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3 Days , 4 Hours , 54 mintues , and 34 seconds since that last line of cocaine in the tent with Gerard , and his weird friend.
Today , Was overcast and to be honest fucking miserable ... nothing was going right on the stages , and i was being worked like a bitch . To top it all off i was feeling the same size as an ant.My self -esteem had reached an all time low. I needed to be in control of myself and i couldnt. i needed to be confident and i wasnt.I know what i needed and i just couldnt touch it .
I was setting up an amp for My chemical romance , when Frankie walks towards me , holding Nuuba's hand laughing hysetrically at something she said.Why did he always do that ? laugh like it was going to be the last time he would laugh ?.
I was exhausted and i just wanted to give up , i really wasn't in the mood for this frankie kid . He was crazy . I tried to look as if i was really involved in setting up the amp .
"ELLEEEEEE !!!!! " oh fuck i was busted.
" Hey frankie ..... You ok ? " .... i asked him not looking up from the pile of wires in my face.
" im fucking great , thank you , nuuba and i ... we found these cats right ? and theyre fucking crazy .... im telling you elle , theyre like i dunno .... they had lazers for eyes and we had to like make ninja moves past them .... it was like.... i dunno what it was like .... " he says jumping up and down .
" ....... it was like a video game Elle ..... seriously ..! " add's nuuba just as excited.... Frankie wraps his arm around her waist and kisses her.... I look up intreged .. i knew they got on but i didnt know they were a couple. I stood up and looked at the pair . They seemed really happy .
" so you guys your like..... " and before i could finish my sentance ... he starts again...
" yeah were like Frankie and Nuuba .... lazer cat protector and fighters... " Frankie says to me making ninja moves around me , while nuuba stands giggling at his stupidness..
" anyway ... Elle ... were going to grab some food and head to watch some bands before the guys start , Do you wanna join ? " Asks nuuba , i know she doesnt really want me to go , but i appreciate that she's asking.
" Elle..... A word now.. Please ? ." A voice booms across the stage , i knew that voice well and it was never good . It Was comming from Tom , the bands manager . He is basically a fat 50-something , balding old man , with the mind-set of a 25 year old.
I shoot a look to Nuuba and Frankie and walk off the stage towards Tom . He grabs me by the arm , to the side of the stage.
" Answer me one thing Elle ? Do i fucking pay you to fucking stand around all day talking to your fucking friends ? DO I ? " he shouts in my face. I look down at the floor , i can smell the brandy on his breath right in my face.
" i put you on this tour , i give out the backstage passes , and i keep you and Corey a secret from the fans ... You realise how quickly i could take you off ? Do you honestly Elle ? " he screams .
" Look Tom . im sorry that little Frankie came over and distracted me , im really sorry " . i feel tears in my eyes , and i know im gunna cry at any moment.
" Elle .... i know whats going on with you .... So you better start proving to me that ive made the right move . by letting you on this tour. " He pushes his body upto mine and has me pinned to the side of the stage . i start to cry , as much i try to hold it back , they just wont stop.
" I dont understand ... i looked up for a moment to talk to frankie ... i mean its his amp ... he knows it better than i do " i sob.
" you saying you cant do your job pretty Elle ? ... " he cups my face in his hand .
" no i didnt mean that im sorry .... " before i could say anymore , Mikey walks past and interupts Tom , before he could go on . And before i could put myself into a hole.Tom moves away as if we were just chatting like 2 normal people.
" Hey everything okay Elle ? " asks mikey looking concerned , and looking Tom up and down. Before i could reply Tom did it for for me.
" Yeah everythings fine Mikey , you know how everything gets to people on this tour , Right ? Poor little Elle here got all confused with Frankies amp ." he says rubbing my arm.
" ohhh..... Right ... Well i think i know whats wrong . " mikey says , pointing to the stage " yeah like i just looked it over ... and thats my leads on Frankies frequencies , thats why the sound wont come out Right , i was just comming to tell Elle" mikey uses his index fingers to slide his glasses back up his nose again .
"Thanks for that Mikey ..... now we know dont we Elle ... just something little like i said " Tom;s voice couldnt become any more patronising , even if he tried. " now come on lets get it fixed" he says pulling me onto the stage , leave Mikey stood alone , wondering what the hell he just interupted . I got back on my knees at the amp on the stage , thinking that Tom would just go away now. but of course he didn't. As i pushed the wire into the front of the system , Tom slides up to the side of me , and whispers.
"..... Remember this Elle .... Gerard Way has a mouth like herion , addictive and spitefull..... I know what game your playing , and i really dont like it . So give up . or get off the tour.! " .... Before i could reply Tom was gone .
