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Everything continued to be black .... until i started to feel something...
what is that on my face ? i can feel a brushing sensation.... i twitch my nose to get it to stop , because i cant feel my arms or legs.
"Elle...... Elle....... Can you hear me ???" I can hear Erins voice but why cant i see her? i struggle and try to open my eyes but it just wouldnt happen.
"Elle ... i know its hard but like can you give us a sign that your okay ? "
Was i dreaming ... Where the hell was i ? ..... the last i remember was Gerard and Corey . Talking at the bus. Why cant i wake up ? why wont my eyes open ? i can hear faint beeping in the backround. I sniffle my nose again as its the only thing i can manage to do .... i can feel alot of pressure on my legs ... but yet i cant open my eyes.
"Elle i can see you twitching your nose ..... thank fucking god !!!!!! " she whispered. " Lyn lyn !!! " i hear erin shouting ... why does she have to get excited about me waking up , and why is Lyn here ? .
" Its Elle ... she woke up " .... Jesus erin theres no need to over react ill get my lazy ass out of bed in a second. And thats when i went to move my body to move over and hug into corey , And i couldnt move . not one fucking ounce of my body would shift.
"hey sweetie , you wanna open your pretty eyes huh ? " lyns voice was soft in my ear , and then i felt that sensation on my head again this time harder . it was lyn , she was brushing the hair from my face , shes done that since before i can remember whenever Corey was sick , she would brush his hair out of his eyes.
Oh how i wish i could open my eyes and see the situation i was in , not being able to know where i was , was killing me . i so desperatley wanted to see Coreys face. i could see him in my dreams but not the way i wanted too. suddenly i put all my efforts into opening my eyes , and then it happend and i was blinded by the bright white lights. i saw Erin and Lyn stood over my bed , both with tears in there eyes.
" good to be back matey ? " erin said to me .... smiling .
" ww... h.. umm " .... i try to speak but it just comes out as mumbles . Lyn looks at me sympathetically , " your in the hospital Elle , You and that boy of mine were in a car accident .. try not to push yourself hard okay . " i nodded and lyn passed me a glass of water , after a few tastes i was , thinknig hard , i couldnt remember a car accident . I figured Corey must be fine otherwise Lyn would have said , right?
" llyn.... Umm ... Corey ? " i said barely able to keep myself awake ... my eyes kept threatening to close.
" im going for some coffee Lyn " Erin said looking down at me .
Lyn continued to stroke my hair . " Coreys still in surgery sweetie , he will be out soon enough and back to normal , just like you are , you know " she says looking into my eyes. Suddenly i felt empty , Coreys not okay i can feel it . Why is he in surgery ? i need to see him . i start crying .
" shhh , Elle please ..... calm yourself down. " lyn carries on soothing me . but nothing was working and then i realised. I looked down at both my legs.......

They wern't there...