotta tell me when it comes out.” “I’ll do better. I’ll send you a DVD of it.” “Okay. Um, how is he?” “The same. Talks about you every week. Wondering what you are doing. If you are dating. He hasn’t moved on.” “Pete, I think about him every day.” “He keeps your picture up next to his bed?” “Pete, help him move on” “And who will help you. He’ll never forget you.” “Let’s change the subject. How’s the recording coming along?” “Almost done. Just have one song left.” “Can’t wait to hear it” “Bobbie, I have to go. We have a meeting at the record company.” “Okay. Take care Pete and I’ll talk to you later.” “Bye.” She thought of Patrick. She still loved him. No matter what she did he was always in her mind and heart.
~July, 2003~
There was a knock on the door. “Hello?” “Hi, are you Bobbie Madison?” “Yes.” “I have a package for you.” “Okay.” She signed for the package. It was a box from Pete. She opened the box.
Bobbie,
Here is our CD- ‘Take This To Your Grave’. I think its really good. I want your honest opinion. Patrick knows that I’m sending this to you. He’s upset that I keep in contact and he can’t. I told him to get over it. I’m also sending you the video for the song ‘Dead On Arrival’. Tell me what you think. Oh, Patrick did tell me to tell you to look at the CD booklet under the song ‘Grand Theft Autumn/Where is your Boy.” I gotta go. I want you honest opinion.
Love ya,
Peter Pan
She took the CD and put it in the CD player. She looked at the picture of the boys on the front. Patrick never looked so cute. She missed him so much. She laid on the bed and listened to the first two songs. She was amazed. The next one was ‘Grand Theft Autumn/Where is your Boy? Patrick’s voice was amazing. Tears came to her eyes. She listened to the song ten times in a row. She got through the rest of the CD. She listened to it three more times. She then remembered to look at the booklet. Underneath the lyrics to ‘Grand Theft Autumn/Where is your Boy?, Patrick had written
~This song is written to the most beautiful girl who has my heart. Never forget what you mean to me. We will always be connected. Your boy~
The tears came again. She had to let go somehow. She went to the computer and wrote Pete an email.
~Three hours later~
Pete went to his room. Patrick was getting on his nerves with all his self pity. If he kept it in his pants he wouldn’t be going through this. Pete turned on his computer. He had and email from her.
Date: 20 July 2003 13:07 pm
To: peterpan@aol.com
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: Walk away!
Pete,
I got the CD and DVD today. I love the CD. I listened to it three times already. The video is awesome. I loved the footage of the tour. You scream so well. lol You won’t be happy with what I’m about to write. I want us to stop the calls, emails, and letters. I can’t move on. Please send me the CD’s and DVD though. I know you guys will be big stars. Please don’t be mad. I just think this is the best. I will remember you.
Love, Bobbie
“What the fuck is she doing?” He quickly wrote back.
Date: 20 July 2003 16:28 pm
From: peterpan@aol.com
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: Are you nuts?
Bobbie,
What the fuck do you think you are doing? You won’t shut me out. You shut Patrick out. I know he slept with Allison, but you shut him out. Bobbie, I did say this because you were in so much pain, but what you did to Patrick was fucked up. He made a mistake or actually more, but he wanted to make it up to you. Both of you were in the wrong. I’m not agreeing with what he did or you. I’m sorry if I’m sounding harsh. But you will not SHUT me out. I WILL call. I WILL email. I WILL write to you. Don’t think that I won’t. Please write back.
Love, Petey
~October, 2003~
Date: 12 October 2003 9:32 am
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
To: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: I’m here!
Pete,
I’m sorry I haven’t written. I just had to think some things over. Thank you for the other video. Patrick looked good. I don’t know if he ever told you, but he wrote that song when we went away right after we met. It will always mean something to me.
Thank you for writing even after I told you not to. I don’t know what I was thinking. I’m sorry. Please forgive me. I guess I did shut Patrick out and then you. I’m seeing a counselor. I think my relationships in men suffer. My father wants nothing to do with me and then Jackson. Patrick was the best thing in my life and I found anything I could to throw him away.
I just want you to know that I’m here. I just started my 3rd year of College. Some classes didn’t transfer so I’m going to be here an extra year. I’m looking for a job already. How are you and the guys? Miss you guys. Thank you for agreeing not to visit. I don’t think I could take it right now. But in the future, I do want to see you. Take care of yourself.