Today , Was overcast and to be honest fucking miserable ... nothing was going right on the stages , and i was being worked like a bitch . To top it all off i was feeling the same size as an ant.My self -esteem had reached an all time low. I needed to be in control of myself and i couldnt. i needed to be confident and i wasnt.I know what i needed and i just couldnt touch it .
I was setting up an amp for My chemical romance , when Frankie walks towards me , holding Nuuba's hand laughing hysetrically at something she said.Why did he always do that ? laugh like it was going to be the last time he would laugh ?.
I was exhausted and i just wanted to give up , i really wasn't in the mood for this frankie kid . He was crazy . I tried to look as if i was really involved in setting up the amp .
"ELLEEEEEE !!!!! " oh fuck i was busted.
" Hey frankie ..... You ok ? " .... i asked him not looking up from the pile of wires in my face.
" im fucking great , thank you , nuuba and i ... we found these cats right ? and theyre fucking crazy .... im telling you elle , theyre like i dunno .... they had lazers for eyes and we had to like make ninja moves past them .... it was like.... i dunno what it was like .... " he says jumping up and down .
" ....... it was like a video game Elle ..... seriously ..! " add's nuuba just as excited.... Frankie wraps his arm around her waist and kisses her.... I look up intreged .. i knew they got on but i didnt know they were a couple. I stood up and looked at the pair . They seemed really happy .
" so you guys your like..... " and before i could finish my sentance ... he starts again...
" yeah were like Frankie and Nuuba .... lazer cat protector and fighters... " Frankie says to me making ninja moves around me , while nuuba stands giggling at his stupidness..
" anyway ... Elle ... were going to grab some food and head to watch some bands before the guys start , Do you wanna join ? " Asks nuuba , i know she doesnt really want me to go , but i appreciate that she's asking.
" Elle..... A word now.. Please ? ." A voice booms across the stage , i knew that voice well and it was never good . It Was comming from Tom , the bands manager . He is basically a fat 50-something , balding old man , with the mind-set of a 25 year old.
I shoot a look to Nuuba and Frankie and walk off the stage towards Tom . He grabs me by the arm , to the side of the stage.
" Answer me one thing Elle ? Do i fucking pay you to fucking stand around all day talking to your fucking friends ? DO I ? " he shouts in my face. I look down at the floor , i can smell the brandy on his breath right in my face.
" i put you on this tour , i give out the backstage passes , and i keep you and Corey a secret from the fans ... You realise how quickly i could take you off ? Do you honestly Elle ? " he screams .
" Look Tom . im sorry that little Frankie came over and distracted me , im really sorry " . i feel tears in my eyes , and i know im gunna cry at any moment.
" Elle .... i know whats going on with you .... So you better start proving to me that ive made the right move . by letting you on this tour. " He pushes his body upto mine and has me pinned to the side of the stage . i start to cry , as much i try to hold it back , they just wont stop.
" I dont understand ... i looked up for a moment to talk to frankie ... i mean its his amp ... he knows it better than i do " i sob.
" you saying you cant do your job pretty Elle ? ... " he cups my face in his hand .
" no i didnt mean that im sorry .... " before i could say anymore , Mikey walks past and interupts Tom , before he could go on . And before i could put myself into a hole.Tom moves away as if we were just chatting like 2 normal people.
" Hey everything okay Elle ? " asks mikey looking concerned , and looking Tom up and down. Before i could reply Tom did it for for me.
" Yeah everythings fine Mikey , you know how everything gets to people on this tour , Right ? Poor little Elle here got all confused with Frankies amp ." he says rubbing my arm.
" ohhh..... Right ... Well i think i know whats wrong . " mikey says , pointing to the stage " yeah like i just looked it over ... and thats my leads on Frankies frequencies , thats why the sound wont come out Right , i was just comming to tell Elle" mikey uses his index fingers to slide his glasses back up his nose again .
"Thanks for that Mikey ..... now we know dont we Elle ... just something little like i said " Tom;s voice couldnt become any more patronising , even if he tried. " now come on lets get it fixed" he says pulling me onto the stage , leave Mikey stood alone , wondering what the hell he just interupted . I got back on my knees at the amp on the stage , thinking that Tom would just go away now. but of course he didn't. As i pushed the wire into the front of the system , Tom slides up to the side of me , and whispers.
"..... Remember this Elle .... Gerard Way has a mouth like herion , addictive and spitefull..... I know what game your playing , and i really dont like it . So give up . or get off the tour.! " .... Before i could reply Tom was gone .
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