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Chapter 1

by patricksgirl84

A party in Chicago

Category: Panic! At The Disco - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Drama - Warnings: [!] [X] - Published: 2008-02-25 - Updated: 2008-02-26 - 1235 words - Complete
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Chapter 1

Kendra’s POV

There he is. The man of my dreams. The only problem is, is that I’m dating his friend. I know, I’m awful. A pair of arms come around my waist and a chin rests on my shoulder. “Are you having a good time?” “Yes, Brendon. I just don’t know a lot of people.” “Come on, I’ll introduce you.”

I took Brendon’s hand into mine. “Pete, I want to introduce my girlfriend. This is Kendra. Kendra, this is Pete and his girlfriend Christine.” “Hello. I’m sorry I didn’t get to meet you two when you came out to Las Vegas. I was busy with school.” “Nice to meet you. You are the only thing Brendon talks about. Have you met Patrick?” “Um, yeah. He actually stayed with us for a week when he came out.” “That’s right. Joe and Andy couldn’t be here.” “I’ll meet them some other time.” “Hi, Patrick.” “Hi, Brendon. How are you?” “Good.” “Hi, Kendra.” “Hello.”

I turned back to Brendon, but he was talking to Pete and Christine went to talk to someone. “Are you alright?” I looked at Patrick. “Yeah. Just a little tired I guess. So, I hear that you and your band are going to be recording soon.” “Yes, we are. I’m a little nervous. I have so many ideas, but don’t know if I can get them out.” “I’m sure you will.”

Patrick smiled at me. I was getting feelings for this man. I love Brendon. Right? “Thanks. I hope so. How have you and Brendon been?” “Good. He has mentioned about getting a place here since their going to be recording their album.” “That would be good. I’m going to be producing it.” “Oh, really. He didn’t tell me that.” “I’m excited to do that. Something new for me.”

“Babe,” I turned toward Brendon. “Pete is going to show me some lyrics. I’ll be right back.” “Okay.” I watched Brendon leave. “You sure you are alright?” Patrick asked. “Um, yeah. I’m going to get something to drink.” “I’ll get it for you.” “I’ll have a coke.” Patrick went to the kitchen. I looked around and noticed most of everyone was gone.

I went to sit on the couch. “Here you go.” Patrick handed me the coke. “Thank you.” He sat down next to me. “I know I keep asking you this, but are you alright?” “Yes. I’m fine. Why?” “Well, you just don’t seem yourself.” “And how long have you known me?” “I know. Just a few weeks.” “To tell the truth, I don’t know if I really love Brendon. I don’t know why I’m telling you this. I don’t even really know you.” “I am a good listener. I promise I won’t say anything.” I smiled at him.

“There is another guy that I like. I shouldn’t like him. I’m sick. I don’t want to hurt Brendon.” “I can understand. There’s someone that I shouldn’t like too. I’m afraid that I’m going to hurt a friend.” There it was. He loved someone else. “Love sucks, doesn’t it?” “Sometimes and others it can be amazing.” “I guess. I do love Brendon, but this other guy makes me feel different than I feel for Brendon.”

“Have you told Brendon?” “Told Brendon what?” We both turned around. “Uh, nothing.” “I know you were talking about me.” “I was telling Patrick that I was planning a date when we get back home. Now you ruined it.” I stood up and went into Brendon’s arms. “I’m sorry. I’ll act surprised.” He kissed me on my nose. “Are you ready to go?” I asked him. “Yeah. I’ll see you tomorrow, Patrick.” “Have a good night.” “Bye, Patrick.” I said to him.

Brendon and I went back to our hotel room. “Did you have a nice time?” Brendon asked. “Yes, I did. Everyone was very nice.” I was putting on a pair of pajama pants. “It seemed that you and Patrick are getting close.” “Uh, I guess. He’s a really nice guy.” “Did you want to go into the studio with me tomorrow?” “Sure. That sounds like fun.”

Brendon came over to me. “I want to ask you a question.” I got sick to my stomach. He couldn’t know my feelings. “You know the guys and I are going to be here when we record.” “Yeah.” “I want you here with me.” I was finally able to breathe. “Brendon, what about my job?” “It will be summer soon. So, the school year will be over when we come here. Can’t you take a year off or get a job here. I want my girl with me.” “It’s not that easy to get a teaching job. Can I think about it. I’ll definitely come for the summer.” “Alright. I really want you here.” “I know.”

I wrapped my arms around his neck. “Have I told you that I love you.” “A few times.” “I want to make love to you.” “Brendon, don’t you have to get up early?” I smiled at him. He kissed me. I felt horrible. I couldn’t understand why I was falling for Patrick. Brendon led me to the bed. He put his hands on my hips and slid my pajama pants down. He moved his hands under my shirt and took it off. “Brendon, I really love you.”

I laid on the bed and watched Brendon undress. He climbed onto the bed next to me. He took me into his arms. He then kissed my neck while softly touching my breast. He placed his lips on my nipple taking it in his mouth. I ran my fingers through his hair. All of a sudden Patrick’s face flashed in front of me.

Brendon’s POV

I was kissing Kendra when she tensed up. I looked up at her. “Is everything alright?” “Uh, yeah. Why?” “ I don’t know. You tensed up.” “Don’t be silly.” She ran her fingers through my hair. I continued to kiss her breast. I ran my hand down her stomach. She grabbed my cock. “Baby, that feels so good.”

She ran her hand up and down on me. I kissed her lips and settled between her legs. “Are you ready?” “Yes. Please, Brendon.” I slowed entered her. I looked down at her. God, how I loved her. I moved in and out of her slowly at first and then faster. “Oh god, Bren. Faster.” “I’m coming.” “Yes. Oh.” I fell on top of her. I could feel Kendra playing with my hair. “I love you.” I heard her whisper.

Patrick’s POV

I walked home from Pete’s. I felt so alone. When I got to my apartment I threw my keys on the table and took off my hoodie. I fell on the couch. All I could think of was what Kendra and I talked about. I was in love with my friend. What was I going to do? It would end badly. I just knew it. I wanted to be happy. To have someone in my life and to share it with. But was it worth to lose a friend over?
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