Love, Bobbie
~January, 2004~
Date: 28 January 2004 12:58 am
From: peterpan@aol.com
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: Touring and news
Bobbie,
Hey, how are ya doing? The tour is going good. Glad you liked the video for ‘Saturday’. It was a lot of work. We are planning on recording our next album at the end of the year. Patrick and I decided to switch things up. I’m going to write all the lyrics and he’s going to write the music. So far we have 10 songs that are done.
Patrick has a girlfriend. She’s better than Allison, but not as good as you. (smile)
He’s finally got out of his depression. He still misses you. I hear him at night crying and calling out to you. He still has your picture. I will get you two back together if it’s the last thing I do. Take care sweetness.
Love ya, XO
~July, 2004~
Date: 16 July 2004 10:55 am
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
To: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: I have some news too!
Pete,
Sorry again for taking such long time getting back to you. I’m awful. J How have you been? I seen an interview with you and Patrick. I see he still wears the ‘I love Bingo’ hat. You two always knew how to make me laugh.
I’m interning at a school. It’s just summer school. I work 4 hours , 3 days a week. So far I like it. The kids are really neat. The ages range from 10 to 15.
Not much new. Tell me what’s going on. Is Patrick happy with his girlfriend. Speaking of, I have a boyfriend. His name is Brody. He’s a few years older than me. He’s actually moving to Chicago in October. He’s got a job at a firm. He’s a lawyer. I know far away from a musician. He’s really nice. We’ve only been dating a couple months.
Love, Bobbie
~January, 2005~
Date: 5 January 2005 16:55 pm
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
From: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: News on Pattyboy!
Bobbie,
Sorry it has taking me a few weeks to get back to you. L.A. is fucking nuts. The recording is going well. I never told you, but Patrick’s girlfriend broke up with him in August. She couldn’t stand the touring and working. Plus, his obsession over you. But to tell you the truth…he seems happier without her. He still talks about you. He’ll never forget you.
How are you and Brody? Does he treat you well? How is he liking Chicago? If you are ever there I’d love to meet up with you again. I miss you. It’s been way too long. I remember our night together. I know it didn’t mean anything to you, but it was awesome. Anyway, I’m going to go. If you are in Chicago in April I’ll be there.
Love ya, Petey
~April, 2005~
Date: 4 April 2005 7:25 am
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
From: jmt@yahoo.com
Subject: PETE!!!
Bobbie,
Patrick told me to email you. Pete did something stupid. He's been in a different state of mind lately. The other night he went to Best Buy and took too much Ativan. Luckily, Patrick got to him and called 911. He got to the hospital in time. He is hospitalized now. He should be out in a few days. He'll email you. Don't worry. We are taking care of him. Patrick wanted to write to you, but he is keeping his agreement. He sends his love. Take care. We miss you tons.
Joey
Date: 15 April 2005 2:36 am
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
From: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: Being dumb!
Bobbie,
Joe told me that he emailed you. I was stupid. I'm doing a lot better. Still on meds that make me sleepy. Just want to let you know that I'm doing well.
Love, XO
Date: 25 April 2005 15 5 pm
To: peterpan@aol.com
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: I'm mad!!!
Pete,
I am so mad at you. Don't ever do something like that again. I love you. So many people love you. I think you learned your lesson. I graduate in 2 weeks. I'm so happy. I got a job here in Minneapolis for 1 year. I'll be teaching 2nd graders. Brody is being transferred back to Minneapolis. He comes back soon and goes back to Chicago in December, 2007. If we are still together I'll probably look for a teaching job in Chicago. I miss being there and my dad still has the house.
Please take care of yourself. Talk to you soon!
Love, Bobbie
~Two Weeks Later~
"Bobbie Jean Madison." She walked up to get her diploma. "Thank you." She went back to her seat. After the ceremony she found Brody. "Congratulations, Bobbie." They kissed and hugged. "Thank you." "Want to go out for supper." "Sure, I have to give the gown back. I'll meet you by the car." She walked away.
Unknown to Bobbie she was being watched. He had blond hair covered with a baseball cap, green eyes, and love for her that no one had. He wanted to talk to her, but she looked so happy. He did notice one thing. Around her neck she wore the necklace he gave her 3 years ago. He left the flowers on the ground and tears in his eyes.
~July, 2005~
Bobbie came home from work. The children were getting on her last nerve today. She changed into shorts and a t-shirt. She made herself a sandwich and turned the T.V. on. "Hello, we are on the Warped Tour in Chicago with Fall Out Boy." She dropped her sandwich. God, he looked gorgeous. His hair was longer than she has seen. She could tell he was uncomfortable. He was always shy until he played the music. "So, how is the tour going?" The VJ said. "Good. We love playing and listening to all the bands." Pete said. "Okay, for a fun question. We've been asking all the other bands viewer questions...here's yours. What celebrity would you like to be stranded on a desert island with?" All the guys answered. It was Patrick's turn. "Um, not a celebrity. I'd like to be stranded with my ex-girlfriend. I really screwed things up with her. I'd love for a second chance." That's all she remembered. Bobbie had tears streaming down her face.
~November, 2005~
Date: 25 November 2005 11:25 am
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
From: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: Touring and more touring
Hey Bobbie,
We just finished the tour overseas. We are taking a little break. We'll hit the road again in a month. That will be for a few months. Then we go in the studio for another record. Patty and I have tons of songs. Actually totally different than things we've written before.
How's teaching the little kiddies? I bet you make a great teacher. How's Brody? Thanks for the picture. I hate to say it but he looks like a great guy. Still think you belong with Patrick. Take care babe.
Love, Pete
~January, 2006~
Date: 11 January 2006 6:30 am
To: peterpan@aol.com
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: Moving in
Pete,
I seen you guys on T.V. Your performance of '16 Candles' was awesome. I love the song and the video was fucking great. You are a natural actor.
Things are going well. Brody wants us to move in together. I don't want to. I feel comfortable living by myself. We have had sex. I know tmi. But I don't enjoy it. I don't know what is wrong. Oh well. We have 1 more year here and we move to Chicago. I'm actually thinking of moving back this summer. My dads house is free. I've applied to a few schools.
Talk to ya soon. Have a great day!
Love ya, Bobbie
~April, 2006~
Date: 12 April 2006 21:35 pm
To: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
From: peterpan@aol.com
Subject: Miss you
Bobbie,
That would be great if you moved to Chicago. I haven't seen you in so long. How are thing with applying for a job? I'm sorry to hear about sex with Brody. Have you talked to him? From experience you are awesome in bed. Sorry I shouldn't of said that.
We'll be leaving for L.A. in a few weeks to start recording. Patrick still has no girlfriend. He still keeps the picture of you and him at the park and of the sonogram. He misses you both. He'd probably kill me if he knew I told you this, but every March 16, he goes to a cemetery. Even when we've been on tour. He buys two dozen roses and drops them at children's graves. I'm sorry you probably don't want to hear that.
If you move to Chicago, can we get together for coffee? Just us. No Patrick. I promise. I know he'd like to see you, but you need to make the first step.
Love, Pete
~June, 2006~
Bobbie moved to Chicago in June. She was a little nervous. The guys were in L.A. Brody visited her when he could. She was teaching summer school. The school she would be working at was real nice. It was actually Patrick's old Elementary school in Glenview. Brody would be moving to Chicago in December. He would go back to his old law firm. He had found his own place as Bobbie still didn't want them to live together.
~September, 2006~
Date: 15 September 2006 21:22 pm
To: peterpan@aol.com
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: Coffee Bean
Petey,
So your coming back in a week. Let's to Coffee Bean. I can't wait to see you. I'm sorry I should of seen you sooner. I thought it would be best. Call me when you get in.
Brody has moved some stuff here. He's got his own place. He wanted to move in here. I didn't want him to. He's moving to Chicago in December.
Let me know when you get back.
Love, Bobbie
~December, 2006~
Date: 20 December 2006 9 2 am
To: peterpan@aol.com
From: bobbiejmadison@yahoo.com
Subject: TRL
Petey,
Brody is here now. I finally told him about Patrick, Jackson and the baby. I never told him. He was upset for a few days. I told him how I keep in contact with you. He's okay with it.
Seen you guys on TRL. Love your dolls. The new video is awesome as always. I can tell Trick's voice has grown. I can't wait until the CD comes out.
How are you doing? Really doing? I worry about you. How is Patrick? I know I don't ask about him, but I do think of him. I also keep a picture of us up and have kept everything he has given me. Guess, I've been thinking about him lately.
Look me up when you get back to Chicago. Love to go out again.
Love, Bobbie
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